<oembed><type>rich</type><version>1.0</version><title>Mandrik wrote</title><author_name>Mandrik (npub1qe…z82qk)</author_name><author_url>https://yabu.me/npub1qex7yjtuucs6ac49kjujdgytrjsphn5a4pdscu2w3qlprym4zsxqfz82qk</author_url><provider_name>njump</provider_name><provider_url>https://yabu.me</provider_url><html>Let&#39;s talk drugs! I&#39;ve heard a lot of mixed takes on marijuana and psilocybin, and wanted to share my own recent experiences. 😄&#xA;&#xA;I never touched any drugs, besides alcohol/caffeine/sugar, until my 40s. I prefer to not be impaired or dependent, which is why I quit alcohol and caffeine a few years ago. Now that my kids are living on their own, and I&#39;m retired, I find myself wanting to experience more things in life.&#xA;&#xA;So I decided to try THC &amp; psilocybin.&#xA;&#xA;I can see why people are split on weed. Productivity can go way up or down, depending on the person, the mood, etc. I find it to be fun, but definitely not something I want to partake in regularly. I get way too retarded! 😂&#xA;&#xA;I won&#39;t smoke or vape, so I stick with a tiny dose from a tincture. The high can last 6-8 hours in my system, which is a very long time for a small dose. Not something I want to deal with on the regular. &#xA;&#xA;I&#39;m very logical, almost to a fault. Psychedelics never sounded like a good idea, but I decided to try psilocybin recently. I was anxious about what would happen, but I put some music on, closed my eyes, and relaxed.🎶&#xA;&#xA;With psilocybin, I feel like I&#39;m tapping into a part of my brain that I rarely use. My logical thought process is still present, but my creative side takes control. I get deeply introspective. I start writing a lot.&#xA;&#xA;I&#39;m already a huge music lover, but my appreciation for it reached new heights. I experience seeing the sounds. I can fully appreciate the space between chaos and order where music lives. The more instruments the better, which is why I find orchestra music to be the absolute best with psilocybin.&#xA;&#xA;It&#39;s an incredible experience that I walk away from knowing myself a little better. The writing is my favorite part, as I&#39;m able to go back and reflect on my thoughts during the experience. To my surprise, it isn&#39;t a rambling mess! It&#39;s thoughtful, emotional, and honest. I&#39;ll even share with others who I directly write about. It&#39;s an extremely therapeutic process.&#xA;&#xA;Again, I&#39;m glad I never tried any of these mind altering substances until later in life. Being a fully developed human, and having a better understanding of myself, helps make these experiences stable and beneficial. In my youth, when my self control was worse, I could have ended up going down a dark path if I tried drugs. I&#39;d likely be a very different person today.&#xA;&#xA;I will always prefer to remain sober the overwhelming majority of the time, but I can see the pros &amp; cons of altering your mind. Under the right circumstances, of course! 😄👍</html></oembed>