2025-09-01T23:50:53Z https://yabu.me xxsarahp https://yabu.me/npub1nsgd5zy5hdcfk6trdrye0kpq286r5t0pswrsetpkdv9u7yrnuf0qfpclc2 https://blossom.primal.net/c02534a6e39a6519ed0fc6a76129eadc9df1575458cc0fe4d00cf5348c6d2713.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/c02534a6e39a6519ed0fc6a76129eadc9df1575458cc0fe4d00cf5348c6d2713.jpg https://yabu.me/nevent1qqstknr96zh6vw6tm3azyhryxgpgd4pcnl72yquu344m9awhqh9zqhgzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039ukrx0y5 I’m 20, but life made me grow up quick. There was no slow transition, no step-by-step guide. Life just threw everything at me at once and said “deal with it.”<br/><br/>Some days I feel young. Other days I feel old. I’ve seen and felt things that aged me before my time. I learned how to pick myself up without waiting for someone to save me.<br/><br/>It gets heavy. I get tired. I cry. I get back up. Every time.<br/><br/>People don’t talk about how confusing this part is. You miss who you used to be, while trying to become someone better. You want rest, but you keep moving because stopping isn’t an option.<br/><br/>I’m still figuring myself out, but I know one thing for sure: I’ve survived everything I thought would break me.<br/><br/>So yeah. I’m only 20.<br/>But I’m strong.<br/>I’m changing.<br/>I’m still here.<br/>And I’m proud of me for that.<br/> 2025-11-10T17:00:10Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqswc54q5gd8ad0hz0cwkda3q37uglkwh7vex4y475lrp3s3e3dkatczyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uh7eqcx Coming up in December marks one full year of being in my own place 🏡🙏 It still feels unreal sometimes. This past year taught me so much about independence, peace, and what it really means to build a life that feels like mine. There were nights I sat in silence just taking it all in, realizing that after everything I’ve been through, I finally have a space that’s safe, calm, and full of love. It hasn’t been perfect. There were struggles, lessons, and moments I wasn’t sure I’d make it through but I did. Every challenge shaped me into someone stronger and softer at the same time. This home has seen my growth, my healing, my laughter, and even my tears. And through it all, I’ve had Cleo and Paddington right by my side 🐶🐾 my little shadows, my comfort, my constant reminders that love doesn’t have to hurt or be loud to be real. They’ve made this house a home in every way. So as December approaches, I’m just feeling grateful for peace, for progress, for the woman I’m becoming, and for the two fur babies that never left my side. Here’s to one year of standing on my own, and to everything still ahead. 💛✨<br/> 2025-10-15T14:15:59Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsquxkqgdknnt702j0y028wt4jtmrjfpysk0sy0zmkzpr0zelgtmeqzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039u0qmv9p Some nights I don’t pray for answers, I just pray for peace.<br/>Because sometimes the weight isn’t in the questions, it’s in the silence that follows them. <br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/ce774ad2900d40d521e144280c7e9f26643557acd3d59fcf05f79ad09de244c7.jpg"> 2025-09-25T22:15:17Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsdr4tat3mzgehvkuu2cpm359svuvdxqk9gydn9c805ke0g4pem80szyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039u5vakm7 I love each and every one of y’all, even if you see me as the black sheep, the one who isn’t ‘successful,’ or the one who doesn’t measure up. The truth is, I’ve made it this far on my own, and that means more to me than anyone’s approval ever could. I’m still standing, I’m still fighting, and I’m still me and that’s something to be proud of. 2025-09-16T14:21:33Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsq59n59dv75fcnp5h22u4s88l5wgp09cldxfu2xqyjux7gd3cs9qgzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uq5ca8m Our new board and trains 🐶 #workstr #petstr #dogstr <br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/2760842cf3a84daf1236341819b7844407591fd73cb29e7ab4590365f63ff1da.jpg"> <br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/a5cf73c5138f5baeca1913c54f83d9055e9de169e76fbe732cabf943ecaaf52f.jpg"> 2025-09-04T15:07:45Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqswrwzfq03pt4mefha0rkft4erwv990ek075pnqhqm50m8zywlwl3gzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039utg9jr4 Good Night❤️<br/><video controls width="100%" class="max-h-[90vh] bg-neutral-300 dark:bg-zinc-700"><source src="https://blossom.primal.net/fe4a30934d9aad85f64ce5a518f844fb64ea1c38ca547337b88aadf7da391be4.mov"></video> 