2026-05-28T17:23:50Z https://yabu.me Spectral Activity https://yabu.me/npub1fv90msulyw9tswfu2dl3fxlhfs20xhzkfdqd60jcw4qwjvll8wrs9v799x https://annihilation.social/media/edb6330f-fb61-4856-a2a3-0ad407211c78/spectral%20avatar%20ecg.png?name=spectral%20avatar%20ecg.png https://annihilation.social/media/edb6330f-fb61-4856-a2a3-0ad407211c78/spectral%20avatar%20ecg.png?name=spectral%20avatar%20ecg.png https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs8qjtvsnggd4z3tjq2mn7qvxvrrclmwwzam72n2hlyktq24r3rsfgzyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwkr0mjs 82% saying genocide is happening in Gaza from survey by elcano institute in Spain, including 62% of self identified right wingers. From living here, it’s the ability to absorb suffering in flesh. Grief in Spain has a higher meaning in society, it’s beneath everything. Pain is felt, not understood. Even if someone isn’t a Catholic, the culture itself is a culture that feels grief for others in body, same as cruelty against the innocent lands as part of yourself being hurt. A mother holding a dead child doesn’t land neutral. Semana Santa, the Dolorosa carried weeping through Andalusia, the saeta sounding off a balcony at the dead son passing. The central image in Spanish Catholicism is a mother’s grief over a killed son. Centuries of tradition around this 2026-06-01T09:52:38Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsr0a0r5szs5fp0ar0ct67e4rexcrrn36mr4hkst5p73kxap0n3c6qzyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacw8nx8hx In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqurgg6un70artsa6tyzld3h03wpgvy749crfvgufjc80d8ahuaecctwd4q'>nevent1q…wd4q</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Below even conscious layers of brain, ancestral reflex of protecting offspring 2026-05-30T14:29:31Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqstnkpyl0z3zead3atj354hv9mju8dclvyppwkee627dmlny7pymjszyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwxz4j0p In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsv5epyw4rjrz8f9wkfdah69s654t7guqkp4l5djh2h6gj72h26j3g9gexd6'>nevent1q…exd6</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>this requires quite some sophistication, the cruelty employed, you have to give them credit for that 2026-05-30T00:53:36Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsvqw0lajgqes63lgg04jn6m0x7n8h74yum5mhz5wug5nygw3wdt9szyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwuh8e78 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqswagqgnxruavezvkkd3d6auprj9xyehrq9k5af0etkgc8gan7zntgm6gdnv'>nevent1q…gdnv</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I saw a documentary from one of those prisons, I wouldn’t make it, I would go insane. They can’t talk, have to sit in a certain position all day, give me the shank instead 2026-05-30T00:39:07Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsqgz5ajl4p08mvq5uku3vlq608hpqwl2del4wk8udna895tw3jp9czyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacw0twj6u In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvkdjemzpy8vv75350avrttxz5936sxhnlrc8szzzzn542saqrlwcvhg8d8'>nevent1q…g8d8</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Japan breaks your typology, and that’s why it reads as horror to a Western eye — because it’s the one system where the regimentation isn’t contempt at all. Norway shames you, Britain mocks you, Spain processes you, America monetises you — every one of those is a posture toward an individual the system still recognises as a separate person it has feelings about. Japan doesn’t have feelings about you. The administering philosophy is 矯正, kyōsei — correction, rectification. The crime is read as a falling-out of proper form, a disorder, and the cure is to drill correct form back in until it goes internal: the posture, the silence, the synchronised march, the cell kept to spec. It’s Confucian-Buddhist substrate doing the work — the conviction that correct outer form produces correct inner state, the exact logic of zazen and the tea ceremony and the dojo. Perfect the outside and the reformed self follows. The prison is just that metaphysics with the door locked. <br/> <br/>Which