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  <title>Nostr notes by CJ &#34;siege&#34; Bellwether</title>
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    <name>CJ &#34;siege&#34; Bellwether</name>
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      <title type="html">so yeah - not immune to propaganda. look how wholesome Soil can ...</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsgpdwvt0up5572umt3tzg2vcpku70g8xqwa9tdpuzn4cxq8597l6q9wdxr6&#39;&gt;nevent1q…dxr6&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;so yeah - not immune to propaganda.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;look how wholesome Soil can be!&lt;br/&gt; &lt;img src=&#34;https://cdn.masto.host/mastohackerstown/media_attachments/files/115/243/717/367/355/787/original/40d32d86bff0f73f.png&#34;&gt; &lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-09-21T18:34:06Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">oh thats ok, Wikipedia has who founded it. oh my! Soil indeed. ...</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsykvvqxcge4usp4z0km5klm6rtppuvvqhevcwfzm7se6fsz9htzwqcvmuh7&#39;&gt;nevent1q…muh7&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;oh thats ok, Wikipedia has who founded it.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;oh my! &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Soil indeed.&lt;br/&gt; &lt;img src=&#34;https://cdn.masto.host/mastohackerstown/media_attachments/files/115/243/703/947/494/411/original/2f24119e80c3403b.png&#34;&gt; &lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-09-21T18:30:58Z</updated>
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    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsykvvqxcge4usp4z0km5klm6rtppuvvqhevcwfzm7se6fsz9htzwqzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knc37p6kv</id>
    
      <title type="html">If you want a more hands on activity in playing &amp;#34;is this ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsykvvqxcge4usp4z0km5klm6rtppuvvqhevcwfzm7se6fsz9htzwqzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knc37p6kv" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsfv6874l8xk40028ryxft67yfkgj40alrrk23ptfmwc5v77evq5sssh8gg9&#39;&gt;nevent1q…8gg9&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;If you want a more hands on activity in playing &amp;#34;is this organic fascism?&amp;#34;, check out the british soil association&amp;#39;s web page, marvel at the wholesome aesthetics, and then try to find mention of exactly WHO founded the org and what their motivations were.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Surely not -that- soil right? it was just Lady Balfour and these nameless friends, some other folks, you know, people, fancy fun other people, who&amp;#39;s to say.&lt;br/&gt; &lt;img src=&#34;https://cdn.masto.host/mastohackerstown/media_attachments/files/115/243/689/087/133/279/original/61504bf4d3b3618c.png&#34;&gt; &lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-09-21T18:26:31Z</updated>
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    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqswag65cd67hk2rmua9ukcykrc3kkx0lj74y9xkrdccc4xv9zqlpxszyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knc8cnwh5</id>
    
      <title type="html">and we should only produce food for white people.</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsp6sa7jf5ugxn0cz0yd75zmm0wmevz3k9ukuxzx0ycpwe5c9wgd2c560nn7&#39;&gt;nevent1q…0nn7&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;and we should only produce food for white people.
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    <updated>2025-09-21T14:29:01Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">anyway ramble over - just as a proviso to all of this, none of it ...</title>
    
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsdpkx66sc3a9e2f44w998kmk7e7ejutd7kkk8s6lrczmd2dqhcxpcztcejh&#39;&gt;nevent1q…cejh&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;anyway ramble over - just as a proviso to all of this, none of it was to plant a flag against things like spiritualism and beliefs about your body. Im not a devout anything and continue to exist in the &amp;#34;whatever works for you&amp;#34; box.
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    <updated>2025-09-21T13:51:22Z</updated>
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    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsyy6v2l0yx50mqszcgmw63nyhptc4esdy00cvwvvv8cf4q5g9wgqszyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncf6ctxt</id>
    
      <title type="html">oh yeah, it has always been this way sadly. Countless stories ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsyy6v2l0yx50mqszcgmw63nyhptc4esdy00cvwvvv8cf4q5g9wgqszyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncf6ctxt" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsyfy9xhdag364skvc358lupqk5mslvcwg2qh6ungd26sqqpv08c4s8m879x&#39;&gt;nevent1q…879x&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;oh yeah, it has always been this way sadly. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Countless stories where you&amp;#39;d be on a rooftop with a friend in that area and theyll stop, mid conversation look up and say &amp;#34;lot of contrails around today&amp;#34;
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    <updated>2025-09-21T13:34:29Z</updated>
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    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsdpkx66sc3a9e2f44w998kmk7e7ejutd7kkk8s6lrczmd2dqhcxpczyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncrwkx9k</id>
    
