Mmm im not really sure. My job is great, “nice” salary (in Argentina…), I love my girl, love my family, have some time off, do sports, eat healthy.
But some days I wake up and feel shit. I don’t want to live that day. It hurts me just to be.
It’s all in my mind, not really have a motive I think. Professional help didn’t help at all and now I just let me be sad from time to time and keep hanging in there.