2026-04-19T01:35:45Z https://yabu.me mei unleashed https://yabu.me/npub1d0r3khsrlnxryrqxr7zkavgrk3gedl7pe4a3j5whw9d20l0acfysalmu5x https://is.badat.dev/media/d516092e112ad2baed2dd16090f400c262e6b5698746bf3c537e3ffd77c7f1ff.NZHVRC9NUIWH https://is.badat.dev/media/d516092e112ad2baed2dd16090f400c262e6b5698746bf3c537e3ffd77c7f1ff.NZHVRC9NUIWH https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs0ah0k6rag596rn90pxagjfcqgxyftcxh55n559wgg0vpwcfy6xqgzyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyjl572ve if you&#39;re ever wondering whether I&#39;m *like this* only here on fedi or elsewhere as well, I hope this answers your questions:<br/> <img src="https://media.is.badat.dev/media/24557b1ca24b31195aa04d095527b78f492ca84a028d65daa6af172fbfdf4bd9.png"> <br/> 2026-01-12T00:12:14Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsdt2cmzh3fj3t2fk8wln3p0wjvrktwmzw9fw6p5u76a9paft9gnlqzyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyjwu23pd transitioning from cptsd to the blazing fast ptsd-rs 2025-05-14T22:47:00Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsr2u5fs77xw09snn6melqcc8nmr24txwv6h0df8ztmw270kk5pcsczyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyjnamj2f In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqs2azvvn3u75gvqa04wgk6wvgfey4we02pl578pzul080wpsg9kqlq7m2zwf'>nevent1q…2zwf</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>apparently this is another way of saying that PTSD can make you feel like you *want* more bad things to happen to you, as a coping mechanism to help endure them 2024-12-21T03:03:54Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs2azvvn3u75gvqa04wgk6wvgfey4we02pl578pzul080wpsg9kqlqzyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyjdf3pgy OH: you know, if your soul gets forged in hellfire, then the flames will always feel like home 2024-12-21T02:19:42Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs9lpm5nx7t0vl9u408kneagdfk67cvhl3xtlne7m55xagyjryptkczyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyjek6d06 turns out i can&#39;t watch too much media depicting normal childhoods because i start dissociating out of the sheer contrast with my own experiences 💀 2024-12-19T21:45:53Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs9yf70c0tcdxmzzecgq6htnctvheflrkcvewf767sh6hy7ddypq8gzyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyjc2f8jc OH: do you have an INTEST kink? 2024-12-10T18:51:09Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsftcgtwnllxf3sy8rhcewq33f0lw6253khq9sg6uf9hvm29t66x6szyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyjz2he3w there are two wolves inside me: a gay girl, and a boring guy who doesn&#39;t really understand what love is <br/> <br/>she tends to have a much better time than me 2024-10-21T01:37:48Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqswk8slmpwammnddlms64sn6fhps5tzf3msfj3gx0cmsmahprw0nyqzyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyj7kyjmg In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqst6vdr4zk4ef2cl493vquwmxd8ywl56djyu6340lelk0ta6e2zgjqst4ju6'>nevent1q…4ju6</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>prior work has well established that getting disassembled as a robot is inherently horny 2024-10-04T15:59:07Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs2l0txjvsqhxza6lmf7vmma0s7zr07g4duvu5v2mq479y2fwg7reczyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyj2dzazc malfunctioning robotgirl that&#39;s actually just bratting because it wants to get disassembled 2024-10-04T15:42:16Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsfecepvn2tc2rm86r6p7uakhw3m24qjw2h0jylvzzrnjjd7u8ajpszyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyjxgzlfu i kinda miss obsessing over people. sending messages going &#34;hi&#34; with an incredibly slutty amount of i&#39;s. making them understand that i *would* blow up a continent if they wanted me to. staying up the whole night chatting, everything else be damned. where did that go. it was a nice feeling 2024-09-23T01:17:39Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsxq5wn22rkws5tv95d0jreak7selvrl9wpmzdynm749catmy9vspgzyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyjttyqph thinking about the time my dad explained to me how he takes short screen time breaks every 45 minutes and how he uses KTeaTime to do it. <br/> <br/>my autistic ass fucking loved the concept. it was so easy for him to sell me on the idea. i excitedly started practicing healthy screen time habits. <br/> <br/>there was a good chance it&#39;d stick, too. <br/> <br/>and then my mom noticed, asked me what&#39;s up, and decreed that actually the breaks should be 1:1 as long as the time spent looking at the computer. <br/> <br/>so, that&#39;s how my dad&#39;s brilliant parenting idea immediately went down the drain, teaching me instead how to manipulate the data and competently pretend I&#39;m doing as they say. <br/> <br/>good times. 2024-09-16T19:21:41Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsvqufvvtjpua0er2ty02agllj342gncxh55hmr4ltwce3ft0lsakczyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyjjzj4y6 In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsv34kg0zy6ahffafva3t0juxzhf7n9fckxcaapsyl8nwatg9dlkpqu4gl8k'>nevent1q…gl8k</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>yeah, 5 liters of blood in a human. kindergarten knowledge 2024-08-13T09:33:22Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsffu9nn093a7c8r0zujut2zgyw45l4yvdhwgcg66zgkv4msqwj80qzyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyjrvrdfp In reply to <a href='/nevent1qqsvp8ha08km2hfdqp4pykj8sh004kfpgw3su8cathdz9uc8fj25l3g5ahd9l'>nevent1q…hd9l</a><br/>_________________________<br/><br/>i mean, yeah, i think that&#39;s a pretty normal thing to know off the top of one&#39;s head? 2024-08-13T09:26:01Z https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsfv8yuk0vxlss29ekp9l20j6danmseln5ja7wlssasj94cwh3ls7qzyp4uwx67q07vcvsvqc0c2m43qw69r9hlc8xhkx236ac44flalhpyjwfc0xv concept: robogirl who has a Lenovo TrackPoint *down there* 2024-02-24T11:40:57Z