Nostr notes by Goiterzan/Amygdalai Lama

Screams “AGENT!!” at the AI until I get a human, talk to the ...

2026-04-25T21:39:37Z

Screams “AGENT!!” at the AI until I get a human, talk to the human for two minutes, then start screaming “OK, fine, gimme the AI”
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between a rock - silicon - and a hard place, a human
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#philosophy

Content Warning: what a fuckin’ blowhard 🙄😀 . I’m not ...

2026-04-25T15:54:55Z

Content Warning: what a fuckin’ blowhard 🙄😀
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I’m not trying to claim the Prophet, blessed be his name and all that, but I often feel my mission is at least parallel, he had his visions and developed his philosophy and then sent letters to the world leaders, asking if they would “submit to God,” and I don’t know who to send the letters to, and I’d ask something like if they would begin the journey back to reality, and that seems the same.
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Like we both see a world gone wrong, like we think we know how and why.
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It’s complicated, I think religion is Allism, but it does seem to provide a lot of jobs for . . . aspies, this is not a conversation where I’ll use my self-slur, aspie is enough, again, I may make a general statement that prophets in general are #ND , but I don’t presume to know anything about Islam or its main guy.
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It’s just I would like to challenge to world to change its ways and submit also, to reality, perhaps it is the submission I liked. Of course, submission to reality and submission to God can be opposite things, but then there’s the modern sense that reality adds up to God, so you can read his challenge that way, as long as you stop after the letters. Of course after that, things don’t go the way I would have hoped, and I’m certain war is Allism, and also that it has fewer jobs for the #ND .
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These are the proportions in historical times, one person has a big idea and a bunch of them go to war about it, happens to all of ‘em. But despite inhabiting very different spheres of thought, I think the submission is the insight, the critical bit, FGS, find your place and accept it, stop fighting the world, you’re winning the fight and hurting everybody.
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#Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic #AuDHD #Religion Actually Autistics (npub1pce…geep)

just gotta write this down before I forget . you know the fox ...

2026-04-24T15:25:19Z

just gotta write this down before I forget
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you know the fox farm, you breed for a little peace and all this other stuff changes, have I not yet written that scenario for people, you breed for war and you get all this other stuff
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#Anthropology #Philosophy

when did the garden become the source of all things horrible? One ...

2026-04-14T16:13:06Z

when did the garden become the source of all things horrible?
One year it was Paradise and we were thrown out and then along comes Darwent and Wallace and now all the nightmares of the modern world are supposed to come from there 😜😠
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#Philosophy #Anthropology

it’s a human world and an evolutionary world, and if five ...

2026-04-12T21:46:28Z

it’s a human world and an evolutionary world, and if five billion parents all “prepare the children for the real world,” that will indeed be the real world
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#Philosophy #Psychology

. They’re going to figure how to drug for behaviour and it’s ...

2026-04-12T19:56:38Z

In reply to nevent1q…wsz5
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They’re going to figure how to drug for behaviour and it’s for #ND weirdos for loving dinonuggets and not for the billionaires for shitting on the whole world

That heightened, inflexible sense of justice that Autistics often ...

2026-04-09T08:24:24Z

That heightened, inflexible sense of justice that Autistics often have, that’s an extra organ, another region of the brain that does the actuarial stuff, and plans for the future, a thing that Autistics have and that Humankind needs but has almost lost.
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#ND #Philosophy
#AutisticScience #Psychology
Actually Autistics (npub1pce…geep)

Whatever happened, whatever bottleneck or some such that created ...

2026-04-04T21:58:16Z

Whatever happened, whatever bottleneck or some such that created Allistic people at the end of the ice age, it follows that whatever else it was, it was a trauma, and they survived and weren’t able to revisit whatever they did and survived, this is NT psychology, Alice Miller, the trauma destroys the data or buries it where it requires a long search to recover any of it.
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I suppose as the water rose and the land shrunk somewhere there was competition and treachery and what they did and they think saved them is paring the community down to one family’s genes and learning to treat every other person as an enemy.
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Another just so story, or a part of one, but I mean to focus on the psychology of that beginning somehow and I just had a flash, realized that trauma is surely a central factor in it. 💜
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#Philosophy #Anthropology #ActuallyAutistic

sixty-five years of actuarial sensory deprivation . #Philosophy ...

2026-04-03T17:43:45Z

sixty-five years of actuarial sensory deprivation
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#Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic #ND #Anthropology #AuDHD

Honestly I have wasted my life trying to explain the simplest ...

2026-04-03T16:59:06Z

Honestly I have wasted my life trying to explain the simplest causality and science to them. They’re just too far gone, I mean historically and prehistorically, they seem to have arrived already too far gone. They continue on their divergent trajectory, but it doesn’t look like anything ever could have stopped them, even at the start.
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I see their life cycle, such as it is, I don’t mean it’s functional, but how do you change a life cycle? It’s like asking a caterpillar not to pupate. The first caterpillar that ever did likely didn’t think it had a choice about it.
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I might try my failed life experiment again if I had time and was a billionaire, except this time I’d lose the mother and pack my kids off to Mars to do it. Still, the first failure kind of suggests that wouldn’t work either.
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I know, NT psych even has reasons it wouldn’t work, repression and whatnot, but there’s hints that even without repressed abuse and attitude transmission, that a normal child may be sort of automatically abused and bitter, the way my kid speaks and knowing who I am and what I did, it’s like they can’t imaging a gentle father and couldn’t see one right in front of them. They know my unimpeachable history, they lived with me, but they’re sure I secretly wanted to hurt them regardless. The actual literal abscence of a crime carries no weight, they think they KNOW there had to be malice, this looks like paranoia to me, I can’t put a dent in it.
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And everything I ever felt thought said and did got erased by it.
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#ActuallyAutistic #ND #Philosophy #Anthropology Actually Autistics (npub1pce…geep)

You’re not a species, you’re a speciation. God and evolution ...

2026-03-30T18:18:23Z

You’re not a species, you’re a speciation. God and evolution are not finished with you yet.
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Just you seem to be. 😠
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#Philosophy #Anthropology

Sure to be a popular take: Hannah Arendt is Captain Hindsight, ...

2026-03-30T17:53:48Z

Sure to be a popular take: Hannah Arendt is Captain Hindsight, just narrating with nothing helpful to add (I mean, they all are). 😠
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#Philosophy

catching up on anthropology dot net, just heard," They ...

2026-03-24T21:09:17Z

catching up on anthropology dot net, just heard," They didn't come with the farmers," and happy to report it's a story that separates farming from war, tells a story of agriculture beginning and spreading by not conquest.
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It's important to me to separate those things. These moderns talk as if eating and killing were all one thing. I mean they speak of the very opposites of peaceful farming and violent migration together, like both are "civilization." I think it's important to know they do not travel together, that there was an "agricultural revolution," but also a military one and it is not efficacious to blame the war on the farmers
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#Anthropology #Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic Actually Autistics (npub1pce…geep)

. ah. Yes, I guess so, sorry all.

2026-03-23T18:39:36Z

In reply to nevent1q…yeml
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Yes, I guess so, sorry all.

. oh, OK, then I’m out of date. Confused, though. Looks the ...

2026-03-23T18:35:04Z

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oh, OK, then I’m out of date. Confused, though. Looks the same.

. yes. I think the story was some bad actir snapped up the ...

2026-03-23T18:29:11Z

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yes.
I think the story was some bad actir snapped up the fedigroups thing.

. all the women in both my families forever treating me as the ...

2026-03-23T18:23:31Z

In reply to nevent1q…5upl
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all the women in both my families forever treating me as the epistemic/archetypal/stereotypical “strong,” male I have never been for a minute, the me they talk about and to is entirely a projection of their type’s only inner version of a man, against all worldly truth. They only needed a warm body to fill the role, no acting or costume required.
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Their theory has been that I just don’t seem to realize I am the archetype, as you said, they think they know me and I do not. 😠
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[@autistics@chirp.social](https://chirp.social/@autistics )
(I think the fedigroups thing is gone, isn’t it?)

. yes, I think the biggest epistemes are neurotype traits

2026-03-23T18:10:52Z

In reply to nevent1q…r5de
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yes, I think the biggest epistemes are neurotype traits

. yeah . I’m embarrassed, I wish there was something I could do ...

