purrs_for_Her on Nostr: then i'd probably be a lost boy i mean, i'd still be me to an extent, but i would ...

then i'd probably be a lost boy
i mean, i'd still be me to an extent, but i would still be harboring and excusing my own wounds

so someone...
a lot more selfish
a lot less ambitious
a lot less loving
a lot more ashamed
a lot more broken

it's not like She fixed me or anything—all the work was absolutely my own. but She did challenge me and inspire me and shape me to be a better man for Her. and it's been an amazing experience growing and healing and hurting and repairing together.

i'm truly a blessed and lucky boy. and in some sense i created my own luck, but in another, i could've easily stumbled into someone who might really hurt someone who loves like me...

so without Her...
i'd be a very unlucky boy :/