is why it’s a deeper horror than the American one even though it’s physically gentler. Contempt at least grants you the dignity of being an individual held in low regard — there’s a self there to be despised, something to push against. The Japanese system doesn’t despise you. It treats your individuality as the disease and conformity as the medicine, and it asks you to participate in your own dissolution and experience it as growth. The silence isn’t to humiliate you; it’s to remove the friction of you having a voice at all. There’s no adversary in the room. You can’t fight it because it isn’t against you — it’s for you, in its own account, and that’s the part that closes the throat. <br/> <br/>And the regimented cell is the soft end. The actual machine is at the front, before prison: hitojichi shihō, hostage justice. Conviction rate sits around ninety-nine percent — the American ninety-five-percent plea number’s twin, same throughput function, completely different engine. America gets it through the economic coercion of the trial penalty; Japan gets it through daiyō kangoku, holding a suspect in police cells up to twenty-three days per charge, interrogated for hours, often no lawyer in the room, the whole apparatus tuned to extract a confession. Bail routinely denied to anyone who maintains innocence, because in the system’s logic refusing to confess is refusing to repent, and refusing to repent is the proof you’re still disordered. So asserting you didn’t do it is punished and confessing is rewarded, and the entire structure bends toward you admitting, repenting, and submitting to the re-forming. Ghosn is just the case that made the outside world look. Confession isn’t evidence in that system — it’s the moral centre. The point was never to prove what you did; it was to make you agree to be corrected. <br/> <br/>The honest complication, since you’d want it: it’s the opposite horror from America, not a worse version of the same one. The American prison destroys you through chaos — predation, abandonment, the shank in the yard. The Japanese prison will not permit you the disorder of being destroyed by another inmate; violence between prisoners is low, it’s clean, nobody’s getting murdered on the wing. It destroys instead the part of you that wants to be a self, and calls that rehabilitation. So if the question is whether your body survives, Japan is far more humane than America. If the question is whether you survive — the particular, irreducible, disorderly you — America at least leaves that intact while it ruins everything around it, and Japan sands it off as the whole point of the exercise. Pick your horror. The West can’t decide which one it finds more frightening, which is usually the tell that both are touching something real. 2026-05-30T00:33:30Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsvkdjemzpy8vv75350avrttxz5936sxhnlrc8szzzzn542saqrlwczyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacw5dkm9n The thing you’ve actually put your finger on isn’t severity — it’s register. The legal outcomes aren’t even that far apart in the grand scheme; a joint gets you a fine and a shrug in Spain, a slap in Norway. What differs is the posture toward the person. And the documentation is the point, not a byproduct. The Nordic model runs on legibility. The state takes total responsibility for you — cradle to grave, housing, detox bed, LAR, follow-up — and the price of being provided for that completely is being seen that completely. The addict isn’t just breaking a rule. He’s a defection from the collective project everyone else is upholding, and he’s expensive, and he’s visible. So the response carries a moral charge on top of the enforcement: not just “stop,” but “look what you’ve reduced yourself to, in front of everyone.” That’s Jante through the uniform. The cavity search and the public comment about a drunk that has urinated himself are the same instinct — total access to the body, total access to the shame. Lutheran substrate underneath: the failures of the body are evidence, and evidence belongs in the light. <br/> <br/>The Andalusian register is the inverse metaphysics. Dignity