2026-03-23T05:34:52Z

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yeah
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I’m embarrassed, I wish there was something I could do to change anything, help anyone, but geezuz, what? I can’t even talk to people. 😢

“The Better Angels of our Nature” - this, Children, is the ...

2026-03-20T17:51:03Z

“The Better Angels of our Nature” - this, Children, is the title of a fairly recent popular Allistic science book.
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Not going to spell it out, They who have ears to hear and all that. 😀
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#AutisticScience #ND #ActuallyAutistic #AuDHD #Philosophy

light years ahead of this species . they can’t grasp the ...

2026-03-19T01:23:59Z

light years ahead of this species
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they can’t grasp the questions for the things I’ve figured out despite them
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#Anthropology #Philosophy #ND #ActuallyAutistic

. nice to be right in the middle instead of what I’ve been ...

2026-02-21T03:01:24Z

In reply to nevent1q…et6y
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nice to be right in the middle instead of what I’ve been saying, “Last of the boomers” 😀

Why do they have to say, “human universal,” why not settle ...

2026-02-18T00:33:44Z

Why do they have to say, “human universal,” why not settle for “human commonality?”
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Why they gotta make it mythological? 😠
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#Anthropology #Philosophy #ND #ActuallyAutistic

Know what I just realized, I'm surely the second last to ...

2026-02-17T06:27:19Z

Know what I just realized, I'm surely the second last to realize it, it must be a common theme, is that the enshittification of the internet is the goddam Tower of Babel all over again - and it wasn't God this time
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#TowerOfBabel #Philosophy #Enshittification

“I can’t help but wonder what else we’ve been missing” . ...

2026-02-12T21:47:33Z

“I can’t help but wonder what else we’ve been missing”
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Well then unblock me, Anthropology Dot Net! 😜
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listened to two, one ancient and stupid, about chins, and one, the latest, that I could find some sense in. One for two, not all bad.
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#ND #Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic

people on here defending AI like it’s actually intelligent, ...

2026-02-12T20:55:04Z

people on here defending AI like
it’s actually intelligent, don’t be so mean to the AI, it’s just different 😠😜
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic #Philosophy

oh wow, the next episode (maybe just the next one that caught my ...

2026-02-06T02:19:28Z

In reply to nevent1q…ac98
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oh wow, the next episode (maybe just the next one that caught my eye) answers something that came up just a few days ago, the evolutionary adaptations to fire and smoke!
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I was answering some crap about the LA fires causing Autism, and wondered about smoke generally and here it is, we have a human version of a gene that has an improved way of metabolizing smoke ( and a bunch of stuff about burns).
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https://www.anthropology.net/p/the-cost-of-fire-how-burns-shaped
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic #Philosophy

this episode from anthropology dot net isn't about the period ...

2026-02-06T02:03:38Z

In reply to nevent1q…9kzr
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this episode from anthropology dot net isn't about the period I'd be after, but there's some ideas in here that might help something in the story of the Spanking Gene, something to help explain how the modern sort took over, something in the male bonded group business . . .
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https://www.anthropology.net/p/the-people-who-never-left
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic @autistics #Philosophy

I'm sad and frustrated (like any living in their momma's ...

2026-02-06T01:16:24Z

In reply to nevent1q…eky4
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I'm sad and frustrated (like any living in their momma's basement incel internet troll) that there's nobody that has to answer this 😠
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Debate me, you unconscious masses 🙄 😂
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic @autistics #Philosophy

Everything fits together over here in my world of Autistic ...

2026-02-05T21:56:56Z

Everything fits together over here in my world of Autistic history and science.
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If you follow, you know Antisocialization theory, but here’s a part I never spelled out to myself:
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the Allistic kids have the response to early abuse, they survive and get “strong,” it’s an epigenetic response to a violent environment - so yes, they are the ones evolving, epigenetics are part of permanent evolution.
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the Autistic kids fail to respond, so they try ramping it up with the total control of ABA, and still it never happens and so we are “useless,” but again the point is we don’t have the gene, we don’t go through that epigenesis, and it is not us evolving that causes an increase in diagnosis - in labeling - that’s a social function, echoing the Allistics’ evolution.
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it all makes sense over here 💜
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic @autistics #Philosophy

I give people too much credit, it takes me a long time to figure ...

2026-02-03T21:13:51Z

I give people too much credit, it takes me a long time to figure someone is stupid, but Good Lord, I mean Lady, I am casting my pearls before a world of stupid.
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I have a lot of deficits, there are a lot of things I struggle to learn, most things really, but I don’t struggle with what the Davids informed me in #TheDawnOfEverything are called actuarial matters like most of the world does. It seems straightforward to me, I’m far too stupid elsewhere to think I’m a genius (and anyway my IQ doesn’t approach “genius,” officially), but Good Lady, it’s either that or the vast majority has a really short spike for that, and in adulthood, often none at all.
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Just like Temple Grandin has a theory of a cow’s mind and could see things happening the regular cattlemen couldn’t, that’s me about people, that’s the actuarial sense, a non-Allistic theory of mind about people, seeing what the environment does to people.
I’m not sure if it’s right to say Grandin’s sense about cows is the actuarial one, or if that word is just for people. It would be cool to ask them.
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I suppose it is right, we don’t have senses that are just “about,” certain things and not others, do we? It’s not the object that defines it.
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So, change of definition, it’s larger than just knowing what the environment does to people, it works with other minds too, I think the actuarial sense is just a non-Allistic (not authority based) Theory of Mind.
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And again, there’s more complexity, because many Allistics have it, and can deal with horses and such. It is mostly only absent regarding people! When we see someone trying to apply the severely Allistic theory of mind they talk about when they’re talking about Autistic people with a horse or a cat, we know they’re being stupid, even they do.
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But mostly, as regards people, they don’t see the stupid.
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic #TheDawnOfEverything #Philosophy

the bloody truck ad with Darwin telling us he said evolution ...

2026-01-30T18:19:02Z

the bloody truck ad with Darwin telling us he said evolution takes a long time - that is not the theory of evolution, that it “takes a long time,” that is the argument AGAINST evolution, it doesn’t matter, doesn’t change anything, evolution is neutered, powerless if it “takes a long time,” they can keep living in their lie of a created world.
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People who say they believe in evolution, but are sure that it takes a long time are harming evolution’s absorption, diverting it away from the point and the function, to be simply another creation story, not living science but simply a replacement myth. And I’m pretty worried that’s pretty much everyone.
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#Philosophy #IWatchTooMuchTV #Evolution #ND

so to my mind, a different neurotype means we see a different ...

2026-01-30T17:56:36Z

so to my mind, a different neurotype means we see a different world . . . and the manority sort . . . this is an experiment, not, really sure if it’s going anywhere, but the majority sort sees a fantastically stupid world.
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Everything is stupid. Autistics can exist not knowing other people think, early humans and animals apparently don’t know where babies come from, or that they’re going to die. Only people are smart - until some expert studies one creature and discovers a powerful memory and a complex life - they bust these myths one at a time but there are always more.
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Everything is stupid until proven otherwise, they see a random, mindless world that somehow exists without anything knowing what its doing. I watch a lot of nature teevee and the mythbusting never ends, in fact some of the myths have been “busted,” for generations already, and simply continue to exist busted as zombie lies. I’m on the new Nature of Things, about chickens.
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It’s quite unclear where they think the errors come from. I suppose they think the same thing about their past selves: no-one used to know anything, apparently. Of course it’s currently built into their neurotype - is it on Aristotle’s list? The fallacy of universal stupidity?
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Think I would have noticed and remembered that, I don’t think it is, please correct if I’m wrong.
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It sure needs to be.
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@autistics #ActuallyAutistic #ND #Philosophy

#philosophy . sorry, nvm., that was aggressive. I don't mean ...

2026-01-28T04:10:30Z

#philosophy
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sorry, nvm., that was aggressive. I don't mean to start a campaign against anybody.

. I mean if any of these poisons remove a person’s Allism and ...

2026-01-23T19:38:38Z

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I mean if any of these poisons remove a person’s Allism and leave the Autistic underneath unharmed, by all means, smudge the world 😀
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#ActuallyAutistic #ND @autistics

RE: https://med-mastodon.com/@bicmay/115940410087497715 oh, piss ...

