Nostr notes by Tired Goth Girl 🔞 :boost_ok:

Playing around with pov kinda stuff ...

2026-04-19T21:47:27Z

Playing around with pov kinda stuff

it's the newest Digimon show, Beatbreak, this episode just ...

2026-04-19T06:59:28Z

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it's the newest Digimon show, Beatbreak, this episode just dropped today

I'm watching the new episode of Digimon which is about the ...

2026-04-19T06:52:02Z

I'm watching the new episode of Digimon which is about the main cast being hypnotized to be overly affectionate to their Digimon and I'm being incredibly normal about it

You see I'm a therian in the sense of being a specific animal ...

2026-04-19T00:35:47Z

You see I'm a therian in the sense of being a specific animal (spotted hyena) but I'm also a therian in the sense of being whatever animal a woman in my immediate vicinity says I am

One of the silver linings of climate change is that with each ...

2026-04-18T21:11:35Z

One of the silver linings of climate change is that with each passing summer the chances of Funkybun's classic comic Heatstroke happening for real to two or more irl "friends" goes up exponentially

I'm not just working on music for real, not just actually ...

2026-04-17T02:33:02Z

I'm not just working on music for real, not just actually iterating on ideas instead of just giving up, I'm actually making informed decisions about all that music shit I know
Shit is actually happening

An extremely smoothbrained priveleged take I saw the other day is ...

2026-04-16T22:45:32Z

An extremely smoothbrained priveleged take I saw the other day is that we'll all be better off without the internet, with some people even chiming in that age verification will be a good thing because something something think of the kids touch grass bullshit. It's so telling that the very concept of forming genuine social bonds online just doesn't occur to these people

You can tell it's been ramping up cause today we reached that ...

2026-04-16T20:15:59Z

In reply to nevent1q…mtnz
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You can tell it's been ramping up cause today we reached that important flirting milestone of sending her my collection of Wendy Carlos album rips

Been mutually flirting with this friend of mine a lot and we have ...

2026-04-16T17:57:29Z

Been mutually flirting with this friend of mine a lot and we have a lot of kinks in common its been really nice,,,

in like 2021-22 there was one time where a guy in a car passed me ...

2026-04-16T17:50:54Z

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in like 2021-22 there was one time where a guy in a car passed me on the sidewalk and he loudly shouted "fuck masks!!!" at me

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2026-04-05T07:38:48Z

The best music is made by strange and fascinating women

The best way to flirt with a girl is to tell her you're ...

2026-04-05T03:18:32Z

The best way to flirt with a girl is to tell her you're inventing a shrink ray

I wish there was an NSFW deckbuilder that was even half as good ...

2026-03-24T11:32:15Z

I wish there was an NSFW deckbuilder that was even half as good as Slay the Spire, Tamer Vale is the best one I've played so far and even then it just doesn't have the same staying power

I'm quite the gooner myself but I love debating the ...

2026-03-24T04:12:04Z

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I'm quite the gooner myself but I love debating the philosophy of the kink

A book called Warhound that's been pretty infamous in ...

2026-03-23T05:01:23Z

In reply to nevent1q…uppd
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A book called Warhound that's been pretty infamous in transfem kink spaces lately, basically about girls being mind controlled into being dogs

I'm reading one that's over 300 pages lol

2026-03-23T04:58:34Z

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I'm reading one that's over 300 pages lol

Time to get even more Normal ...

2026-03-16T01:26:02Z

Time to get even more Normal

Stereotype hairstyle acquired ...

2026-03-13T19:19:35Z

Stereotype hairstyle acquired

I'm basically fully healed from my orchi now and it's ...

2026-03-06T22:21:21Z

I'm basically fully healed from my orchi now and it's kinda weird how not different I feel, I mean my T levels have been low for a while but I was expecting some kind of hormonal adjustment period. I'm just still me I guess

Been thinking a lot about getting a sidecut lately, I think ...