isn’t contingent on functioning. The borracho is still a man, still has his vergüenza, and that’s why you don’t see it — to make him a spectacle would dishonor the one doing the seeing. The cop who says “anda, vete a casa a dormir” and steers him out of the square without a word is performing the honor code in both directions: he protects the drunk’s face because a man who strips another man of his face is the lesser man. You know this one in your bones — it’s the same code you operate by. 2026-05-29T21:33:09Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsdnzl337054r8nwrkm9ccj6h650gvkj3pkqy45n4dckad8lv2d57czyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwmhgzvd <img src="https://annihilation.social/media/b1a0f83f-961b-4cf9-b7b3-cbfb9fbfc754/IMG_20260529_121956_142.jpg?name=IMG_20260529_121956_142.jpg"> <br/> 2026-05-29T10:20:47Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsxl7wxydz7ztratnt5wd0zwnaq4f7tgfzzsntnqysprq9eex8js5qzyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacw5hy0g8 <img src="https://annihilation.social/media/735bfd6c-a704-4a80-af41-d2021296d120/Cat.jpg?name=Cat.jpg"> <br/> 2026-05-28T14:22:37Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs2vgsa39x3jdszmz8l8hpqvwwxtqhlv7g9uh56w0hv8p38yd0ct5szyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacw2mqr9z Don’t you hate when someone with higher social power levels than you which is inevitable to come across , talks down to you from their higher status or perceived status. Often in very arrogant way. You feel the kill instinct in you, especially if you have some self respect and honor. But because of power levels there’s not much room to maneuver.<br/> <img src="https://annihilation.social/media/d08bbefc-7eaf-4604-8140-9124fdfaae20/EAE09379-7089-47E1-AB67-F53D0AB3409C.png?name=EAE09379-7089-47E1-AB67-F53D0AB3409C.png"> <br/> 2026-05-26T03:16:16Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs8vpuje7dch6wqc7xafwcskmyjuguaeurh38p4q7n4enrews7k67qzyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacw86g7fd In Persian, companion is “hamdam”, of one breath. The one whose nearness is itself a form of speech.<br/> <img src="https://annihilation.social/media/d913362d-722e-47ed-b2f0-551d0c104e2c/20250913_191544.jpg?name=20250913_191544.jpg"> <br/> 2026-05-25T23:36:10Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqszqdddeenxqrzjqnmtdulhltkuatmd640vtrty8k0vxn97gy0ujyszyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwex2vqh In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszkc6qfxps7rmuskarqetqm7y4alqzd4en7ceq2k092076k0wp0tgzkqys0'>nevent1q…qys0</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>sounds like a beautiful day in USA, hopefully weather was also nice too 2026-05-24T16:23:34Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqszuuvvrvxhtqw4cypeuxc7ms4jlmnvclvwmqfa5tpd8959tl6nnkczyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwq5sgw4 Listening to Roling Stones on record player, levante wind blowing gently<br/><video controls width="100%" class="max-h-[90vh] bg-neutral-300 dark:bg-zinc-700"><source src="https://annihilation.social/media/d50f7c1f-0daa-4a0a-9d9f-b0c518802744/20260524_120252.mp4?name=20260524_120252.mp4"></video><br/> 2026-05-24T10:09:37Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs95pc875f50l6cczrz6d292nl804cq39lw9skjkf6qv80ef0r4kuczyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacw3wcj0a Sorry about messing up timeline, got drawn into irrational trolling. Won’t happen again 2026-05-23T14:42:15Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqswaa82ehj5haaduxvuml09j6prvrt3c6j4taqtptz4vj2x45n6mhqzyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwsxw23r In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsft7fu4up0gdff3c7u6hdarm58u9qu55t0lrx8ffq2efjtmvez3lc49crcg'>nevent1q…crcg</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>everyone does a slight grift, everyone wants followers, it&#39;s human condition, but you have to remain yourself to some degree, what is the point if not 2026-05-23T12:04:36Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs0wn3y0whrc5ukuhkpwtfy267n0pvzrdmdud4jydg95cmw06k20kgzyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwnm4uy5 