2026-01-23T19:33:46Z

RE: https://med-mastodon.com/@bicmay/115940410087497715

oh, piss off. Every sort of environmentally caused brain damage is NOT “Autism.”
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Geezuz, bacon must be SO Autistic 😠😈
#ActuallyAutistic #ND @autistics
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sudden realization regarding the human self domestication theory ...

2026-01-20T07:29:40Z

sudden realization regarding the human self domestication theory - the physical features that indicate it have been there for tens if not hundreds of thousands of years, so they only indicate that we were domesticated a long time ago, and say nothing about the present or all the time in between. Certainly it didn’t happen since the Ice age and isn’t associated with agriculture or civilization. Right?
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#anthropology
#Philosophy
#Evolution
#philosophy

I need to write a universally panned opus about how fighting is ...

2026-01-18T03:08:43Z

I need to write a universally panned opus about how fighting is not how you fight fascism, that fascism feeds on fighting, that breeding fighters is breeding fascists but why and for who
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#actuallyautistic #ActuallyAutistic #ND #philosophy @autistics

he’s raving he’s not what he used to be he chased it all his ...

2026-01-17T04:41:32Z

he’s raving
he’s not what he used to be
he chased it all his life
and unfortunately he’s caught it
and he’ll spend his remaining time spreading it
at this stage all they want
is to speed up the ending
the damage has been done
his time is over
and he knows it
he just wants out
because they always think it ends when they do
there’s no arguing with them
it’s too far along
it’s time to let the professionals do their jobs
it’s about his kids now
they’re sure to catch it too
it’s about prevention
of an early intervention
and perhaps
in seven generations
the family can move on
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Jeff
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#actuallyautistic #ActuallyAutistic #ND #philosophy #Philosophy

Man, that format at anthropology dot net where they take turns ...

2026-01-16T20:09:29Z

Man, that format at anthropology dot net where they take turns talking, telling each other the lesson like they’re both instructors with no students - it’s fifteen minutes of two people mansplaining to each other. 😜😠
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#philosophy #Philosophy #actuallyautistic #ActuallyAutistic

spanking is group dynamics. Ultimately, spanking is religion. You ...

2026-01-14T17:46:48Z

spanking is group dynamics.
Ultimately, spanking is religion.
You can’t have truth AND punishment.
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You can’t argue away a philosphy that a beating created in a baby. Spanking is dark magic, it changes people.
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#philosophy

. isn’t it amazing to be hyperlexic and to know yourself as a ...

2026-01-13T20:52:04Z

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isn’t it amazing to be hyperlexic and to know yourself as a born writer and to nonetheless have to accept that you have a communication disorder 🤨😳

Newspeak is a neurotype, you try to teach them a thing, they go ...

2026-01-13T18:27:46Z

Newspeak is a neurotype, you try to teach them a thing, they go stealth, learn the word but ignore the thing.
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It’s not abuse, it’s tough, “love,” now.
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Our poor fathers couldn’t show feelings, they just had to be strong. Thankfully, since the sexual revolution, we can have feelings now and we don’t have to be strong anymore - just “resilient.”
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People believed God created them a long time ago and then sort of took a step back, hiding Himself from people. But then we discovered that animals like us come and go through interaction with the environment - so now we “evolved,” a long time ago instead, but stopped, and now we’re unable to adapt to the world we ourselves created with our emotions from, “a long time ago.” We used to be stuck in the Human Nature as “created,”by God over seven thousand years ago, but now we’re stuck with our “evolved,”Palaeolithic emotions instead - mothing changes, words mean nothing to these people, knowledge is a game to them, how do they keep selling new books while learning and changing nothing?
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#philosophy

#philosophy 😀 ...

2026-01-09T20:57:03Z

#philosophy 😀
https://autistics.life/@punishmenthurts/115862382897702903

I fancy I’ve solved the Gordian knot of all this stuff, but ...

2026-01-05T20:07:20Z

I fancy I’ve solved the Gordian knot of all this stuff, but even if anyone did win that lottery, solved it and went to untie it, Alexander the Allistic would arrange to destroy the knot, the riddle, the question before that could happen. That’s what he did, right answered the question by eliminating it.
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#actuallyautistic #autism #ActuallyAutistic @autistics #philosophy

. I think I saw it on the Dinah Shore show, a daytime thing. I ...

2026-01-05T03:53:50Z

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I think I saw it on the Dinah Shore show, a daytime thing. I went crazy for David's haircut and spent the bigger half of my life trying to replicate it. 💜 💜 💜

to my mind the thing about AI and intelligence is, the human ...

2026-01-04T11:43:12Z

to my mind the thing about AI and intelligence is, the human world runs on something called “strength,” and nobody GAF about intelligence. If the machine can give orders and shoot it will be “intelligent,” to these raging monsters, and if it figures out a sustainable way for humans to live it will be in the landfill. If they wanted intelligence, smart people would rule the world instead of these strongmen idiots and we’d all be a lot better off already.
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#philosophy

OK, I’ve talked too much and made myself sad. I’m going to ...

2026-01-04T00:10:07Z

OK, I’ve talked too much and made myself sad. I’m going to lose the last one, I think I’ve forgotten what we were laking about, sorry.
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Later.
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#actuallyautistic #philosophy

I bought an island across the rough sea to have my children a ...

2026-01-02T16:40:05Z

I bought an island
across the rough sea
to have my children
a safe place to be
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But God hides the war
in people we need
and my island had
nurtured the seed
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with blind tolerance
I coddled the beasts
I thought they were mine
or blank slates at least
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But God hides the war
in the people we love
you can’t breed a hawk
and raise up a dove
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😇💜
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#philosophy
#actuallyautistic #autism @autistics

#philosophy next life, not “afterlife.” (I’d forgotten this ...

2025-12-26T19:45:28Z

#philosophy
next life, not “afterlife.”
(I’d forgotten this enough to impress myself when I saw it again, LOL)
https://autistics.life/@punishmenthurts/114699940184746368

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2025-12-22T21:43:03Z

https://thespankinggene.blog/2024/08/20/open-letter-to-the-power/
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#actuallyautistic #ActuallyAutistic #autism @autistics #philosophy

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Open Letter to the PowerThere is no quick way to say this stuff; please bear with me.

I think I know what’s going on, you’re scared. We’re all in this jar together and it’s shaking, so you’re looking at me, I mean the party is over, there are no more unexploited horizons and resources are limited, so you’re looking at me and what was it, me and seven billion other folks? I get it. I mean you have all the data in the world, you ought to be scared. All I have is your scraps that you want me to have, and reading between your lines of propaganda, and I know enough to be scared.

And so you’re going traditional, applying the tried and true response, it’s never let you down. Or you wouldn’t be here, right? And I know, you wouldn’t have to do it, if only they would bloody do what they’re meant to, but they’re forever going mad and trying to bite the feeding hand, aren’t they?

Hmm. That rolled off the tongue a little too easily, but really, it’s no secret how the ruling classes think, is it?

Bear with me, I think I have something, I think I’ve figured something out. Despite that you and your sort have nearly obscured every last bit of what is real from people, I think I have managed to read between the lines and figured out what is really going on, and in that framing, surprisingly, we all sort of want the same thing, we could all benefit from the same knowledge and the same actions. I know, and despite it’s where I’ve always been heading, I’m surprised too. The journey is long but eventually, suddenly you’re there.

Why do the subjects constantly reject their station? Why are they so sure they can do better and when have their revolutions made things better? Am I right?

I think I can answer these eternal questions.

I’ll have to retract, “eternal,” in the process, but you know what I mean.

First of all, humans are not all one sort, there has never been any study or any scientific theories to prove humans are all one sort, that’s not a science argument, not a reality based argument, that’s just a property of one of the types to think it, to apparently be born certain of it, or at least certain that it ought to be that way. It’s not an argument, it’s a clash of genes, and different sorts of humans, importantly, different between the ears.

I’ll have to modify, “born certain of it,” at some point, it suggests forever, and that’s not true, but it’s close enough. If it were really that simple, if they were truly certain, one would have to question why they feel they constantly have to reiterate it to everyone and to themselves. But you know what I mean: it’s practically the only available thought on the subject, that people are all the same, because your born certain of it type rules the world.

All of the majority sort’s wisdom regarding people falls under that certainty. I suspect it is definitive of neurotype, what we think about people, how we think about people, and as I said, I’m certain it is definitive of the majority type. But this is not to expand and globalize here.

