{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","title":"Laeserin wrote","author_name":"Laeserin (npub1m4…jc2jl)","author_url":"https://yabu.me/npub1m4ny6hjqzepn4rxknuq94c2gpqzr29ufkkw7ttcxyak7v43n6vvsajc2jl","provider_name":"njump","provider_url":"https://yabu.me","html":"Everytime I am out of full-time work, for a bit, it first feels like it's a vacation. And then I start to notice that everyone and everything around me has been slowly, but dramatically, falling apart. While I was spending all day reviewing project plans and attending important meetings.\n\nIncluding myself. I was also decaying. I was decaying and I didn't even notice. I just felt tired. So, I drank more coffee. But I was still tired, underneath the coffee."}