Kensho on Nostr: My father died just before my daughter was born. I couldn’t be there for any of it ...
My father died just before my daughter was born. I couldn’t be there for any of it due to my wife’s condition.
But I didn’t want to be there either.
He spent his life chasing something. He only realised it at the end. His chasing meant running away, from my perspective.
I had already stopped chasing my idea of him.
What he truly is, cannot die. What died, was a phantom.
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2025-04-28 20:58:27 UTCEvent JSON
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