2025-09-04T02:54:39Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsxyveutk2pfp6kvg9cj7s0zseqa0clvwqfytml8nzwc25vs05v4gszyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uj7dpzl do you think I’m cute? #dogstr<br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/ac872a89d58d8d68aaf24b464ae5b3cf3572b1b56f97bc604bdfc528d383726a.jpg"> 2025-09-04T02:53:57Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsqkxm89z3y5kqrsl6896k7g2a5nswytvwvwhvw5dmtsstd4lypz7czyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039usal4fy Heard you needed a hug 🤗 🥰 #dogstr #pupstr #petstr <br/><video controls width="100%" class="max-h-[90vh] bg-neutral-300 dark:bg-zinc-700"><source src="https://blossom.primal.net/2e222b55d7bff57e9bea8bad83f3b00a649e9ec9b852aae661c78d503b508be5.mov"></video> 2025-09-02T04:23:30Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqswxt7xwnaqfz0qwla5rlkpg0utjzkvk4yuqjjxl2vm6pw8ye9uexczyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uj0ycnf Life’s a little brighter when you remember to dance.<br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/26fb3e8c31886a103bac05dcc906ec0dd2148dafdbcd206049adef81cad6b599.jpg"> 2025-09-01T23:37:49Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqst2rg6haa7k7euhajgnha0klug8868qrh5343e75yyu2l42d0ml8szyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039u42y6mg Growth looks good on me.<br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/7b22f82702c0eeeb9d8f5b629917e1a34eb7dbaf2d9f4b83127ef6fb85d672a1.jpg"> 2025-09-01T23:36:06Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsvm9pm7cz27l2senyepan4f3zdev973py4cnt89afdyj4aqsshhtqzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uvw5e7g My coworker of the day 🐶✨ #dogstr<br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/8804cc31ac00a2e709ae32cd6feceec3e54bb67f0bcead30be71767ccbc13b18.png"> 2025-09-01T23:31:29Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsx895gcky6yayasnjr2sl233057s06e9j3vusakn9t4nup5e9dlagzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039ukuv2mq Blood Isn’t Always Home<br/><br/>Some people wear your last name<br/>but never earned your love.<br/>They sit at your table<br/>but never fed your soul.<br/><br/>I tried to call it loyalty<br/>when I was really bleeding silence,<br/>brushing off their stares,<br/>their guilt dressed up as guidance.<br/><br/>You grow up thinking family means forever <br/>but sometimes it just means<br/>who taught you how to survive.<br/>And who made you forget your worth<br/>just to keep the peace alive.<br/><br/>I learned the hard way<br/>that distance is protection,<br/>not punishment.<br/>That not everyone who shares your roots<br/>deserves your fruit.<br/><br/>So I love from afar now,<br/>quietly, carefully.<br/>Because peace feels like home,<br/>even if some of your family<br/>never does.<br/> 2025-08-06T15:48:09Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs0l6uga2l3ry626rfn2xfjg6v0ew9uvrc2ck53nkepq8g5mclc3pczyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uhrh4t9 good morning nostr ☀️<br/>i looked in the mirror today<br/>and smiled, just because<br/>not for who i should be<br/>but for who i already was ❤️<br/>#nostr #poemstr 2025-07-31T15:00:44Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsygw5gy2896rqlajk9306x8xp2fhdcvyxjfj5alwr89hyznvlua8qzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uuehg4e In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs905axpze2dg5sck4tkzj94xp8lr3ln9s460d2jnedlxup0rverlcpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgkgtl68'>nevent1q…tl68</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Thanks so much! 😊 No worries at all I’m still figuring things out myself. It’s great to know I’m not the only one just getting started. Looking forward to exploring the community together! 2025-07-31T14:56:07Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsfjx8v5sawgccap43juurlqea37h9kwf8lqwnpqq27qdpfs2yjmlgzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uk34qmu Hey, how are you? <br/>Are you okay? <br/>Breathe. <br/>Today’s gonna be a good day. 🌞 One step at a time.<br/> #Nostr 2025-07-30T12:57:02Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs88a4a9jcgtw4csz807mzzjlmgenl4nl9fkz3zzpaehlznlhfqfpgzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uvf9eua Good morning 🤍 <br/>Back to work today! Birthday is over 🥳 2025-07-25T11:53:26Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsyf825tpesv67prllglhmwsvlyx26va6ptx5hd6yp64l5nlylwwrqzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039ur3wmaf Gm Nostr <br/>born at 11:09 AM on this day. Every year is another page, and today, I’m writing bold. 