So I'm like... if I'm not so sure why not just get a head start of what these people did and try my best to accept being cis and try to accept myself as that so I don't regret committing to transitioning. But then i think of those people who say "actually this helped me, it was necessary at the time and now it's not and I'm glad i went through it"
Idk, I've read it's good to ask yourself what you want but i just don't want to be perceived? Xd