nina splendorr 🌻🏳️⚧️ on Nostr: feelin real bad about my bod lately. and lamenting that I’ve never had a chance to ...
feelin real bad about my bod lately. and lamenting that I’ve never had a chance to “feel hot.” I never liked my body pre-transition; even at my fittest, when could run 5 miles a day, the only reason I felt okay was my partner saying I looked good.
but post-covid exertion malaise and depression has meant I’m in the worst shape of my life. it’s not that I weigh more; I just FEEL bad. and want the chance to look cute in a dress. but everything feels wrong on me 😑
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