2023-11-08T07:29:28Z https://yabu.me Ey https://yabu.me/npub1ywl9agzf25lf8pz9dvzuv3kkft527czycyp54plzulr9s6d3w3xqmsesmx https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsw6xusagtkmjw9kr6rhnu0xfgkld6ne7ef5365zntmlhr93e09ygczyq3muh4qf92nayuyg44st3jx6e9w3tmqgnqsxj58utnuvkrfk96yce9relp In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs05nj5g9smpnq50rnrznyrglr58084xcdt4f59se9nu6uze0lsq7shh6zza'>nevent1q…6zza</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Life&#39;s suffering imo. CMV, not in an arrogant way<br/><br/>What&#39;s beautiful? Food, a loving SO (if you&#39;re fortunate enough), kids, close friends, outings? That&#39;s all I can think of. All of them combined don&#39;t fare close the amount of suffering. Unless you&#39;re rich ofc 2023-11-08T08:21:39Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqst5enc7vcqd2v92t4fyqn4kzzj26xappj5wem0tuv4a3qyl295p7gzyq3muh4qf92nayuyg44st3jx6e9w3tmqgnqsxj58utnuvkrfk96yc59kg6x In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrud2sv7m507q0mch0zmjpn3adfkmx3g8a3pkmjlp0ludm9vf4mdcmewhgu'>nevent1q…whgu</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>My parents are overbearing narcissists, of which my father&#39;s a distant cold shadow incapable of expressing any emotional vulnerability. My mother&#39;s just a pet of my father&#39;s, beaten down mentally all these years. I don&#39;t feel comfortable opening up in front of them. My sibling simply doesn&#39;t care. The last time I tried pouring my a part of me to her. She simply asked me to kill myself. I feel drained down just being around them<br/><br/>No friends, atleast none I can trust with these confidential details <br/><br/>I&#39;ve been bottling all my ups and downs, emotions and achievements since teenage, with the anonymous portions of the internet left as my only places to vent a little 2023-11-08T08:16:42Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs2h6r538yauv28k3nsjeef3pyapw4rkr0lrfwxylr7xymtxk3etmczyq3muh4qf92nayuyg44st3jx6e9w3tmqgnqsxj58utnuvkrfk96yc8swf28 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs92tt824p46sd57gck6x8a9l83g7vz3tmddtjp8l9d52kdvug3mlqa565t5'>nevent1q…65t5</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>It doesn&#39;t matter. Not a lot of time left 2023-11-08T07:42:38Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs92tt824p46sd57gck6x8a9l83g7vz3tmddtjp8l9d52kdvug3mlqzyq3muh4qf92nayuyg44st3jx6e9w3tmqgnqsxj58utnuvkrfk96ycw33090 Did I say something non sensical? 2023-11-08T07:42:19Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs2jhk78sdqwh98e67zlz9mmh3hs5a5a2hv8d9tl9tyygp4fdlnllgzyq3muh4qf92nayuyg44st3jx6e9w3tmqgnqsxj58utnuvkrfk96yckcruyu In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqstnp46c3csfj9mdqrt2fqhu5qxw89xx9shrl9tjwy39wejls90gjckcm8pd'>nevent1q…m8pd</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I&#39;m out of hope. I&#39;ll be ordering the death chemical later this evening. At the very least I&#39;ll have a peaceful departure 2023-11-08T07:37:19Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsxcf2hzzpvqwqdaetay4kgdm5f5h0jduxf47eps3p88qesx8yphwszyq3muh4qf92nayuyg44st3jx6e9w3tmqgnqsxj58utnuvkrfk96yc0getee In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsd945lvusj80fe37r7yk4ydwxek0863m9vc9m977amzvxhagaj5pcn3rm2u'>nevent1q…rm2u</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Genes were discovered in the late 20th century lol. Your Islam is just another ignorant, outdated and barbaric desert cult. Fuck religion 2023-11-08T07:35:14Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsqq49x5jj96pmhx8fc7sjnnzj59m5wvdav053cejslejqd3ka8m2szyq3muh4qf92nayuyg44st3jx6e9w3tmqgnqsxj58utnuvkrfk96ycqlg945 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsy97p0lycr6z7y97hkwjuzm6ccneudk282n4q600egvuhqjq8xt3gavnygy'>nevent1q…nygy</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I&#39;m so done with this life 2023-11-08T07:31:15Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsy97p0lycr6z7y97hkwjuzm6ccneudk282n4q600egvuhqjq8xt3gzyq3muh4qf92nayuyg44st3jx6e9w3tmqgnqsxj58utnuvkrfk96yctr8ztp In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2u73a34lkaqv9vspkah2z538ynmqh708xqrgxva7n5eqywc8ga5ckqg6wh'>nevent1q…g6wh</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Hope the bacteria wins in my body 2023-11-08T07:31:01Z