{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","title":"serenitys forge wrote","author_name":"serenitys forge (npub1jh…2ee29)","author_url":"https://yabu.me/npub1jhrlseuq92w8e7ca9vjrhc2jydyxfck0nas0geawx2l3euzl38asc2ee29","provider_name":"njump","provider_url":"https://yabu.me","html":"I need to remind myself of this constantly. Sometimes i keep myself busy on other things that need doing to aviod the thing that needs to be done.\n\nI've always had very low self-belief... it's something i need to work on. Grand ideas, but i beat myself up for not implementing them. It's a viscous circle i have to break."}