      <title type="html">and for trans people its in a lot of people around you wringing ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsdpkx66sc3a9e2f44w998kmk7e7ejutd7kkk8s6lrczmd2dqhcxpczyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncrwkx9k" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsg425v5skgl0kagx87ld5ky9u25pzxgqpqht2y2stgue8l3grfsvs85xhsm&#39;&gt;nevent1q…xhsm&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;and for trans people its in a lot of people around you wringing their hands about nebulous concerns for your body.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;That to choose to change your body would be somehow very bad.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;To tamper with what you were &amp;#34;given at birth&amp;#34;, it would make you unpure from some greater plan of a higher being which is always fun coming from people who dont believe in god. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;It would be a sin of vanity, a sin of nature.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;a very middle class guardian readership idea of blood purity.
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    <updated>2025-09-21T13:31:30Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">anyway, the whole shebang of Organic Fascism and orgs like the ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsg425v5skgl0kagx87ld5ky9u25pzxgqpqht2y2stgue8l3grfsvszyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncn0xxlw" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs09w7njy8u5z6trx6ee3jup3a2dtuc4lx282mc3vazfkfvr5qq5ls8m9vxg&#39;&gt;nevent1q…9vxg&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;anyway, the whole shebang of Organic Fascism and orgs like the british Soil Society is the primary one that comes to mind when i see people throw around the phrase &amp;#34;you are not immune to propaganda&amp;#34; - because its one that most of us grew up in without really ever thinking about and its still not ever been addressed publicly - its just quietly hidden under the rug, waiting.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Its in articles suggesting that you should try yoga or sea swimming instead of medicine.
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    <updated>2025-09-21T13:15:05Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">like i notice it a lot these days in small dark jokes that a lot ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs09w7njy8u5z6trx6ee3jup3a2dtuc4lx282mc3vazfkfvr5qq5lszyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knchvp6se" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqspph00kjy69ljmx2qzyaa9ekshj72mhaccsnuef6mag6adt5mmdugs96p5a&#39;&gt;nevent1q…6p5a&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;like i notice it a lot these days in small dark jokes that a lot of us say in passing.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;The general premise is some form of humans should die so nature can live. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&amp;#34;what one animal would you like to see go extinct? man&amp;#34;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;we are already at a zeitgeist that is easy for blood and soil to fester in. Desperation at environmental collapse.
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    <updated>2025-09-21T13:06:51Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">in the UK, unmasking the scooby doo villain is pretty farcical ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqspph00kjy69ljmx2qzyaa9ekshj72mhaccsnuef6mag6adt5mmdugzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncle0ydl" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs20qm7js2nsrl58lnwk7k8tvkandx5jzkl7hy7k67q9hky8ecnxwq7lwfp3&#39;&gt;nevent1q…wfp3&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;in the UK, unmasking the scooby doo villain is pretty farcical because who owns the land, oh its literal Lords, Ladies, Princes, Princesses and Kings.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;and below that its a lot of multi millionaires claiming to be working class because they own large farmable land and a ton of very expensive farming equipment and vehicles.
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    <updated>2025-09-21T12:44:34Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">&amp;#34;how did so many people into yoga turn to conspiracy over ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs20qm7js2nsrl58lnwk7k8tvkandx5jzkl7hy7k67q9hky8ecnxwqzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncdrhasg" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs8mpl2nus4lk73fck755rjtrre5nvahnua30ykl723nhhg2px0vkgy98299&#39;&gt;nevent1q…8299&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&amp;#34;how did so many people into yoga turn to conspiracy over lockdown?&amp;#34; well its pretty much the above.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I grew up with a chronic autoimmune condition while training and working in the arts and it has always been wall to wall people believing in more woo-type things that are absolutely one step over from concepts of blood purity. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Everything is a toxin, allergy, and negative energy. It&amp;#39;s not your white blood cells causing inflammation, its that you&amp;#39;re not eating enough organic chia seeds.
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    <updated>2025-09-21T12:35:06Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">i think the fascism that is harder for people (including myself) ...</title>
    
