{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","title":"TK SuitCoin.exe 80HpW wrote","author_name":"TK SuitCoin.exe 80HpW (npub1zt…7yx9r)","author_url":"https://yabu.me/npub1zt8u9mz68x3e6qhey8mhuuqahst4kc587gka7qj84uuhq6t878vsn7yx9r","provider_name":"njump","provider_url":"https://yabu.me","html":"Going through a lot of deep reflective personal issues with my work situation I've become more and more disenfranchised with doing what I'm doing and the more I continue to destroy myself in order to maintain  What I have done. I've been doing what I've been doing since 2005. For the vast majority of what I've done it has very much become a part of my personality or my self identification. But as I've grown personally intellectually physically through Finding bitcoin,  I see how unself serving this place really is and how much of a leech it is on my full potential to do the other things that I otherwise deem more important in my life. \n\nI do not feel that I have stacked enough Bitcoin to walk away and say fuck this place. But I'm not sure how much longer I can hang on to doing what I've been doing. I can feel my mind wandering into how much it leaches away from me and how I would like to do other things but with that decision becomes uncertainty and uncertainty is not a path that most choose willingly. The path into the unknown is one that is a hard path to learn about the unknown And to face it head on. I'm not sure what else I can do to supplement the lifestyle that I have. \n\n#ramblings \n#thoughts\n#thinking \n#mondaze"}