2026-08-22T05:51:12Z https://yabu.me Twenty Twenty Sixhorns https://yabu.me/npub1vf6vkgc0nrtc3e8rp7r35xwfuqlz6gflutz0ckla6m5xtrvuay7qc43mwj https://cdn.masto.host/mprettyshinyorg/accounts/avatars/110/159/199/403/410/546/original/7c167844926c0dd1.jpeg https://cdn.masto.host/mprettyshinyorg/accounts/avatars/110/159/199/403/410/546/original/7c167844926c0dd1.jpeg https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsd83ptq7q4ccuz3k78t83f4z9nmw2fvv9882vmkm8grsdrnt9y44czyp38fjerp7vd0z8yuv8cwxsee8srutfp8l3vflzmlhtwsevdnn5ncg7valx In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrahtsn8jvzf3vmwmm4y0c7syagtkaygjr5mlf6pnurdplh49689qvkmed3'>nevent1q…med3</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Island heat is /very different/ and nobody believes it until they experience it. 2026-06-06T13:24:35Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqswfcvqtrjlyufp9vqufr6nlgqz7kg8r47cywwtv7529r7p08f4lrczyp38fjerp7vd0z8yuv8cwxsee8srutfp8l3vflzmlhtwsevdnn5ncjhl3n4 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsd84ptamtcqrmc65wnmygrydwz72rsmxujydkd74l2krl075kg2pgde6ene'>nevent1q…6ene</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>oh hey this toot is /fire/. 2026-04-18T19:54:18Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsztjfd9q6ezna5gnqctgu5s2fa4fe3u7q4pmu7gmv2hmyyryj4hcczyp38fjerp7vd0z8yuv8cwxsee8srutfp8l3vflzmlhtwsevdnn5nc3kth6l In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsy6vzlv3w92pxzcvamjangjhggca7ql9d4d4rv4slh2zmhaqnecsqezqj25'>nevent1q…qj25</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Instead: I get to sit and have my flexibility and confidence eroded while the seas of &#39;you&#39;re only ever an afterthought and while everyone will /say/ things nobody will ever follow through on them&#39; that is basically my whole life for over a year now does laser-targeted damage to my ability to ignore hopelessness and maintain connections. <br/><br/>It&#39;s insidious when a problem innately disables your mechanisms for mitigating it. 2026-03-27T17:47:28Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsy6vzlv3w92pxzcvamjangjhggca7ql9d4d4rv4slh2zmhaqnecsqzyp38fjerp7vd0z8yuv8cwxsee8srutfp8l3vflzmlhtwsevdnn5nchj4e3z In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsz7v3ck3wgcmwsz997cjt3hszxeuu63djgf7kjd49u8unwvujxf8cvtmwqj'>nevent1q…mwqj</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I have about $25kUS in savings. If one of the two people who I have been in a long term relationship with for about a decade were willing to let me take the one route that doesn&#39;t rely on me convincing a company to overlook the &#39;I&#39;m not in the US&#39; thing that disqualifies me from seemingly every job I&#39;ve applied for in the last three years, I could support myself for at least a year in current arrangements. 2026-03-27T17:45:11Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsz7v3ck3wgcmwsz997cjt3hszxeuu63djgf7kjd49u8unwvujxf8czyp38fjerp7vd0z8yuv8cwxsee8srutfp8l3vflzmlhtwsevdnn5nc39nf30 The &#39;I want to go home&#39; refrain that plays in the back of my mind is only getting louder as I try to hang around in more places that have folks I want to be around.<br/><br/>I am not quite sure how to stop feeling like a barely-tolerated afterthought rather than a part of anything. Are there answers, beyond &#39;continue to have infinite fortitude in the face of there being no scope for anything to change&#39;?<br/><br/>Aaa. @.@<br/><br/>Slow dissolution is no way to live. 2026-03-27T17:32:12Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsts7pqeemfthmgemsns5jpl8mzqca4tvcvr8g7mm36l5e90ydxtyczyp38fjerp7vd0z8yuv8cwxsee8srutfp8l3vflzmlhtwsevdnn5ncpw8ukv I am already regretting not buying this, holy fuck.<br/><br/>Pic: the Mari Lwyd in several forms, overlaid like a superhero poster.<br/> <img src="https://cdn.masto.host/mprettyshinyorg/media_attachments/files/115/712/748/188/123/711/original/ea47b1390bc5a6f7.jpeg"> <br/> 2025-12-13T14:33:39Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsf3zxdvnsauhhd9wxltc5cszgptj2zy85akuw6ekpyk8e5z8xz4dgzyp38fjerp7vd0z8yuv8cwxsee8srutfp8l3vflzmlhtwsevdnn5ncjlljmw In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsfftjeme064c07g4gfrurqs09qz4asl243whyl9me9r5zgyrkczdqvpe88v'>nevent1q…e88v</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>useful but still abusive and wasteful and dismissive and bias-prone and subvertible and all the other things GenAI are. 2025-10-22T14:58:53Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs0madpdru0uk55n40r508qajlc6y4hwauqjxckegtfzjdgvmv7vygzyp38fjerp7vd0z8yuv8cwxsee8srutfp8l3vflzmlhtwsevdnn5nc9y4d5f In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswj99n93rl3mhraq5an2qtvryfqjk0kycqddmzghmfltp6pg7008cegjn8w'>nevent1q…jn8w</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>or just, you know. <br/><br/>Don&#39;t rely on AI-generated etc. etc. 2025-10-22T14:48:51Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsreeh6xehsn9pa4mya0qmkfef8u9tt9zurv6m4gljtult9tl3gd4qzyp38fjerp7vd0z8yuv8cwxsee8srutfp8l3vflzmlhtwsevdnn5ncmzyqsy In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs8zfsy5rrhfl5nuqk89dndterz6u6xeqv745pq35wj7dca8slyymqwaw679'>nevent1q…w679</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>the layering in this is spectacular. 2024-10-02T14:41:42Z