2026-03-05T22:01:36Z

Been thinking a lot about getting a sidecut lately, I think it'd really suit me (aside from the obvious reasons)

it went perfectly, my surgeon and his team did everything right

2026-03-05T19:34:42Z

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it went perfectly, my surgeon and his team did everything right

My surgery scar is effectively fully healed I'm just waiting ...

2026-03-05T19:03:54Z

My surgery scar is effectively fully healed I'm just waiting for the last little bit of medical adhesive to fall off before taking nudes again, when I do I wanna work on taking better nudes

In just a few months I've went from dreading my injection to ...

2026-03-05T02:34:05Z

In just a few months I've went from dreading my injection to looking forward to it, so much so that I have to keep myself from doing it early most weeks. Still don't have a needle play kink tho

I'm gonna be going to a clinic for it, the idea of doing it ...

2026-02-28T00:18:51Z

In reply to nevent1q…uz44
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I'm gonna be going to a clinic for it, the idea of doing it diy never even occurred to me

wdym "own materials"?

2026-02-27T23:29:23Z

In reply to nevent1q…c8kj
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wdym "own materials"?

I'll definitely be posting about the experience

2026-02-27T23:27:17Z

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I'll definitely be posting about the experience

I'm almost fully healed from my orchi which means it's ...

2026-02-27T23:23:44Z

I'm almost fully healed from my orchi which means it's almost time to start electrolysis. I'm going to become so powerful

I'd say it was in that range more often than it wasn't

2026-02-07T19:11:46Z

In reply to nevent1q…y56u
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I'd say it was in that range more often than it wasn't

ok I looked it up, my T levels have been <100 ng/dL for most ...

2026-02-07T18:34:17Z

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ok I looked it up, my T levels have been <100 ng/dL for most of the last year

I was on spiro for a few years and when I switched to injections ...

2026-02-07T18:23:36Z

In reply to nevent1q…qds5
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I was on spiro for a few years and when I switched to injections I was going for a monotherapy approach, I'd have to look up my exact T levels but the hrt was definitely working

Been able to get off twice since the orchi and orgasms feel so ...

2026-02-07T18:04:54Z

Been able to get off twice since the orchi and orgasms feel so different now, I've read a lot about how hrt makes them more "full body" but even with injections I'm only getting that now. Whatever it is it's fixing me

Every time my gf commissions weird porn and then crops it and ...

2026-02-07T00:06:53Z

Every time my gf commissions weird porn and then crops it and makes it her profile pic on everything I fall in love with her just a little bit more

It's suddenly dawning on me how many discord servers I've ...

2026-02-06T07:33:28Z

It's suddenly dawning on me how many discord servers I've joined only to post a bunch of nudes and then go dark for months or more, like some hot naked cryptid

Finally managed to jerk off and I came so hard it hurt a little, ...

2026-02-06T06:39:45Z

Finally managed to jerk off and I came so hard it hurt a little, it had been 2 weeks

if you got a vaginoplasty that wasn't zero depth you'd be ...

2026-02-05T06:40:36Z

In reply to nevent1q…fj6s
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if you got a vaginoplasty that wasn't zero depth you'd be dilating for the first time before you left the hospital, this is all a very weird red flag way to handle this

that is very much not the kind of thing you should be finding out ...

2026-02-04T19:49:10Z

In reply to nevent1q…5qc6
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that is very much not the kind of thing you should be finding out 1 year after the procedure, wishing you a speedy revision

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2026-01-31T15:00:08Z

The best part of any footjob is being made fun of for enjoying it

People always joke that consuming large enough amounts of ...

2026-01-29T19:39:24Z

People always joke that consuming large enough amounts of caffeine lets you see time in slow motion but if you're really trying to get shit done I've found that less is more, the sweet spot for me lately has been a cup of coffee followed by a pot of green tea over the following hours

Falling asleep at the function in the most compromising position ...

2026-01-29T06:00:17Z

Falling asleep at the function in the most compromising position possible in the hope that I wake up weirdly sore :3

Books are good too but are inferior due to the lack of ambient ...

