..strange to look at other trans women and SEE our beauty.
There are so many fears: am I becoming deluded? Why didn't I see this before? What does it say about me? Am I a chaser now?! (You're not, please let that worry go ASAP.)
What's happening is that your mind is broadening, to put it simply. Raised in a sexist and misogynist world, we're taught that seeing beauty in women outside of a very narrow bandwidth is shameful, wrong, even suspicious.
6/
CJ "siege" Bellwether
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2025-04-28 11:21:41 UTC
in reply to nevent1q…tyvr
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