Good morning folks.
Yesterday I went out for a bit with Billy, oh what a mistake. I had mostly been feeling better, but within an hour of being out I was reminded that I'm not any better. Unfortunately, things like shopping need to get done.
When I do the shopping, Billy has coffee. So I'm heading towards the car, holding onto the trolley for dear life. Muscles spasms mean I stop dead and am really fighting to stay upright. I see Billy coming towards me, at the same time an older woman jumps out of her car (that has I assume husband and a disabled family member in it) and she rushes towards me to ask if I need help. I pointed to Billy and said my help was on his way and thanked her kindly. How lovely that she stopped her own family from escaping the supermarket carpark to offer help. How bad must I be looking these days, people asking if I am okay, or offering help is happening more and more often. I do really appreciate the kindness, its good to see that it does still exist. It does fill me with conflicting feelings of....shame, embarrassment, thoughts that I should just stay home. I really hate that my once hidden health problems are becoming more visible by the day and I loathe that I need more and more help. Urgh.
Well, that turned into a deeper rant than I meant it to, but still its a distraction from the global shitshow I guess.
I got up this morning, fed demons, grabbed coffee and meds, settled down at the PC, caught a glimpse of the news and went straight into Cozy Grove, oh how my little chores on there distract and give me a calm start to the day. Now that meds have kicked in, I've done a couple of chores and typed out what is turning into a morning essay, I think its time for more distraction with WoW.
The new expansion in WoW, something isn't hitting quite right for me, but I can't put my finger on it. At the same time though, it is stunningly pretty and the quests are fun, I am bimbling around in my happy little bubble in no rush to reach max level and just enjoying the story. Likely another day of that all day, pausing for food and I suppose I should chat to the child at some point too.
Right, I'm talking too much, so time to go again.
Have a lovely day everyone and ignore the news 😊
Fi
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