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      i think the fascism that is harder for people (including myself) to recognise is when it turns up as someone talking about the importance of blood and soil.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;like sure those words ring the alarm bell, but if those words instead are talking about how we need to ensure the health of our families through clean organic food - that we need to return to a simple life of nature and farming.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;the UK absolutely fails to recognise aristocrats calling for a return to peasantry when its dressed up as enviro
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    <updated>2025-09-21T12:25:37Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">what ive learnt so far: these russian men do not understand ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsxuyz7muygcp63dmyyfd56xn6u8p5qvyvmh03vvsqpm6kh0l3dzdqzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knc8v2dx0" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqswnjcf0lqfum7pp3kjktct4nv3gessvnrs8zdqrq6ez8v228ucd7sh6p854&#39;&gt;nevent1q…p854&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;what ive learnt so far: these russian men do not understand reaction gifs, instead they post non-connecting &amp;#34;hypememes&amp;#34; as they call them which are gifs that instead try to challenge a response. im going to put a check in the &amp;#34;neurospicy&amp;#34; box.
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    <updated>2025-09-15T18:04:09Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">can CJ force feminize a russian artillery battery</title>
    
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    <updated>2025-09-11T08:52:40Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">online male safe space: war mmo.</title>
    
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    <updated>2025-09-11T08:13:35Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">the language barrier is through the roof but im intrigued to see ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqswg44t03r658jc77sd7jzvtn9d9scsm94zavwjaeqmzf0rpf7rraqzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knclw5rnl" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsyt6stej3nvalsd6qrzzyrdka2e3wpzr7466zal5m7uj6h2kt7gasxqkwry&#39;&gt;nevent1q…kwry&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;the language barrier is through the roof but im intrigued to see if it will end in shifting their feelings on some things through basic discussion.
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    <updated>2025-09-11T08:09:38Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">Also good morning, this week i have been befriending a team of ...</title>
    
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      Also good morning, this week i have been befriending a team of pro-putin russian men online and joining their war simulation mmo artillery team as an openly anti-putin pro-ukraine trans woman as an experiment in fuckery.
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    <updated>2025-09-11T08:04:36Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">Experiences like interpersonal prejudice, structural ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsw3jkfxk93up89exa4fnd24vhrguh7py28csfauhnza47z75c0g8gzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knc4k0kue" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsqk2avdfhlw9h348mauc3mlm4aj55xtq57a5epwu9aphqdgfy48dqpwgct6&#39;&gt;nevent1q…gct6&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Experiences like interpersonal prejudice, structural discrimination, and even the anticipation of such events are linked to adverse physical health outcomes, including worsened physical health status, increased disease risk, and pain-related impairment.&amp;#34;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Im really glad Minority Stress as a concept is being applied to trans people now. It coincides what ive been stating, that a lot of what we think of as &amp;#34;dysphoria&amp;#34; is trauma.&lt;br/&gt; &lt;img src=&#34;https://cdn.masto.host/mastohackerstown/media_attachments/files/115/184/516/897/317/661/original/3ad4785103aeab6e.png&#34;&gt; &lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-09-11T07:36:04Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">&amp;#34;Minority stress, stemming from prejudice, discrimination, ...</title>
    
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      &amp;#34;Minority stress, stemming from prejudice, discrimination, and stigma against stigmatized groups, contributes to poorer physical health outcomes by activating biological stress responses that can lead to chronic conditions such as cardiovascular disease, diabetes, and cancer. These stressors can cause dysregulation in the body&amp;#39;s inflammation, immune, metabolic, and hormonal systems, ultimately impacting clinical health.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;...
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    <updated>2025-09-11T07:34:44Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">&amp;#34;Addition of Progesterone Leads to Increased Breast Growth ...</title>
    
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      &amp;#34;Addition of Progesterone Leads to Increased Breast Growth for Transgender Women&amp;#34;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;blind control study showed 30% increase in mass over a year, differing groups taking 200mg and 400mg. Results were presented to EPATH two days ago. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;a href=&#34;https://www.amsterdamumc.org/en/spotlight/addition-of-progesterone-leads-to-increased-breast-growth-for-transgender-women.htm&#34;&gt;https://www.amsterdamumc.org/en/spotlight/addition-of-progesterone-leads-to-increased-breast-growth-for-transgender-women.htm&lt;/a&gt;
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    <updated>2025-09-07T15:41:17Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">not sure who needs to know this but with Mitchell and Webb coming ...</title>
    