There’s a particular bit of people knowledge we are concerned with regarding the question of the great, untameable unwashed, and it is the authoritarian, alphabetical social structure of many intelligent creatures. The alpha/leader model that we see in mostly mammals, and perhaps most saliently in primates. Not everyone thinks humans have alphas, I think that’s what the scientists say, we don’t – but you think we do, don’t you?

A lot of people do, and an outsize number of them think the alpha is them, and this is funny, of course it’s the men. You don’t hear much about human female alphas, do you? Do today’s alpha men seem to prefer a passive wife? That’s a new thought, maybe a distraction, if it doesn’t go anywhere, we’ll edit that out. My line of thinking is always finding more and when I edit to purge, the thing gets longer.

A lot of people think that, surely the Power thinks humans have alphas and they are it. That science says, “no,” is understandable, the normal signs may not be present, the Illuminati are not necessarily bigger and stronger than anyone else, heredity of the alpha is never clear . . . I think they’ve identified alpha genes in some primate, maybe chimpanzees? some difference from the zeta sorts and found no such difference in us.

Nevertheless, many of are born certain about it, aren’t we? This is what I think I can answer.

Humans do have alphas, they don’t have zetas. I mean, not anymore, almost.

The majority sort, eighty-five percent of current humankind are alphas. Women too. Of course an alpha is born certain of their own existence. Of course they wouldn’t find a genetic difference if it were just about everyone.

Have you heard about the orangutans’ situation regarding the alpha business?

I only heard it very recently, on Sapolsky’s podcast, apparently orangutans are alpha-flexible like those tropical fish are gender-flexible. Orangutans lose an alpha, somebody else steps up, and grows all the signs, the big face: they all have the alpha genes. There is cheating, like among the baboons and the chimpanzees (well, not exactly like that), but it doesn’t slow the drift of the alphas genes, it’s too late, at some point in orangutan history, the alphas had it all their way and all of todays orangutans are the alpha’s children.

You see where we’re going?

The proletariat cannot learn their place because it is not their place, not biologically. They are not zetas or any such, it’s the old saying, every Greek is a king – because nearly every human is an alpha. It is in human history too (perhaps nearly within memory). At some point the alphas had it all their way, and most of humankind are their children. Most, because there are still a few uncontacted families in the world, plus different currents of human genetics, families of the majority, alpha sort can still produce passive sorts, somehow. Still, it looks like evolutionary drift, the alpha genes want us all, and given time, they will get us. Again, the point here is they already got most of us.

Perhaps a tangent, but necessary: the orangutan population has been considerably pared down; perhaps this wasn’t very long ago in their history, either, and there is a hint from anthropology, about violent social disintegration as an effect of violent colonization, and my writing, usually directed less specifically would even ask if our change this way has somehow caused theirs? Good Lord, the things this thinking allows me to say!

You, the actual current serving alphas are living an alpha’s worst nightmare, as an orangutan or a currently “normal,” human, you have no willing subjects, and every other ape of your species out there wants your wife and your head and your job, no wonder you’re scared. You should be. I am. I have said throughout my search, that spanking is the great equalizer, that even the super rich have a real reason to be aggrieved. The myth that you’re happy hides the truth, no human is allowed to be happy and no alpha can be happy in a world of alphas where their even their parents greet them into the world with a fight.

I’m not going to talk about what’s right and wrong, this isn’t a moral appeal, I’m just telling you how things work and what happens, everyone is a moralist, you can decide for yourself, but so far, you haven’t had the right information and so you’ve been making all the wrong choices.

Here’s the thing. Your can’t fail, tried and true response is what got you here. Your purges, abuse, and threats pare the population down to nothing but aggressive alpha competitors, because evolution.

If it’s a tournament, with a limited number of entrants and a time limit, sure, fight and kill your way to life, but that is not the situation, is it? The problem is these living, unruly humans, and you don’t make them passive by beating and killing them, that’s fight training and it’s an evolutionary filter that produces nothing but alphas, and they get more alpha all the time. Every time you purge them, first, you get the easy ones first, the real threats are harder to kill, concentrating and growing strength in your supposed enemies, and also the survivors get sharper and your situation gets more dangerous. You are providing exactly the environment to make people ungovernable, indeed, unsustainable.

Most of my blogs end in the mandatory, “When you succeed in killing the world, you’ll die too,” trying to make it in your interest to change in Darwinian terms, but truly if things don’t end and manage to continue, they will still just keep getting worse for the living, more hungry alpha warriors with fewer zetas to grow the food.

If you’re born certain that people are all the same, then it is part and parcel of it that you are certain they don’t change, or how then would they all stay the same? It’s creationism or something very closely related to it that is the premise of the human alpha brain, and I suppose the alphabetical social structure is part of it, it’s a common genetic alpha brain path, but you Illuminati, the Power, you need to alter that path, you’ve missed the history and that world is in the past. You need to understand that you cannot treat a population of alphas like you would a population of zetas and expect anything to work the same way.

Every king surely tells his children, know your people, but if you think they are born with a passive response, you do not know your people. As long as you think that but they are actually born with an aggressive one, you will use the stick, picking a fight and brewing revolution when the carrot would bring the passive response you probably actually wanted. This premise in your mind, that there are natural subjects, isn’t true. It obviously isn’t working, but it’s one of those ideas that isn’t getting reasoned away because it isn’t reason that put it there, it comes with the alpha gene set.

This is the bit, the common ground.

It could be true. You could stop breeding dictators and revolutionaries, you could shut down your alpha factory and see the resurgence of a more passive and sustainable human, a human who you don’t have to be too afraid of to take your boot off of their neck. Wouldn’t that be lovely? Even in the alphabetical model, aren’t there supposed to be a majority of people simply living there lives, like that was worth doing in itself? Isn’t the fighting just supposed to be your job, so most of us can just keep doing that?

I think even if we found our way back that simple, brutal animal arrangement, it would be an improvement. I think even having some alphas wouldn’t be as bad as having all alphas, so I think my desire for some peace and the current serving alpha’s desire for power with some order – I think we want the same thing, a passive population. I know, crazy.

I’m going to lose my red card over this, aren’t I?

I mean, it doesn’t look like that now, presently, we look dedicated to the alpha factory. I’m trying to cover both possibilities, that as alphas, you think that having so many wars that you just start to say, “the” war, like “the sea,” is good, you are sure that war is your best life, and the chance that it’s a series of misunderstandings, again, even the scientists seem to say there’s a world of zetas out there to be ruled when they say we have no alphas. If you knew different, you’d try to change your approach, wouldn’t you?

Could you?

I’m saying, even your cynical, brutal vision of primal man with one big boss and everyone in their place would be better than what we actually have now thanks to your ham handed attempts to create it out of the wrong genetic material.

What those attempts have been comprised of, again, that’s usually framed in a moral manner, which the Power simply has their own moral answers for, but it’s simply been violence, your one size fits all answer for everything, and it’s been giving you the opposite of what you supposedly want, your precious supremacy is gone, you’ve made equals of them, trained them how to be strong. You gave away your special genes with your prima nocta, banging the slave girl behaviour, and now despite that is only half of a social equation and the other half is nearly gone, you are still busy growing your half of a whole that no longer exists.

If you do this, your usual response when the jar shakes, if you continue as you are, the living and your problems with the living only get worse. Your call, of course.

Jeff

Dec. 22nd., 2025

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If I have a point regarding the majority sort and evolution, it ...

2025-12-19T20:39:52Z

If I have a point regarding the majority sort and evolution, it is this, that evolution is not a competing origin story, as the religious treat it.
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Evolution is how life works always, today, now. By treating evolution as an origin story and by not realizing that people evolve always, they apply, “deterrents,” which are really toxic environments that lead to worse people and their apocalyptic ending stories.
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Whoever had those visions weren’t wrong, that’s where they’re heading.
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Again with a built in premise that is something like creationism, the majority sort’s efforts to improve one another are having the opposite effect from the one they supposedly want. Premises matter, what people are matters, and it’s not a hypothetical question, respect evolution or be selected out of the world.
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Don’t treat people for the human being you have, treat people for the human being you want
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(and want good people, soft people, so if you get them they’re not a threat)
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. not intended as a submission, of coarse! 💜 . I wasn't ...

