<oembed><type>rich</type><version>1.0</version><title>TimeSpent wrote</title><author_name>TimeSpent (npub1s7…x2xs2)</author_name><author_url>https://yabu.me/npub1s7tj99nk4kpdhm3js0p8w02yt4j7pxaypyrwjfztj5nd6gawvhsqfx2xs2</author_url><provider_name>njump</provider_name><provider_url>https://yabu.me</provider_url><html>Ppl are going to be very confused reading this. Idk. It&#39;s the connection. It&#39;s too strong. I&#39;m not good at breaking it. I don&#39;t want to feel all that, especially when it&#39;s bloody awful, hostile or someone dying. &#xA;Now in addition I know what it&#39;s like to have a connection strong enough to change me...or meet someone that does the same to me but without my restaint. &#xA;Easier to block that stuff out. I&#39;ve been looking since Misty died. It took a pile of research and a bloody religious advisor. I finally figured it out.</html></oembed>