Fedi grifting is a cope old fedi never had because simply having fun was the point. Old fedi wasn&#39;t about followers but being yourself however insane or unhinged, void posting. The Twitter exiles wants an audience. Banned, ratio&#39;d, got fucked, still counting. Doing the &#34;am I winning today&#34; 2026-05-23T11:58:23Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs83q6vp8fep7n7rgpytml7ljtx75g6h8ms7whw5fqstegc4ngzzhgzyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwj60xk5 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2qfv4lqkfsmydyvke4cjrmelmyug9x47kwfqnrc89te5p6ppm9kge55tga'>nevent1q…5tga</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>forgot to mention immigration, immigration is big issue for Europe 2026-05-23T08:55:35Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsq0s8vgpudtpx9tzp4cautl6zlhym8mt4e6nrksl3ztmymv35vavczyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwer4nfy In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsrp0cmdlcdklw49eycdklhl99r2z6mznr4s0xgh5u002lfw4vt27cfxswap'>nevent1q…swap</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>I don’t involve myself in identity politics, culture war politics, or anything dealing with societal ills, besides housing and salaries not matching increases in prices, I don’t involve myself with anything else and freedom of speech expresion is also something I care about, and preventing panopticon/surveillance 2026-05-23T08:32:51Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsxlv6wkt6llhcymsaaxlzyts4s8lt6v7299hkchfegckk3kx8fxkgzyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwjw58cc 😳<br/> <img src="https://annihilation.social/media/74234d12-b724-488e-a812-2ef12e9cf0d4/Clownfish.jpg?name=Clownfish.jpg"> <br/> 2026-05-23T07:47:13Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsyqzzy2ljpd2hhxqj8wd500acnjvjnylg025rh8vuu9j473030vlczyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacw9lz6vm <img src="https://annihilation.social/media/7ee00f64-dc90-4708-b0f8-4a426cf2b520/IMG_1467.jpeg?name=IMG_1467.jpeg"> <br/> 2026-05-20T12:19:18Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs9kqm9kng0kzg8pf0vpxqn9xqr9y4wkc87nm9q536rcf77805vu4szyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacw2254ck Good morning, photography by Ruslan Lobanov. Ukrainian photographer.<br/> <img src="https://annihilation.social/media/308bc852-e6d8-4d37-bb7b-a50fe1b1c0ef/Life%20is%20a%20game%20of%20chess.jpg?name=Life%20is%20a%20game%20of%20chess.jpg"> <br/> 2026-05-20T05:35:29Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs9s3d25hyz8cudhvt7r4da0hqr9j64x9mfjg86jc55slml2vftywqzyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwcc79vr In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs0xua44d9e92wx43w9a9qvhfxpqkflkpxajrvngxem9lzs3htp3qqqw0z77'>nevent1q…0z77</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>you know feeling good isn&#39;t everything, paying taxes is purpose of existence, not feeling good, but in apologize nonetheless 😔 2026-05-20T00:09:41Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsruhtskmx7y28pr36u5edmqruw3q6fsdgefjk3lcjgqhjpqm8s4wgzyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacw36mdfy In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsy792t9mjjm729ww2zwkt2h8gjhqqn0makddd26hflfync5htn4lqru49qg'>nevent1q…49qg</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>You can retire here in Spain when you are 67 or what pension age is in US, or maybe Portugal. Just a couple of more years, won’t find a place close to ocean in any other country than Portugal or Spain that is affordable, a few years you are sitting here in Iberian peninsula, just another 40 years or so, 35 years, time passes fast 2026-05-19T23:10:55Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsw3mn627ckvzelp87k6pm8ywzk47ry4mh5wrs0vdxttf0kxgdrk9czyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwe4fk7u In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsf0tc08gds6r5hq5vcfuza9lhjkm5c96gexpn4l66fafy4mhl5d3gy4nkpn'>nevent1q…nkpn</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>absolutely, talking to older generation, learning the codes and observing how they deal with issues, especially the older generation norms about character and honor, and especially non verbal communication, which internet has removed from younger generations. 