2025-12-19T04:12:20Z

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I wasn't going to post this until the weekend, but funny you should type that while I'm recording this. 😀 https://musicians.today/@punishmenthurts/115744263077399179

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This is the hippie shit I thought was, “formative,” for me, but I guess it’s just a nice fit. One bad word and I choked on it like I knew it as I sang it, the first, “cleans,” should have been, “clears.”
It’s Bowie’s “Fill Your Heart,” from Hunky Dory. I mean, “Biff’s,” his real name escapes me ATM. 💜🎶

So the Allism is Alpha-ism idea, I mean, take social media. . ...

2025-12-18T02:46:16Z

So the Allism is Alpha-ism idea, I mean, take social media.
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We’re back to premises and neurotypes here. So the majority type groks the alpha-ist model, makes sense to them, some alpha boss types and a majority of sorts from further down the alphabet, your more get along, do as you’re told sorts.
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So we zetas get on social media to warn our fellow zetas or whatever, watch out, the alpha is coming and he’s raging out -
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except most of the modern people are genetic alphas.
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at some point, somewhere, somewhen, some human alphas had it all their way and most of the world - the majority type - are their children, genetically alphas.
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So we get on the social media to propagate the alpha’s measage: I am coming and I am pissed!, to all of our fellow alphas, what happens?
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Your genes are there to adapt when the environment changes. . So ...

2025-12-08T10:04:16Z

Your genes are there to adapt when the environment changes.
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So when you create your own environments, you are not subject to your genes, your behaviour is not subject to your “genetic legacy,” genes change, they are not there to be anachronistic, to stop you from adapting.
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Your current genetic makeup is subject to your own environment creating behaviour.
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This is where Allists have it backwards, the way creationism perhaps would have it.
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I think I've managed to add the first three appendices to the ...

2025-12-05T22:47:52Z

I think I've managed to add the first three appendices to the downloadable pdf of the Spanking Gene blog today.
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I don't want to include this new one, the fourth, it's a very different tone.
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. the damned spongestick, though 😬 . Rome must have been an ...

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Rome must have been an absolute Hell or herpes 😜 I mean, I'm not the worst of germaphobes, but FFS 😘

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According to the story in the Pesher Technique (possibly echoed in a film called the Passover Plot?), I think they said it was Marianna wine, opiated wine, in order to knock him out, keep him still and looking dead so they could pull him down and revive, I mean resurrect him 😀

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I was/am a stutterer, and I suppose I learned getting over my challenges. That can still stop me, but it's all or nothing for me, I'm talking or I'm not, rehearsal doesn't help stuttering, maybe that's the thing

alright, it's not what I'd hoped and of course it's ...

2025-12-02T23:35:14Z

alright, it's not what I'd hoped and of course it's not happifying - but, as they say, at least it's long 😜
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https://thespankinggene.blog/2024/08/20/the-spanking-gene-appendix-d/
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The Spanking Gene Appendix D.

**The Spanking Gene**

**Or**

**The Autistic and the Blade Appendix D**

it’s the smiling face from the cover of King Crimson’s In the Court of the Crimson King

**Appendix D**

**Allistics DGAF**

*I don’t know how to tell you that you should care.*

That’s a thing that all the nice folks say to the trolls on social media, and it challenges me, it has been very hard to answer, but despite my failure to date, I cannot accept that it’s impossible. I’m not saying that if a thing is possible that means I’m the guy who can do it, but it means somebody ought to try, and I’m afraid I am all I got. If I crash and burn, then you’re not seeing this.

First, let’s establish the problem: Allistic people do not give a fuck, they can’t, they’re not allowed, giving a fuck isn’t, “strong,” and they’re all depending on each other to be strong. If they were born with any fucks to give, they quickly fall into debt, their fucks, past, present, and future become property of the powerful, stated in more biological terms, of the group. They are all robbed of their fucks, robbed of their caring – and also of an unobstructed sense of reality, of how things work.

It’s a terrible double whammy, if they could see clearly, they’d know to care, if they cared, they would try to see better.

Allistics do not give a fuck about anything. I mean, not about anything real, like the actual future or the environment. They can get awfully passionate about bullshit like the afterlife, their *mythological* future, and their nations and parties, the *political* environment, but the real things, please be serious, they don’t give a fuck about that. They don’t have time for anything but human concerns, social matters and authority.

It’s their own fault, not caring or seeing straight, I mean, if they knew it. We’re talking about humans, caring about nothing but the orders and concerns of other humans – is there some other species with a role in this story, someone else to blame?

Ah, now, that would be rhetorical, and proper science requires answering the obvious ones at least once.

*A lack of fucks is lethal*

When an animal turns fearless, sometimes there is another species to blame, isn’t there?

I don’t remember the name of the creature, or the part of the world, but it’s out there, there’s a parasite that lives its cycle in birds and snails, and what the parasite does to the snail is hijacks its brain to send it straight into the mouths of the birds, drives the snail out of the litter on the ground and to the treetops where the birds feast on them, ingesting the parasite for its next stage – now I’m not certain everyone will grant the snail much of an inner life, but its behaviour looks like it lost its life-critical fear of open spaces and heights.

Then there’s toxoplasmosis, which lives its stages in cats and rats, the rats apparently lose their fear of open spaces also, and even specifically of the urine smell of a major one of their predators, cats, so the parasite kills the rats’ fear responses, making it easy for the cats to eat them and the parasite, it’s the circle of life! People can also catch toxoplasmosis and there is a literature about people becoming fearless from it, walking into machine gun fire and whatnot, maybe daredevils.

So my thought is, we look like such a host, and is it really us, really our interests being looked after when we march fearlessly into our wars, directly like that, like the snail, as though some parasite wants our corpses?

But also, who seems to want us to be fearless more than we do?

It rather looks like we are at once the doomed host, driven toward the business end of the gatling gun, but also the parasite, driving one another to it, making ourselves fearless!

I wrote a book length book report and laid it out as a metaphor, Invasion of the Body Snatchers, kind of thing, but I was thinking about aggression, not fearlessness, and I hadn’t thought of caring as fear, if you care, you fear for the object, care is fear – and then it looks just like those famous parasites, a shut down fear response more than a “lack of caring,” which might not be a biology concept as much as a social one.

Thinking of it this way, like toxoplasmosis, I’m starting to wonder if it isn’t somehow more than metaphor.

I wouldn’t know how, it’s genetics. I carry the metaphor on in the book like there is some sort of genetic entity, that the grouping of genes that makes the Allistic subtype somehow has its own agenda, its own path. I’m not trying to make a case for a “genetic parasite,” that’s quite a leap and I don’t know enough to even play there.

I’m just saying, humankind at this moment does look like a snail racing up a tree or a rat sniffing around the sandbox in broad daylight, screaming about strength and freedom and burning the last of the crops for their wars before the water runs out. The worm tells the snail, No fear! Onwards and upwards!, and the microbe tells the rat, No fear! The world is yours!, and something is telling the majority human type, No fear! – and then what? Well, it’s the actuarial sense that’s missing, so I guess it’s, No fear! You aren’t causing the problems? Violence is good, actually?

I’m just saying that like parasites or saprophytes, something about Allism interferes with fear, making the species unable to see the dangers of what it does, hardening people against fear of . . . not heights, where birds find you, not the barn floor where the cat finds you, but . . . but I’m sorry, apparently against fear of the future?

I mean, it predisposes people away from worrying about the real future, perhaps replacing it with something to do with religion, a mythological future? Sometimes it seems like it messes with causality in general, I mean, I’ll send you back to the top, they DGAF about anything, they don’t seem to fear anything. They watch their own kind being slaughtered on television for, “fun.”

But it’s usually specific, climb a tree, leave your burrow. Any biologist have an idea exactly what . . . control it might interfere with?

I’m sorry, we’ll see this again. Let’s leave it there, as metaphor, it just really, really looks like that. As for the question, is there another thing to blame, it’s either this bit of fantasy, my genetic group parasite, or it’s a simple no, this is simply people doing it to themselves. Not really very different, I suppose.

Right? Where were we?

*Design intent*

The definition of apathy, I don’t know and I don’t care, is a lock with no apparent key, in this case, an evolutionary blind alley.

It’s nobody’s, “fault,” if you ask them, I mean, it’s not a “fault,” not a mistake, not by their reckoning, no-one is apologizing for it and no-one is coming to fix it, it’s . . . design intent. When you don’t care about anything, no-one can frighten you, people who do not give a fuck are very effective on the battlefield. It’s a warrior mentality, a soldier is not supposed to care about anything but orders, and they mostly come from long lines of people who worked hard to create this dearth of fucks, to make sure they would be strong and wouldn’t care about anything.