💛 #nostr #poemstr<br/> 2025-07-24T11:39:57Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs88t3n4gt48tm8j9848pvm68h6enpxm6tcja9ks8m0xwjs8ngy4jqzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uj9vs5a These days, I don’t chase peace.<br/><br/>I create it. <br/><br/>In small moments. <br/><br/>In soft company. <br/><br/>In choosing to be gentle with myself, no matter what yesterday looked like. <br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/c4f888dc5d2e574f471c3c723d035d6a8049640a98b02837a8fd617b0b6d3f24.jpg"> 2025-07-23T13:04:17Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsgkq7kvf06hcg0w8wp88uacwr9yznk8gxrrhdws0yfw920fs8gy3gzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uypkqjg Gm 🌞<br/><br/>Currently at work sharing a lil joy with this cutie I get to spend my day with 🐶💛 <br/><br/>My goal today: stay present, stay patient, and find something to smile about, no matter how small.<br/><br/>What’s your goal today? #dogstr <br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/b3097e8dcda673920c90ba9b849d85f3f8fd68f7fe631a88cc5433aa8397c3df.jpg"> 2025-07-23T12:55:48Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsrkk95qsa53u2gpq7u2v9dxaypc4qqhfhf6xn7tpdtm33nc4v4x2gzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039ulukp96 July 24th, I’m hitting twenty,<br/>A new chapter, fresh and plenty.<br/>Life feels like a puzzle piece,<br/>Fitting in, finding my peace.<br/><br/>I just started diving into Bitcoin,<br/>Learning slowly, it’s a new coin.<br/>A future coded, free and wide,<br/>Something real I want to ride.<br/><br/>Two decades of ups and downs,<br/>Lessons learned, smiles and frowns.<br/>But now I’m ready, eyes wide open,<br/>Chasing dreams, no longer broken.<br/><br/>Here’s to twenty raw and true,<br/>To the paths ahead, to something new.<br/>No map, no script, just my own way,<br/>Taking chances every day. #poemstr<br/> 2025-07-22T16:49:45Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsvfsldakjhch2gv6j94mrharmqsthvwvwkdwv4duz062xt7kqcspczyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039ucfz4uv gm Nostr ☀️🐾<br/>Off to work with the animals today. It’s messy, loud, and full of love exactly how I like it.<br/><br/>Morning Poem<br/>Sun’s up, paws moving slow,<br/>No words, just trust they show.<br/>Working where the heart is loud<br/>In furry faces, I’m proud. 🐾<br/> 2025-07-22T11:46:11Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsw707nz438kqhh3tftr2948adm5546p2z6zeralm5jxjn2h7xnwpszyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039u553z9t In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsfm9728tshfsdfc0udqncfvvfrjq6uxguru36flgrypklw77p8ancl6c4r6'>nevent1q…c4r6</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Thank you! Excited to see what this space sparks Already feeling the good energy. 🙏 2025-07-22T03:50:56Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsre6mketmz2xt6zjnd7wmgzqxrqerqmn6n96m052p93luvd0cfgmczyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uqvcvsv In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0kuyqje69c9jhz0ata0qnep68pcvmtsj0d4aw0pl7p5xtakgq0aqpr4mhxue69uhkummnw3ez6ur4vgh8wetvd3hhyer9wghxuet54kagql'>nevent1q…agql</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>That hits deep. Meaning over convenience I’m here for it.<br/> 2025-07-22T03:49:46Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs9fracw8cyvt6l8ua52n5f4h9hgv2l9alstd4n22lu9he0yg4zurczyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uqlh465 Goodnight, Nostr 🌙<br/>Time to log off and let the stars take over.<br/>Rest well, friends. Here’s a little poem to end the day:<br/><br/>Night has come, the sky is deep,<br/>Close your eyes, drift into sleep.<br/>Dreams await, so calm and light—<br/>Wishing you a peaceful night. ✨<br/><br/>See you tomorrow 💫 #poemstr 2025-07-22T02:02:05Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsyrckpnv8ytl9h56r5zqyyu97n0zrsqsvqg8e6qqyzmd60yf4vs3czyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uucej3v Best game app to earn bitcoin.? 2025-07-21T22:44:07Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsqdurm69j0dl6lwhhvgyng9hppp7yc7nfge6a6tmdalcvhphztjtszyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uacwj2s I broke to learn how to heal.<br/>I lost to find myself.<br/>In the silence, I met my worth.<br/>No more running <br/>I am here. 2025-07-21T21:51:28Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsrhg5l00e2z87hxyd685rd0hjdma4v9qlglsduf54n2ukq7m5wewgzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uaeemfm I used to search for love<br/>in the wrong places,<br/>waiting for someone<br/>to tell me I mattered.