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      not sure who needs to know this but with Mitchell and Webb coming back (David Mitchell and Robert Webb) for a new comedy sketch show, the duo from &amp;#34;Are we the Baddies?&amp;#34; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Robert Webb is anti-trans, he was vocal about it to aid his book tour a long while back voice the idea that trans women are bullied boys who cant deal with being soft men under patriarchy something something he would have transitioned if he was a kid these days something something.
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    <updated>2025-08-19T01:17:36Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">So in January this year Sheffield NHS put guidance to GPs ...</title>
    
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      So in January this year Sheffield NHS put guidance to GPs labelled &amp;#34;Progesterone Treatment To Facilitate Breast Development In Female/Non-binary Female Identifying Patients&amp;#34;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Hopeful? &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&amp;#34;in our opinion the prescription of progesterone for our trans female clients is not indicated at present.&amp;#34;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;No.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;But this is my eternal thing so im going to go through the points they make:
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    <updated>2025-08-18T00:50:26Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">this is how it looks on the original, i think yours is the ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsdk9g6y5jr09lp5jrfcfcx9pptxzaat7a0e06ujntrqgem54fv09gzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncc37pzm" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs0ww43w8vlk9nrlewj2mnta0qy68qctm00k7gknznp7cens2khhqs6wqctz&#39;&gt;nevent1q…qctz&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;this is how it looks on the original, i think yours is the crunchified &amp;#39;free internet&amp;#39; copy that someone biggified&lt;br/&gt; &lt;img src=&#34;https://cdn.masto.host/mastohackerstown/media_attachments/files/114/972/472/981/930/125/original/45fdc35db63487e8.png&#34;&gt; &lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-08-04T20:52:35Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">ah gotchu, yeah its hard to tell with FTW as it was made by Mira ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs0ww43w8vlk9nrlewj2mnta0qy68qctm00k7gknznp7cens2khhqszyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncufh8pk" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs9lyx5yptsu58rdwmrnmyd2npz8fuprrwdmyg27w88qmh7adl0tusl37ez3&#39;&gt;nevent1q…7ez3&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;ah gotchu, yeah its hard to tell with FTW as it was made by Mira literally photocopying things back and forth on i think the university campus she worked at.
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    <updated>2025-08-04T20:49:06Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">well thats the odd thing, they are the same resolution?</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsvhpacr8g4cdgtl28939tcuednm8k0ufk9jswl5max348cz3zglcszyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncet4f8z" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs29x3fwzrj5d4f33cd5980j9dkk9qxykefeym40emnna5ztsqqftghm89me&#39;&gt;nevent1q…89me&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;well thats the odd thing, they are the same resolution?
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    <updated>2025-08-04T20:41:17Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsvmsafvv96nes4gvyy2mmxe9xg9ksw5at6qexu8rwa8cr90hpra9qzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncx3pvjs</id>
    
      <title type="html">we are going with the 144MB for the new upload because although ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsvmsafvv96nes4gvyy2mmxe9xg9ksw5at6qexu8rwa8cr90hpra9qzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncx3pvjs" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs0r3dzfnh0d3gmck9sth2up4ylp00lfm3mmckr5aegjkenv2u22vqzym394&#39;&gt;nevent1q…m394&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;we are going with the 144MB for the new upload because although our initial thoughts is maybe the data size just grew from PDF saving shenanigans over time, we cant be certain if something else essential was changed that might be to do with security etc and we dont want to wind back the clock on that.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;If anyone has thoughts on that matter id love to hear them.
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    <updated>2025-08-04T20:31:46Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">interesting momentary calamities with Payhip shutting down the ...</title>
    
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      interesting momentary calamities with Payhip shutting down the payment link for FTW leading us to digging down into various different FTW digital versions we have on record.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;we ended up finding an original pre-release version or two with slightly different details here and there, and a &amp;#34;review&amp;#34; digital release version that is intriguingly only a 36MB sized PDF compared to the released digital which is 144MB, yet both are the same size in the viewer.
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    <updated>2025-08-04T20:29:39Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">Ok, and we&amp;#39;re green to go. Push the button frank. ...</title>
    
