rich1.0Constantine (npub1s4…77qgh)https://yabu.me/npub1s4fhvspjpgd945eegy5egr9a6qfvhuprweaqz7fptxhdp8p3903qr77qghnjumphttps://yabu.meI hear you. Like I say in my book, "Somewhere around the twentieth, it becomes a kind of white static that erases any idea you had of what pain was going to feel like." Thank you for reading, Johnny.