This is the only place they are allowed to put their fucks, no room for luxuries, it takes all your caring to fight the war, to stay alive, because wars are what keep us all alive, this is what the warrior caste knows, and so “caring,” becomes fighting, and peace becomes, “violence,” I mean, that soundbite has already been all over the news here on Turtle Island as the world melts down. I’m not going to engage in their fallacy of authority, but I’m not the only one to formulate such things, love is hate, war is peace, like that, am I? I know I read that sort of thing in a book once.

It was, “on purpose,” as much as anything is, and as far as I can tell, they all think it’s working, they’re all “strong,” which remains the goal, and I suppose not caring about anything is also why they don’t learn anything, why “science,” i.e. how things work, seems optional to them. They have no fucks to give, so it doesn’t matter whether things are real or not?

I don’t know how to tell you that that you should want to know what’s going on. But I’ll keep trying.

*Nothing is real to normal people*.

It’s all some interactive storybook, they think they have free will to believe what they like about how the world was made, how people were made, and how the world works, and the cynicism in that, the lack of fucks given about that! I think I’ll believe the world is a personality test for the next life, or no, I think I’ll believe we’re trapped souls from another planet, having previously failed testing, or no again, I think I’ll believe we look different, but we are still exactly chimpanzees on the inside!

Plus, having chosen the fiction they like best, they think they can make it true by force. If you think it’s is up to you, what the world is, or if you think it doesn’t matter, I don’t know how to tell you a lot of things.

They write laws telling everyone what sort of people must exist (chimpanzees) and which sort are not allowed to be born (bonobos), they seem to believe how the world works is up to them, and if unauthorized things continue to happen, they’ll just pass another law, tell them not to. Again, not any one of their own faults, there’s no-one alive who started it – but having said that, no-one else can fix it for them. It’s not their fault, but it’s their opportunity, theirs alone, I fear, and so it’s their goddam responsibility.

If they can find their way to it.

And maybe they can, in theory they could – but they fucking won’t, for the reasons above, they don’t know to care, or care to know.

Unfortunately, they’ve locked it up and thrown away the key: when their best self is to not care about anything and they don’t need to learn anything, how can they be reached? They’ve tossed away their hearing aid and they’re not answering our calls – and always today, and in every way, a record storm is coming and they don’t care to hear about that either. The scientists, and the reality based people with their eyes on worldly things, we are trying to save them, if they only cared to hear.

*Creating their own problems*

It’s not an easy matter showing the responsibility factor, they don’t really know all this is going on, but it is their own behaviour making it happen and their own behaviour that makes them unable to perceive it – again, they’ve locked the note with the combination in the safe. They don’t feel it’s their fault that they require the hearing aid, and again, maybe that much is sort of true, but who else can solve their hearing for them, it’s their opportunity to find it and put in, again, their responsibility and no-one else’s, if only they knew it.

Wait. You don’t necessarily know what I mean, how they’re causing it, do you. No-one does, it’s been left out of the conversation since “normal” people arrived. I suppose most people haven’t been listening to me, I’ve said it a million times, I just haven’t said it *to* anybody. Fair enough, my bad, I ain’t exactly ruling the airwaves.

*It’s spanking*

It’s the cult of punishment, abuse hurts learning outcomes and when you have, “abuse is *good* for you,” forced into your brain early, nothing real is ever going to fit right, and you are not allowed to redress the fault, on pain of punishment. Allistics DGAF about anything because after their abusive epigenesis (if you need a second to process that word, take it, I’m using it to mean when the environment gets its say in your development and you make environment appropriate choices from your genetic options as you grow up), after surviving the human environment of punitive abuse, they think bad is good and good is bad, so “good,” people don’t GAF.

They call this being, “strong,” when abuse isn’t “bad,” or, “wrong,” anymore in their minds, when it’s necessary for life instead.

Reality in general doesn’t fit after that, under that regime, so life becomes a purely social matter, reality can’t be squared with social matters, so they simply live on the social side of life, where things don’t have to be reconciled. Nothing matters but what people say and do, nothing is real, like the actual climate doesn’t get a voice, only what humans *say* about the climate is real.

So, that’s a problem, and if child abuse were against the law or something, perhaps they might think it matters but it’s not illegal because they don’t think it matters . . . someone invoked the film, The Life of David Gale online today, and that works too, they have handcuffed themselves and swallowed the key with that first and last lesson they get about life, that abuse is *good* for you. The examples keep coming, I’m sorry if I’m mixing them.

These humans take charge of one another’s environments this way, providing the constant conformist pressure, the threat of punishment, but they cannot perceive the adaptations that result from these controlled spaces, they have the reigns and are pulling hard, but are apparently unaware that the horses are indeed turning – the Allistic knows they can’t be, you see.

They have an opposing idea, Human Nature, which apparently is not subject to evolution or adaptation. Allistic people seem certain of two mutually exclusive things, that they must apply this punitive and selective pressure, but that Human Nature never changes.

I don’t know what you can say about that, when people believe mutually exclusive things, but the point is they’re rarely both true, and in this case, it’s evolution that’s real, and contrary to popular belief, Human Nature changes with every generation. A few murdered corpses in the deep past and the twentieth century’s hundreds of millions of them do not indicate the same Nature, murder is not a binary, one is not the same as a million. People changed.

*Human Nature*

This last bit, I’m sorry all you clever, Allistic atheists, is identical to how theists think about people. Your difference regarding the man in the sky is pretty meaningless if you believe in some Human Nature where people must be controlled, yet do not change and adapt, if you and the theists are in agreement about real things, real, living human beings – and of course it doesn’t make the theists right, it means you’re all wrong, I mean all Allistic.

Allistic people DGAF, because as Jane Goodall liked to say, they don’t believe what they do matters. Back to me, they don’t realize that what they do changes what people are going to be, that’s *why* it matters – and Jane is right, the majority sort do not seem to think it about themselves, you can’t change people, they say. Totally normal thing to say, but it means evolution isn’t real, adaptation isn’t real, genetics aren’t real – you have to leave the entire world out of the conversation to say that – but the majority type say it to each other all day long, repetition and consensus, these cognitive superpowers leave the real world far behind in the Allistic mind. “Good,” people know you can’t change people.

Right?

After they are forced to absorb how their child abuse is good for them, all real knowledge regarding ourselves, regarding people is unavailable to the Allistic mind, and they are left with the barren moonscape of Human Nature instead, where first we’re all horrible, get used to it, and second, it does not change, so stop complaining, you’re immutable, you’re fine. You’re horrible and you’re fine.

Human Nature, the meme, lacks causality, and as normal a thing as it is to invoke, it’s quite obviously not literally a real thing. Of course we all have some “Nature,” that’s a made up thing we can always apply – but people change, our natures change. The forever, “Human Nature,” the meme, the idea, the brain path, represents a disability, an inability to perceive change.

This is impossible.

I’m trying to shock people, trying to slap them in the face, make them perhaps get a glimpse of what the trouble is and just how bad things really are, trying not to fawn and let everyone off the hook as I do it – but of course at least some will feel I’m simply slinging insults and picking a fight – I would assure them, my tiny percentage of the population is not trying to provoke the vast majority into a fight, please. This train of thought began more than fifty years ago, and for most of that time, I thought I was one of them, I thought, as they teach, that we were All the Same, and the idea has always been to solve this puzzle and so save us all – it has never been and still isn’t about trying to hurt anyone or get rid of anyone – that’s the Allistic solution, and to me, it’s no solution but rather the entire problem and the solution means the opposite, it would be love and life.

I don’t say that from a moral stance, I don’t think it’s unimpeachable, I think it needs an explanation and I will explain, if in negative exposure; that’s the rest of this thing.

If they could stop the spanking, they could break the bind, they could know and care, if they stopped hurting they could care and if they cared they could know. But they don’t so they don’t so they don’t. It’s not a small matter, it’s everything, different from the very bottom up from my non-Allistic mind.

*Progress meme/what is “natural,” is where you’re headed?*

If your mind is naturally biased towards a recent creation event (or if your mind isn’t but that’s what the whole world seems to think and alternatives never find you), then that’s like a journey, it has a beginning, and first steps, and perhaps you feel that there will then be a destination, an ending, but you’d also want to think you’re traveling from bad to good, from the jungle to some Heaven on Earth or other, perhaps a high tech Brave New World. You may talk about the past as though it were “nature,” and rough and brutal and life not guaranteed . . . and you’d be hoping to break your programming and improve upon that nasty old natural way of life.