<br/><br/>But no one showed up <br/>so I had to learn<br/>to be enough on my own.<br/><br/>It wasn’t easy.<br/>I fell apart a lot.<br/>But bit by bit,<br/>I put myself back together <br/>with the kind of love<br/>I never knew I deserved.<br/><br/>Now, I hold myself close,<br/>soft and fierce all at once.<br/>I am my own safe place,<br/>my own kind of whole.<br/><br/>And that is enough.<br/> 2025-07-21T21:48:34Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsytwjjzvuq2evuywswupnjm4men67lq4v5z8qcsxd8ua704764gaczyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039u99t294 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqvzpw6wurrxknlyvav9gqmw2thfwcvq96ha7cxr3wp7g9r0w2k0gpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhg6zst9u'>nevent1q…st9u</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Thank you 💜 Seriously, that’s exactly why I love succulents they’re so chill and don’t mind when life gets a little hectic. I definitely need more of them in my life! <br/> 2025-07-21T21:31:38Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs8grwyma5lcnpdd659y627shjg7wp3657qqrag8xtmqvhp54pt8wgzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uvncpdw Succulents don’t ask for much <br/>just light,<br/>a little space,<br/>and time.<br/><br/>They grow slow,<br/>but they grow strong.<br/>Even when forgotten,<br/>they hold on.<br/><br/>They remind me<br/>that quiet things<br/>can still survive<br/>and still be beautiful. <br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/e45c2e762bed1547bd9d8368ba7100f937285769595f1f409198d757591dfa58.jpg"> 2025-07-21T19:59:05Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsy5tz0s8x6qpuu3hegukklah8jatgtw58xv3gj9a8zwuvxxy3f0uszyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039u64crxt Cleo and Paddington, two little pieces of my heart with paws.<br/>Cleo&#39;s the calm in the chaos soft eyes, gentle soul, like a warm breeze on a summer day.<br/>Paddington&#39;s the sunshine in motion silly, sweet, always up to something. He&#39;s the reason I laugh when I don&#39;t feel like smiling. Together, they bloom brighter than any flower. They remind me that happiness can be simple a wagging tail, a goofy face, a moment that feels like forever. They&#39;re not just pets. They&#39;re my joy. My comfort. My constant. And if love could be captured in a photo, it would look just like this #dogstr<br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/e6da6ae67258fd01085b16b75ca1d602c32ac14900be34b5ee6d9df2573194f0.jpg"> <br/> <img src="https://blossom.primal.net/c02534a6e39a6519ed0fc6a76129eadc9df1575458cc0fe4d00cf5348c6d2713.jpg"> 2025-07-21T17:59:29Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsqk9pepfyw3jk3zqpr7yzzdp6l0ymk9ymn66dhh4rfk8qlchmhckgzyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039ujg6rla In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs96j27tkxvnqzel855x5wrqtdaq73l8g4n794sqc5sxmnnnjejv7gvlufhw'>nevent1q…ufhw</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Thank you so much! I’m really excited to be here and to learn. The idea of being in control of my own space and attention without all the noise is exactly what I’ve been needing. I’m looking forward to real conversations and meaningful connections. Grateful to be part of something that feels this authentic already 2025-07-21T17:52:50Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqspc360kdrfs3mg3mdhrwtfew0ehy5ex9yl0248dz8wauaxctne92szyzwppksgjjahpxmfvd5vn97cypglgw3duxpcwr9vxe4shncsw039uxg2tkc Hey, I’m Sarah. I’m 19, turning 20 on July 24th. I’m originally from New York, but I live in Texas now.<br/>I’m a writer and poet someone who’s been through a lot and found a way to turn pain into purpose. I speak from the heart and value growth, healing, and real connection. I’m new here and just starting to learn about Bitcoin. I’m curious, open-minded, and ready to explore this space, ask questions, and soak up as much as I can. If you’re into real conversations and genuine energy, I’m glad we crossed paths. #introductions onboarded by <span itemprop="mentions" itemscope itemtype="https://schema.org/Person"><a itemprop="url" href="/nprofile1qqsph6fjv9504a84auv8wz43v0lzcf4uqjwjz2vpscmhehqr80mfv9qpz3mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfduqs6amnwvaz7tmwdaejumr0ds8z0w95" class="bg-lavender dark:prose:text-neutral-50 dark:text-neutral-50 dark:bg-garnet px-1"><span>LAUREL 🧚🏼‍♀️</span> (<span class="italic">nprofile…0w95</span>)</a></span> <br/> 2025-07-21T17:12:44Z