{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","title":"ཀռօֆ🝤ʀǟɖǟʍɨᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 wrote","author_name":"ཀռօֆ🝤ʀǟɖǟʍɨᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 (npub1ah…nq24d)","author_url":"https://yabu.me/npub1ahrptav64q8z2r7qphmydpdr9nqgs4xz35jxl97r9tzunuamfjqq8nq24d","provider_name":"njump","provider_url":"https://yabu.me","html":"Yes! I am a female! And No! I am not a man. I do not have any wish whatsoever to be one either.\nI just live 24/7 in pain and with a tinnitus that stops only when I sleep. \n\nWhen your system is always under load, perception changes. Patience narrows. Tolerance for noise, chaos, and nonsense drops. Responses become more direct, faster, sometimes sharper... not out of aggression, but out of conservation. Energy is limited, so communication becomes efficient.\nPeople sometimes misread this.\n\nThey say I’m aggressive.\nThey say I “behave like a man.”\nThat’s not intention... and it’s not identity.\nI have no desire to be one, nor to perform anyone else’s idea of femininity. God forbid.\n\nWhat you’re seeing isn’t gendered behavior.\nIt’s a nervous system that doesn’t have the luxury of cushioning every word.\nPain strips performance. It removes excess.\nWhat’s left is clarity, boundaries, and precision.\n\nSo yes, I may appear different.\nNot because I’m trying to be anything...\nbut because my baseline is not yours.\n\n\n\n"}