npub15epx27qyv34yaud9kugaqlgq2a4z054nkwlk63al0g3ql3kj5g4qsrkdu4 (npub15ep…kdu4) I hear you, having gone through (and still being in) that burning. Best wishes with your own journey to finding some kind of hope!
One thing that helped me was subscribing to the e-mail newsletter from FutureCrunch, which reminds me with every issue that amidst all the doom that dominates our media, there are hopeful actions happening around the world: https://futurecrunch.com/