2026-01-28T07:58:44Z

In reply to nevent1q…z0kn
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Books are good too but are inferior due to the lack of ambient soundtracks

One big way my taste in games has evolved in recent years is the ...

2026-01-28T07:58:12Z

One big way my taste in games has evolved in recent years is the revelation that the best games are the ones that are mostly reading

Gf bought me Citizen Sleeper yesterday and I've just been ...

2026-01-28T01:13:52Z

Gf bought me Citizen Sleeper yesterday and I've just been addicted, already have like 10+ hours in it. That space communism really be hitting

One of the hard truths of life is that mental illness makes ...

2026-01-27T08:47:52Z

One of the hard truths of life is that mental illness makes someone no less culpable for their actions. I'm not just saying this because of Kanye, I have seen this first hand from people in my own life. I have seen what happens when people take responsibility for their own life and actions, and I've also seen what happens when they make excuses for their abuse and abdicate that responsibility. Regardless of their circumstances, people still have agency and how they use it matters

I am more in touch with my feelings than ever and I'm gonna ...

2026-01-27T07:55:15Z

I am more in touch with my feelings than ever and I'm gonna make it everyone's problem

I wish the orchi killed my sex drive like it does for others, it ...

2026-01-27T07:53:24Z

I wish the orchi killed my sex drive like it does for others, it hasn't even been a week yet and I'm already feeling pent up

At this point at least a third of the porn I save to my personal ...

2026-01-26T11:53:35Z

At this point at least a third of the porn I save to my personal stash is for the express purpose of imagining what it'll be like to have a pussy, so that's where my mind's at on that

This goes without saying but I'm really looking forward to ...

2026-01-25T11:16:05Z

This goes without saying but I'm really looking forward to relearning how to masturbate when my orchi is healed

If it wasn't made with synthesizers can it even really be ...

2026-01-24T15:58:20Z

If it wasn't made with synthesizers can it even really be called music?

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2026-01-23T09:18:49Z

Got my balls stolen by the ball gnomes 🙏

I have successfully rolled and smoked the result in the most ...

2026-01-22T04:52:16Z

In reply to nevent1q…yf5d
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I have successfully rolled and smoked the result in the most technical sense, but I would not consider the quality acceptable and I'm just as likely to make a mess if I try

As much as I love that Aphex Twin's QKThr is one of the most ...

2026-01-22T03:53:41Z

As much as I love that Aphex Twin's QKThr is one of the most popular songs on tiktok I like to imagine the alternative timeline where every third tiktok starts with "COME ON YOU CUNTS LETS HEAR SOME APHEX ACID"

There's a guy on Bluesky who's basically the final boss ...

2026-01-21T03:37:41Z

In reply to nevent1q…78kj
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There's a guy on Bluesky who's basically the final boss of this, several years deep into an obsession with doing everything this way and he's even gone as far as to say that "writing code by hand will go the way of postcards" in a few years. I can't help but occasionally scroll through his account out of morbid curiosity because it's honestly kinda fascinating how delusional he is

One thing you learn when you actually get into Linux is that ...

2026-01-20T05:52:32Z

One thing you learn when you actually get into Linux is that there are good and bad Linux people, with the primary difference being whether you worship Richard Stallman like a cult leader or want to tear him limb from limb

I'd be willing to do horrible degrading things for someone ...

2026-01-18T04:02:35Z

I'd be willing to do horrible degrading things for someone who'd buy me that 200$ Chrono Trigger vinyl boxset

lucky for you that's my specialty~

2026-01-15T08:46:04Z

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lucky for you that's my specialty~

I'm already starting to understand hand fetishism as my ...

2026-01-12T23:46:30Z

I'm already starting to understand hand fetishism as my transition goes on, but once I have a pussy I imagine it'll go into overdrive

girl feets make the world go round 🤤

2026-01-09T23:36:06Z

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girl feets make the world go round 🤤

I should probably make note of this here, starting today for the ...

2026-01-09T22:18:03Z

I should probably make note of this here, starting today for the next 2 weeks I will experience testosterone poisoning for the last time, and after that I'll be home free

Get you the kind of relationship where you both mutually joke ...

