<oembed><type>rich</type><version>1.0</version><title>Laeserin wrote</title><author_name>Laeserin (npub1m4…jc2jl)</author_name><author_url>https://yabu.me/npub1m4ny6hjqzepn4rxknuq94c2gpqzr29ufkkw7ttcxyak7v43n6vvsajc2jl</author_url><provider_name>njump</provider_name><provider_url>https://yabu.me</provider_url><html>Everytime I am out of full-time work, for a bit, it first feels like it&#39;s a vacation. And then I start to notice that everyone and everything around me has been slowly, but dramatically, falling apart. While I was spending all day reviewing project plans and attending important meetings.&#xA;&#xA;Including myself. I was also decaying. I was decaying and I didn&#39;t even notice. I just felt tired. So, I drank more coffee. But I was still tired, underneath the coffee.</html></oembed>