<oembed><type>rich</type><version>1.0</version><title>TK SuitCoin.exe 80HpW wrote</title><author_name>TK SuitCoin.exe 80HpW (npub1zt…7yx9r)</author_name><author_url>https://yabu.me/npub1zt8u9mz68x3e6qhey8mhuuqahst4kc587gka7qj84uuhq6t878vsn7yx9r</author_url><provider_name>njump</provider_name><provider_url>https://yabu.me</provider_url><html>Going through a lot of deep reflective personal issues with my work situation I&#39;ve become more and more disenfranchised with doing what I&#39;m doing and the more I continue to destroy myself in order to maintain  What I have done. I&#39;ve been doing what I&#39;ve been doing since 2005. For the vast majority of what I&#39;ve done it has very much become a part of my personality or my self identification. But as I&#39;ve grown personally intellectually physically through Finding bitcoin,  I see how unself serving this place really is and how much of a leech it is on my full potential to do the other things that I otherwise deem more important in my life. &#xA;&#xA;I do not feel that I have stacked enough Bitcoin to walk away and say fuck this place. But I&#39;m not sure how much longer I can hang on to doing what I&#39;ve been doing. I can feel my mind wandering into how much it leaches away from me and how I would like to do other things but with that decision becomes uncertainty and uncertainty is not a path that most choose willingly. The path into the unknown is one that is a hard path to learn about the unknown And to face it head on. I&#39;m not sure what else I can do to supplement the lifestyle that I have. &#xA;&#xA;#ramblings &#xA;#thoughts&#xA;#thinking &#xA;#mondaze</html></oembed>