MercurialBlock on Nostr: Unfortunately there doesn't seem to be an easy way to just magically gain an ...

Unfortunately there doesn't seem to be an easy way to just magically gain an initiative to do something for days on end. If I drink caffeine I end up having my entire body shake for a while or I have the best sleep of my life at 2 in the afternoon. I'm just supposed to do something or maybe do tiny little things that eventually lead up to a bigger thing, I guess. And that makes me upset.