georgia on Nostr: I'm naturally waaay more fatuous than horny but one lends to the other when I have a ...

I'm naturally waaay more fatuous than horny but one lends to the other when I have a crush. on SSRIs I pretend to be chaste merely because I dont really touch myself mostly for weird gender autism reasons and because the SSRIs nuke my sex drive. I simultaneously hate horny people and find horny women hot and this conflict is itself erotic