Rachel has moved...! on Nostr: Yeah, what the fuck... That's why it feels useless to try to write. People tell me, ...

Yeah, what the fuck... That's why it feels useless to try to write. People tell me, "You should write out these points and publish" and I think, "Oh, yeah? That's going to fix things?" I've even told you to write and publish. I suggested we do that this morning... it just sounds sane so I think it must be sane.

But if I'm speaking with no filter I think nothing can fix the past or the damage that has been done, and writing about it doesn't change anything. It gets eaten up by the same idiocy that allowed it to happen in the first place.