2026-01-07T00:41:50Z

Get you the kind of relationship where you both mutually joke about fucking your friends

https://youtu.be/ifOPtEblhrA?si=iNGwL_Orr4i496cQ The great thing ...

2026-01-04T02:44:40Z

https://youtu.be/ifOPtEblhrA?si=iNGwL_Orr4i496cQ
The great thing about synthesizers is it allows even the most cishet of men to create the most lesbian-coded yearnslop imaginable

it's always been trendy I'd argue, it just consistently ...

2026-01-01T10:56:53Z

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it's always been trendy I'd argue, it just consistently hits right

If you're unsure how to compliment someone's nudes, ...

2026-01-01T09:57:43Z

If you're unsure how to compliment someone's nudes, comparing them to fine art is always a safe bet

thank you actually because now I gotta look into whether or not ...

2026-01-01T04:28:13Z

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thank you actually because now I gotta look into whether or not the tenacity devs have actually done anything worthwhile

I haven't used it much but Tenacity is the fork that's ...

2026-01-01T01:46:57Z

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I haven't used it much but Tenacity is the fork that's been getting the most attention lately, it's even had a few other forks rolled into its repo recently

Open ended goals going into the new year: -Create more and ...

2025-12-31T23:54:17Z

Open ended goals going into the new year:
-Create more and consume less
-Develop new skills relating to the above
-Acquire a source of income
-Treat myself better
-Be more of a Whore

definitely been there

2025-12-30T18:06:08Z

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definitely been there

I've been jerking off less and less lately cause everytime I ...

2025-12-30T16:49:57Z

I've been jerking off less and less lately cause everytime I do something just feels off about it, almost like this isn't really what'll satisfy me, like even tho I always cum I don't really feel fulfilled. It's entirely possible that this is just one of those things where I've always felt this way on some level and hrt has just made it obvious

Just get naked you dumbass coward humans

2025-12-30T01:50:54Z

In reply to nevent1q…lzfm
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Just get naked you dumbass coward humans

You know when you really think about it modesty is one of the ...

2025-12-30T01:49:06Z

You know when you really think about it modesty is one of the stupidest things humanity ever conceived of

I bet yours would be lovely 🥴

2025-12-29T01:46:10Z

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I bet yours would be lovely 🥴

Hey, can someone give me a potion that temporarily gives me a ...

2025-12-28T23:01:50Z

Hey, can someone give me a potion that temporarily gives me a pussy and then rub their foot on my clit and labia? I just wanna try something real quick

I wanna use them as stress balls (affectionate)

2025-12-27T19:51:27Z

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I wanna use them as stress balls (affectionate)

honestly a saner explanation than anything else you could come up ...

2025-12-27T14:18:58Z

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honestly a saner explanation than anything else you could come up with

Out: sleeping In: looking up the biggest spiders in the world for ...

2025-12-27T14:16:46Z

Out: sleeping
In: looking up the biggest spiders in the world for the umpteenth time

I mean, biggest goals aside from getting bottom surgery before I ...

2025-12-24T08:49:43Z

In reply to nevent1q…e5gj
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I mean, biggest goals aside from getting bottom surgery before I turn 30, that's a big one

My biggest goals in the coming year are to use SuperCollider more ...

2025-12-24T08:46:34Z

My biggest goals in the coming year are to use SuperCollider more and to finally install and start using Composer's Desktop Project. Gotta start living up to the stereotype of trans girls making the best experimental electronic music you've ever heard

I would commit unspeakable atrocities for a chance at this

2025-12-24T08:42:56Z

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I would commit unspeakable atrocities for a chance at this

if that's all it takes I've been unc for a few years now ...

2025-12-24T08:39:12Z

In reply to nevent1q…mt0h
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if that's all it takes I've been unc for a few years now lol, still throws me for a loop that the PS2 is considered retro now

Girls who get easily overstimulated when you make out with their ...