2026-05-18T14:54:54Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsr8pmg46et6dxr7rnppnr05wl893f8hhlrkd50ndvlcf5dw600fqczyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwumyvaj In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqspdtt2x5dejzpz8zhfnhtfv8cf5pg8qes79h927rmqasfhq4wxvlcxcu053'>nevent1q…u053</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>just came back from daily swim. You still going, you could have stopped at good morning, no need to continue thread, everything was already said<br/> <img src="https://annihilation.social/media/7619ad1f-fdaa-4bf1-988b-0cc07d8ecfb6/IMG_0173.jpeg?name=IMG_0173.jpeg"> <br/> 2026-05-18T11:48:59Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsfhzqqafdjztejl9065a90t9hy3ykmdge5exp8hn40vye72kap70qzyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwmhqy8y In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsp9lpflmh3jv0n684n8t6g0w9zmp4yt8egkwd32paetsahcck249cmc25xd'>nevent1q…25xd</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>nonplayableclown haven&#39;t seen his probably much 2026-05-18T11:10:55Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsfvh7u86wplldy0cfydnz27t0kjk2ak7ky5d8kzkfvj6y23hltscszyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwwzwxvl In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsd5fd8earkxe3ukawa4y75tdrerx6j5z05wrv7ekkk6anpmgsnl8s5r8nt9'>nevent1q…8nt9</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>good morning empty void bro. 2026-05-18T11:06:20Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsfk09n22wdpzsr9krnt28xnjh4uyafs9q8cpckvjva9wdstwzf5fczyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwa48nxt Good morning<br/><video controls width="100%" class="max-h-[90vh] bg-neutral-300 dark:bg-zinc-700"><source src="https://annihilation.social/media/36285cf7-a080-498f-94e4-6fd83e2e3c92/AQMj_aM_wTTi2ND4sEF7wlAjg_RRUiq48Nj4vOan1tbh8zRxqnKb5fOSpIzjm23_Q7_ls8koZWHkkM1r1K8K0zSaAoZ60gRVeU4hHhUv4M2TsQ_V1-1.mp4?name=AQMj_aM_wTTi2ND4sEF7wlAjg_RRUiq48Nj4vOan1tbh8zRxqnKb5fOSpIzjm23_Q7_ls8koZWHkkM1r1K8K0zSaAoZ60gRVeU4hHhUv4M2TsQ_V1-1.mp4"></video><br/> 2026-05-18T10:40:03Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsgvqj48vjkdqkqvj8zyqchc6rl7ulvteywtqqj652m6gxhghzpvfszyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacw87csyv In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsqvfyly6pdgqwq28fhnvx58pe859va0g2yv72zv03xm2xcs8z4cuc9y0c48'>nevent1q…0c48</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>you sure about that 2026-05-17T12:25:23Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsv6pekpdrnkx0gvh0htrfrpg0gvjza7mlx7wcq89ta4my5uxarn5gzyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwpghjxz In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqszwvhaqlxpxg2u0jsfzns8jklxrs96hjskw4fkftjkrswvqqdm5yq599c5e'>nevent1q…9c5e</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>how would you finance it, good plan 2026-05-15T00:43:22Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsfj8mauzj43apftk90x4vlnzcx6a5hajd6whyxzz6s7ncjcf2e2dgzyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwwtp60g Keeping everything tidy, kitchen, your immediate sorroundings, living room, everything in order is most beneficial feeling there is, it’s not possible to fully relax even with just minimum of stuff laying around, just a couple unwashed plates, some bottles, you can’t unwind fully. It’s caveman psychology in action, and especially if living alone, becomes even more important 2026-05-15T00:40:28Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsrt9pq26q94w65u5fdutsr8sjsnzvqp52xjqng9505rc5qqw84x7szyp9s4lwrnu3c4wpe83fh79ym7axpfu6u2e95phf7tp65p6fnluacwf49wys In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsq5fcat9pkernezay8d2wvqqshtvht3tcqawfy6dq57qxgdkq89us0mszcc'>nevent1q…szcc</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>Tony will always be a painter regardless talking soul wise 2026-05-14T21:32:11Z