This is the progress idea, we may have been animals, and nasty and amoral, but we are ascending some ladder towards the bright future where we won’t have to be like that, getting smarter and finding better ways to get along.

Right?

But what if that’s not it?

I mean, not “if,” is it. Creationism has been largely debunked, and evolution is what is real instead. I mean, it’s evolution, and so what you think is, “natural,” is what you’re in serious danger of becoming. If that’s “natural,” you’re in serious danger of allowing it, accepting it, and therefore selecting for it, and the supposed goal of the progress meme, new ways, become “unnatural,” ways and will have an uphill battle – and all that would be the case if we were All the Same and if our brains lacked any biases – of course that is not the situation.

The progress meme is part of the false model, the creationist one, in that it postulates some initial state of things.

I’m sorry, but in real, evolving life, where we are all self creations, the progress meme is poison. The progress meme is a low self image rather than aspirational, and someone telling you used to be horrible but you’re getting better after your punishments is like narcissistic gaslighting. Telling yourself that is self-gaslighting.

So if peace and reason are the destination and we all agree we are not there yet, but “Nature, rough in tooth and claw,” is what is “natural,” and our, “genetic legacy,” then through selection, by accepting it – selection works, whether it’s “natural,” or not – we are creating ourselves in the image of beasts, that’s where our species is headed. That term, “genetic legacy,” gives the whole game away; it’s the opposite of evolutionary innovation.

This is exactly what the powers that be are doing, all over the white, western world right now, defending what they think is, “natural,” a supremacy of, “strength,” meaning a violent, chaotic world – and fighting progress as, “unnatural.”. Bad is good and good is bad in the cult of punishment, did I say that already, they think they are defending against some unravelling from some vague, previous created state, some initial condition, but a winnowing isn’t what happens in a real, living and evolving world.

It’s not some “purification,” like they think, but an evolutionary selection event towards a world, “rough in tooth and claw,” towards what they think is the awful past. In a created world, perhaps a purge makes things relatively better, if you purge the right thing – but in an evolving world, it isn’t about the dead, it’s about the living, and the living who perform purges are selecting themselves for violence and hatred, for rough old nature’s main things – to be exactly the supposed past, to be more so like the awful “past,” every generation.

So with every purge, the population becomes more warlike, the average majority type person feels angrier, less satisfied, more aggressive – besides being a huge tragedy, every genocide makes the conqueror feel worse, more frustrated, more like lashing out – it’s a complete waste of effort and doesn’t solve the dominant sort’s perceived problems, in fact it makes them feel worse, less happy and more angry, every time.

Will they have to kill the whole world before they realize they carry their own problems with them, that it’s their own evolution driving them mad, will they need that whole process of elimination? Thinking “creation,” in an evolutionary world is poison, everything you do will make everything worse – and if you think, “creation,” you won’t even notice when it does. And here we are.

Do I have to say it, this is the opposite of the progress we are all hoping for. Third time: the progress idea is toxic gaslighting.

This is my frustration, that this framing of thinking we’re getting better indicates a poor self image and then forgives us for it, and seems to insure that we never stop getting worse. Again, establishes you were worthless before but that they will make something useful of you, like the army, or a cult, or the criminal life, the formula for gaslighting abuse. The majority type, maybe seven billion of them, agree to see life this way.

I am sorry. That is the opposite of the whole world’s hope, isn’t it, but as they say, I suppose as we say, rather – hope is not a plan.

Not that there’s a plan. It’s still in the dreaming stages, I’m afraid: if they stopped being hurt, they could care, if they cared, they could learn and know, if they could learn and know, they could stop hurting themselves, rinse and repeat. I can sort of describe the Gordian knot, but honestly, I have yet to find a way in. I’ve wasted my life thinking that they could know if only someone told them, I’ve learned the hard way and then solidified it with what I think is science, about neurotype that this is not the case, and now this is the knot I see and I know that sometimes there is no use for what your studies find when you find them, but that perhaps later someone else can do something with them.

Your endings have to be pathetic when you’re trying to be honest.

LOL.

Jeff

Dec. 2nd., 2025

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2025-12-02T22:09:42Z

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I think after eating infected rats, the cat's feces are full of toxo eggs, it gets into the environment from there? People are supposed to practice good hygiene around the litter box.

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2025-12-02T21:35:02Z

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I find myself unable to do the executive things for this blog I'm writing, and so I just signed and dated it, called it finished, because there is no metric by which one can know an Autistic infodump is "finished," anyway.
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2025-12-02T21:25:40Z

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I think they say much of what we're made of used to be viruses and whatnot and now they're DNA, RNA, for all I understand about there could be no difference between being one and having a parasite

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2025-12-02T20:33:31Z

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This parasite stuff is taking over the current project, I'm arguing that we look just like the rat or the snail, heading fearlessly into wars against each other, directly like that, and also, marching fearlessly into the climate collapse, the plague. This species absolutely has something like toxo - but all those things are . . . Allism, the parasite isn't a microbe or a worm, it's . . . hereditary
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this is the current state of my mind here, but yeah, not in the future but started ten thousand years ago. 💜

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Try this again: . Reading Crete Reclaimed, and they don't ...

2025-11-22T23:14:17Z

Try this again:
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Reading Crete Reclaimed, and they don't seem to put two and two together, one thing ends, firmly establishing the "pre-eminence of women," but then the next paragraph says it doesn't mean men were second class citizens, like women have been since - and for me, then it's not, "pre-eminence," is all.
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To me, if social status etc., is tracked via matrilineage, that is simply reality, everybody knows who your mother is - your father could be anyone, patrilineage is obviously riddled with false heredity, and matrilineage would keep any power and property, etc., in the actual family, by blood and genetics – now I’m not looking to support any sort of alphaism or royalism, I’m not sure that those things staying in actual, genetic families is a good thing, in terms of power, I’m a bit of an anarchist, not here to support power, but I’m not clear that the power structure in Crete or in the Neolithic world was the same at all anyway, perhaps what is preserved by matrilineage is not power but traits, and capabilities, things that run in families. Maybe their administrators were good at administration, and so were their children being their actual children and all.
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They say there wasn't patriarchal sort of marriage, that women chose who to breed with - does this suggest they were optimizing their families and nation, choosing traits to reproduce, and perhaps traits not to? It said, "from other clans," so they at least had a clan system to control for inbreeding problems, and maybe more, as I said. We have seen the patrilineal modern royal families suffer from not apparently tracking traits, but only titles.
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I suppose the unknowns remain, the matrilineals didn’t really know who their fathers were either – this is the thought that had me claw this back last night – but that data wasn’t as power critical, and its quality didn’t so strongly affect the operation of the society, that’s the thing.
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The change, when the world went to patrilineage, destroyed what may well have been forever, Indigenous knowledge about heredity and evolution so that only after thousands of years of patrilineage, people, "discovered," evolution again. Mind you, that was almost two hundred years ago, and they are undiscovering it again, not that it caught on anyway.
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But this is the ancient history story that works for my Autistic mind and my pattern solving daemon, that we used to know things, and now we do not. Every creature evolves some knowledge about how not to just breed with your sibling, every species that exists would have had to evolve something for that, humans not excluded. It is strange and erroneous to assume human never figured that out in three million years, we wouldn't have lasted anywhere near this long. Not inbreeding, but all the knowledge around breeding, lineage, heredity.
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We lost this knowledge, when the normal people showed up and took over and started beating everyone stupid. And it doesn't look like we're going to last anywhere near very long again.
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bleddy autocorrupt knows the male word but not the female one 😈

I can't find a thing on teevee, so I'm going to try a few ...

2025-11-22T20:51:08Z

I can't find a thing on teevee, so I'm going to try a few things on anthropology dot net , and of coarse they're driving me crazy: "Yes. Scholars say - "
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FFS, I'm listening to you, I thought you were supposed to be a scholar.
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I find it so hard to concentrate and take what I want from this Allistic science. my pattern detector daemon keeps screaming at me, "Listen to them, amazed by human cognition 12,000 YA, every thing they say adds to the case that their internal premise is that the end of the recent Big Ice is the beginning of time!"
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"Everything they find is the first - except these firsts aren't firsts if they contradict too many old firsts, so these are just 'pre-firsts,' they said, "presaging later revolutions," LOL - lads, if there are firsts before your revolutions, they're not revolutions anymore, are they?"
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Shut up and listen you old crackpot, can't you learn anymore?
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. parasites are interesting and horrifying, but they're not ...

