WanderingHuman 🇨🇦 on Nostr: It's so hard. I don't like sleeping so much. I like feeling productive, but I just ...

It's so hard. I don't like sleeping so much. I like feeling productive, but I just don't have the energy. Even with max doses of stimulants. I've been reminiscing a lot of summers I had as a kid - which were incredibly boring as a kid, but which I truly miss now. Both parents were educators and had the summer off, so summers were amazingly lazy for me, if not also lonely. I miss the quiet outdoors and long summer days.