yeah, I completely get it. years ago I'd say the same thing, it's possible that my love has faded a little since then. it got "more pragmatic", so to say. I still love her a lot but I just can't envision myself staying single for the rest of my life.
"till death do us part"
I'm not a monk or a hermit, I just don't have that in me in large amounts anymore. but who knows? it's easy to imagine how things will be before they actually turn out that way
not trying to convince or sway you. if anything... godspeed!