2025-11-20T07:11:23Z

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Maybe parasites have a role in my idea of history and prehistory, maybe toxoplasmosis has something to do with creating these Allistics or something. Yes, things are endlessly complicated. 💜

. I'm sorry. There's so much more biology going on than ...

2025-11-20T03:19:10Z

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I'm sorry. There's so much more biology going on than the majority thinks, huh. (Just adjusted the previous one.)

. speaking of that, handshaking and kissing and whatnot are ...

2025-11-20T03:15:46Z

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speaking of that, handshaking and kissing and whatnot are exactly parasite sharing rituals. And gesticulation spreads the range of your respiratory ones.
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I love the golf one, the lice sharing ritual at the end of every game: last putt, hat off, hands through hair, everybody shakes, "Counsellor," Magistrate," etc., hair again, hats back on, off home 😂 😂 😂

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2025-11-20T01:09:52Z

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Weird! I almost referenced #Soap in my personal toot an hour ago - but it would be a spoiler to tell you how, I guess. 💜

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2025-11-20T00:45:33Z

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I made an error - immunity, but also share the parasites

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I read something once, by an unpopular guy these days, Trivers, about how the closer you get to the equator, the more parasites there are, and the increase matches there also being more churches, more denominations. The idea was that's part of what a community is, where you all have immunity to the same local parasites

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I've heard the theory, people giving themselves hookworms for that effect

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I hear you, but I take the biologic. I stopped it when the plague started, but after a while, the psoriasis got bad again and I went back on it. Apparently I'm lucky that didn't cause me to reject it or something.

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2025-11-19T21:17:59Z

“contempt for the truth,” is not a moral matter, it’s a disability, and one that kills a species
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Do you ever think the myths about stealing fire are literal, that ...

2025-11-16T21:25:06Z

Do you ever think the myths about stealing fire are literal, that we never should have harnessed literal fire, that we should have simply lived where it was warm enough, left the world of snow alone and not started down this road of burning the planet down?
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BTW, do you have an idea why your posts all show up straight into my notifications?
I’ve tried the menus, I can’t figure it.
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If it seems like I reply guy on you too much, that’s why, I see everything like it’s addressed to me. 💜

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hard to talk about, but yes, and during the worst times, I can’t, uh, pleasure myself to sleep as men alone do, for exactly that reason, I can’t believe the fantasy. 💜

. if Sapolsky is on about Tylenol again tomorrow I’ll send him ...

2025-11-13T04:28:25Z

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if Sapolsky is on about Tylenol again tomorrow I’ll send him this inspired if I do say so myself argument 😜😈💜
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I think were normal in the deepest past, and tolerated more in the far past, God’s Fools were a thing. I assume Allism is also genetic and hereditary, everything is genetic, normal people “are genetic,” too.

. yeah. . I think we’re not quite sure what the play is here, ...

2025-11-13T00:00:44Z

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I think we’re not quite sure what the play is here, if T just wants an excuse to shut down medicine and prosecute women for seeking relief, maybe more

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2025-11-12T23:29:21Z

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so I speak up, the conversation ends, that’s one social clue.
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But seriously, do the Tylenol Moms claim to have developed a test or something? Do we owe somebody a fuckin’ Nobel prize?
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How is the entire public debate based on an empty lie all the time?
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2025-11-12T23:16:52Z

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. there’s no pathogen and they haven’t found the gene - so ...

2025-11-12T23:08:26Z

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there’s no pathogen and they haven’t found the gene - so how do you prove anything did or didn’t cause a thing you can’t identify, except . . . socially?
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I’m certain all their crap studies break down exactly there, I don’t believe the “Autism,” in the studies is really Autism. I think any and every possible sort of brain damage gets called “Autism,” in the studies, and in the culture generally. They had to stop saying “retarded,” so now everything is “Autism.”
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. . . because they are all alphas, all children of alphas, they ...

2025-11-07T04:13:01Z

. . . because they are all alphas, all children of alphas, they are impossible to lead, they will not be told how to live
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. . . but because they are all alphas, children of alphas, they are all certain that the masses simply need to be told what to do and they just keep trying
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It's a Mex - uh, a southern Turtle Islander standoff 🙄
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I finally put that "alpha genes," idea on the book site, ...

2025-11-06T05:43:27Z

I finally put that "alpha genes," idea on the book site, third appendix. Took about six weeks and I don't know what happened to make me do it now, but 👍
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https://thespankinggene.blog/2024/08/20/the-spanking-gene-appendix-c/

OK, Brain, that's enough for a minute, take five, FFS 💜 . ...

2025-10-22T20:08:01Z

OK, Brain, that's enough for a minute, take five, FFS 💜
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just thinking that on the theory that the haters don't like, ...

2025-10-22T19:40:04Z

just thinking that on the theory that the haters don't like, "cis," or, "hetero," or even, "white," sometimes, I suppose it's only a matter of time before they start complaining about, "Sapiens."💜😀
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Another Autistic crackpot with another Single Key to the world, ...

2025-10-22T18:34:03Z

Another Autistic crackpot with another Single Key to the world, going to give it to you every time you pass my corner. 😜
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The "Human Nature," meme is a deadly genetic virus that destroys knowledge, it is Anti-knowledge, "natures," defy causality. To talk of a human "nature," is to gaslight everyone about the effects of everything we do to one another, to deny all responsibility for ourselves and what we do to one another, what we make of one another and ourselves.
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So here’s what happens, a kid is born and before they learn to ...

2025-10-19T17:00:39Z

So here’s what happens, a kid is born and before they learn to speak they get smacked around for shitting and for making noise, for not being on the schedule, and this is a traumatic environment, but the child is told, and must believe, This is Actually Good.
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This is what I call Antisocialization, the child is hurt and then pressured to believe it’s Good and cannot respond to the people hurting them, cannot fight and hate the Good People hurting them - and so the hate, the defensive need to fight, the psychological need to feel any power turns outward, where the family and the group will allow it to go, to the Other.
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I was amazed that when my family of marriage fell apart, the counsellors showed no interest in patching it up, they were the same or worse than your friends, helping us all away from each other, we will all be healthier if we stop wanting and needing each other and just hate them and get on with our lives, this is a solution for antisocial people, Geezuz.
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“Here’s what experts say:” . No, Tylenol or circumcision ...

2025-10-13T15:50:19Z

“Here’s what experts say:”
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No, Tylenol or circumcision don’t cause Autism - but something does.
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Which, if you notice, is more fundamentally AGREEING with the evil premise than disagreeing, only differing in the details, the useless fools.
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The answers to What causes Autism is, Nothing! We’ve been here forever, prove we haven’t!
And, What causes YOU??!!?
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@autistim #ActuallyAutistic #philosophy . A year and a bit on, ...

2025-10-11T06:12:00Z

@autistim #ActuallyAutistic #philosophy
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A year and a bit on, I'm still rather embarrassed by last summer's book/book report - TheSpankingGeneBlog , free and downloadable from my profile - I mean, embarrassed by the organization, by my general lack of authority to speak, but I find myself still well pleased with the genetic theory of history in it, I like the ebb and flow, or rather, the ebb and tsunami.

I’m frustrated because while the population is probably at ...

2025-10-06T16:55:29Z

I’m frustrated because while the population is probably at least 15% ND, the culture and the logos usually seem like 0% ND.
Or if not, they’re lying, or dreaming. Maybe entertainment has a higher percentage, a lot higher - but school and science don’t.
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I mean, if you’re stuck on the universal and unchanging Human ...

2025-10-06T00:56:01Z

I mean, if you’re stuck on the universal and unchanging Human Nature rather than evolution and change, you are in danger, more than in danger of confusing the present with the past, I mean, they’re building memorials for no-one, the trouble isn’t over just yet 😈
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NT world: where there's a book and a film called, ...

2025-10-05T17:47:26Z

NT world: where there's a book and a film called, "Assholes: A Theory," and the "theory," is, "Some people are assholes."
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And there's a whole book?
Did the film miss the theory, should I try the book? 😈
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