Fucking asshole of a brain.
Great weekend with friends. Being full of pride and reconnecting with one self.
Yet, you have to focus on Monday, back to the self-imposed grind and the fear of not getting my life back on track.
I feel incapable of anything. Useless. Broken, unable to learn, without any spark. And to succeed I need to prove the opposite, even if it means failing it.
I'm tired
Xantw0 ⊗⊘
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