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It is an on and off thing, this grieving. It seems like I am doing okay, for a bit, but then I'll dissolve into tears.
I knew this was approaching and honestly I didn't want my mom to continue to suffer the way she was, but I didn't want her to go, either.
In terms of eternity, mom is good and better than she's ever been. But for earthbound me, it's difficult. She's in perfect joy, but I'm surrounded by memories of mom everywhere I turn.
I know time will help. I'm coping.
MMA :texasflag:🇺🇸💄
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2025-07-07 22:39:51 UTC
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