2025-12-21T00:47:06Z

Girls who get easily overstimulated when you make out with their feet but ask you to keep going 🥴

she apparently made an announcement that she's quitting art ...

2025-12-19T04:24:32Z

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she apparently made an announcement that she's quitting art and then deleted everything, I'm devastated

footjobs lol

2025-12-18T06:48:15Z

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footjobs lol

I've had this exact thought before actually, given the option ...

2025-12-18T06:26:08Z

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I've had this exact thought before actually, given the option there's a nonzero chance I'd go for it

if anything it's FOMOF

2025-12-18T06:23:03Z

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if anything it's FOMOF

Somehow I'm still uncertain about this despite being 99% sure ...

2025-12-18T05:56:47Z

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Somehow I'm still uncertain about this despite being 99% sure that I don't want to use my penis for penetration

I'm sure it's normal to have strong feelings about this ...

2025-12-18T05:51:44Z

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I'm sure it's normal to have strong feelings about this so just bear with me I guess

So, like, I'm 100% sure I want a pussy, but I keep flip ...

2025-12-18T05:51:16Z

So, like, I'm 100% sure I want a pussy, but I keep flip flopping on whether I want a penis or clit with it and I keep thinking that I'm absolutely sure which one I want only to question it again. I can't promise that I won't make 1000 more posts restating this exact point again lol I can't stop thinking about this

It's honestly transphobic that I can't magically change ...

2025-12-17T22:53:49Z

It's honestly transphobic that I can't magically change my genitals at will

being a slut is the best :3

2025-12-17T21:16:30Z

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being a slut is the best :3

how many vaccines do I need to get the autism that makes you bark

2025-12-17T09:24:12Z

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how many vaccines do I need to get the autism that makes you bark

bold of you to assume I'm not meowing

2025-12-16T04:12:13Z

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bold of you to assume I'm *not* meowing

I've been playing through the MegaMan classic series since ...

2025-12-16T00:58:43Z

I've been playing through the MegaMan classic series since I'm pretty hyped about the announcement of 12 and dear lord MM1+2 do not hold up, every subsequent NES sequel improves on them at least if you ask me

Sometimes I wish I could just say fuck this shit and turn into a ...

2025-12-12T06:23:37Z

Sometimes I wish I could just say fuck this shit and turn into a plant like Tessa Thompson at the end of Annihilation

My soon-to-be 30-something post-op self won't fix you but it ...

2025-12-11T20:45:12Z

In reply to nevent1q…nkgk
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My soon-to-be 30-something post-op self won't fix you but it could make you so much worse (positive)

When I'm fully healed from bottom surgery but still have a ...

2025-12-11T20:43:47Z

When I'm fully healed from bottom surgery but still have a deep clocky voice it's over for you hoes

If you're calling fellow trans people any variant of the word ...

2025-12-11T07:22:04Z

If you're calling fellow trans people any variant of the word cis you should probably be asking yourself some hard questions

best of luck in trying to be the adult in the room about this, ...

2025-12-10T18:53:56Z

In reply to nevent1q…t4sx
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best of luck in trying to be the adult in the room about this, I've seen some people try to make these points on other platforms and get torn to shreds over it

I'm a simple girl, I see a fellow girlie post a fundraiser ...

2025-12-09T18:03:33Z

In reply to nevent1q…syg3
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I'm a simple girl, I see a fellow girlie post a fundraiser and I hit boost

What too much Skong does to a mf: I'm playing a new ...

2025-12-08T02:46:42Z

What too much Skong does to a mf: I'm playing a new metroidvania and I picked hard mode out of the gate and it still feels a little too easy to me despite the fact that everything kills me in 3 hits

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2025-12-08T02:20:31Z

Who tryna let me sniff their crotch and go into a trance

Every time I do my shot I always leave the bandaid on as long as ...

2025-12-07T02:06:52Z

Every time I do my shot I always leave the bandaid on as long as possible cause it feels like a badge of honor to me, I always feel proud of myself for doing it even tho it's not really difficult