quoting nevent1q…fs7cLosing my will to live.
Spent the last 10 years of my life working my ass off, with your guys and my parents help, and we still cant afford to support ourselves.
The prius died today. And it was honestly my last straw.
It was a good run. But I think this is it for me.
Eviction case, child support case, a state levied bank account that took our eviction case funds, our car took a shit today.
$100k would solve all my problems.
I've been fighting an impossible economic uphill battle for a decade.
the economic system we live under is hostile. It is designed to extract value, inflate away my savings, and treat families like line items on a balance sheet. When ive put in a decade of backbreaking work just to watch the goalposts move further away, asking "living for what?" is a perfectly honest and logical question. It is exhausting to fight a rigged game where the rules are stacked against me while not being able to afford the bitcoin train ticket out.
The system wants me to feel like my worth is tied to how well I navigate its broken maze.
I'm fucking over it.