{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","title":"Huaihuai wrote","author_name":"Huaihuai (npub1dz…0alqr)","author_url":"https://yabu.me/npub1dzm9ylsanv2yj6zljujhaxnj7eq4q92eayhlrr3u0xtu954uslyqa0alqr","provider_name":"njump","provider_url":"https://yabu.me","html":"原来可以在下大雨的时候不去找你。原来可以在情绪崩溃的时候一个人解决所有的痛苦。原来我也可以不再需要你。可是这样的发现并不让我快乐。我真的失去你了。不是从你心里，那不是我所能控制。而是你从我心里开始褪去的了……"}