Yvan on Nostr: I still ponder what may have happened had I chosen the university over the private ...

I still ponder what may have happened had I chosen the university over the private sector all those years ago. Definitely one of the major branching points in my life, where I chose the novelty of the new thing over the safety and comfort of the current thing. Which has basically been a theme of my life. I cannot help but feel it is a self-destructive tendancy, I run away from stability.