{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","title":"Zaelus wrote","author_name":"Zaelus (npub1rc…cer0w)","author_url":"https://yabu.me/npub1rc8mqg42fssvsmrnz0nsajvtru8ytt5q2k44xz6jc8wxa3l8h4nqjcer0w","provider_name":"njump","provider_url":"https://yabu.me","html":"Please feel free to help me gain perspective and see the correct way to think of it. So far I've gotten a few replies to this that all say absolutely nothing of any substance and seem to be purely emotional reactions."}