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      Ok, and we&amp;#39;re green to go.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Push the button frank.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;a href=&#34;https://www.mirabellwether.com/&#34;&gt;https://www.mirabellwether.com/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;(Payhip incident has now been sorted, updating site with new payment link)&lt;br/&gt; &lt;img src=&#34;https://cdn.masto.host/mastohackerstown/media_attachments/files/114/971/768/796/035/613/original/176f23cfae08b795.png&#34;&gt; &lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-08-04T17:53:46Z</updated>
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  <entry>
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      <title type="html">new account so i get to post this banger: history and feminist ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs9m0n958ls49uu79zm22zspyfxl6mh4495sjn6tgf736jeq7dna0gzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knczfde52" />
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      new account so i get to post this banger:&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;history and feminist theory is written by the victors.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Catherine MacKinnon, famed tenured second wave legal scholar feminist thought fisting involved the sex partner literally punching the woman in the vagina with a closed fist right up to the mid 00s and had to have it explained to her by students mid lecture that she was wrong.
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    <updated>2025-05-09T10:22:11Z</updated>
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  <entry>
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      <title type="html">Professor Stephen Whittle OBE, famed UK Trans Legal activist from ...</title>
    
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      Professor Stephen Whittle OBE, famed UK Trans Legal activist from Press for Change, probably the most reputable trans person in the UK in regard to the law and affecting it, has put out the action plan guide stating that the best chance of influencing things is for trans people and allys to each write physical letters to their MP and 6 copies to specific other members of parliament. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;He&amp;#39;s provided the relevant facts to be included and laid out what you need to write.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;a href=&#34;https://translucent.org.uk/a-guide-to-how-to-write-a-letter-to-parliament/&#34;&gt;https://translucent.org.uk/a-guide-to-how-to-write-a-letter-to-parliament/&lt;/a&gt;
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    <updated>2025-05-03T13:15:03Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">when i came out my mum asked if i couldnt just do it ...</title>
    
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      when i came out my mum asked if i couldnt just do it &amp;#34;privately in my bedroom&amp;#34;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;now shes informing me shes making a protect the dolls t-shirt for herself&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;its taken a lot of years of slow incremental shift
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    <updated>2025-05-02T17:46:48Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">in the face of terror, trans people continue to be iconic yes, ...</title>
    
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      in the face of terror, trans people continue to be iconic&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;yes, &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;HEAT FROM FIRE&lt;br/&gt;FIRE FROM HEAT&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;is absolutely a pitch perfect slogan of trans vengeance.&lt;br/&gt; &lt;img src=&#34;https://cdn.masto.host/mastohackerstown/media_attachments/files/114/439/012/461/696/422/original/0b95bdc1351e108e.png&#34;&gt; &lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-05-02T15:47:42Z</updated>
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    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs06cle6mrk58y227nkmnfktul5f89ngay4vx5yamqh06rpqwhxs8gzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knckj75q3</id>
    
      <title type="html">anyway i hear Shaun the skull&amp;#39;s next piece is on various self ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs06cle6mrk58y227nkmnfktul5f89ngay4vx5yamqh06rpqwhxs8gzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knckj75q3" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsqrl7ek2qd95lg2gccr90uta0raww72nevh5sfv4t6czj0504husce0qxw4&#39;&gt;nevent1q…qxw4&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;anyway i hear Shaun the skull&amp;#39;s next piece is on various self proclaimed skeptics and i cannot wait.
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    <updated>2025-05-01T16:47:37Z</updated>
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    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsqrl7ek2qd95lg2gccr90uta0raww72nevh5sfv4t6czj0504husczyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncj8g3d8</id>
    
      <title type="html">they literally have zero concept of the idea that debate could ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsqrl7ek2qd95lg2gccr90uta0raww72nevh5sfv4t6czj0504husczyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncj8g3d8" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsxv5ya2vmvmn356nh9u73q4cnrh6t3jwpwej34cxzjl4x20m25g3cykazc2&#39;&gt;nevent1q…azc2&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;they literally have zero concept of the idea that debate could involve their own mind being changed.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;they are the VerySmart one, you the poor misguided idiot.
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    <updated>2025-05-01T16:35:04Z</updated>
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      <title type="html">they have no history in discussion where they themselves may have ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsxv5ya2vmvmn356nh9u73q4cnrh6t3jwpwej34cxzjl4x20m25g3czyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knch7q5k6" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs8rvqmksepnj9khuy9pg838s35csmgr705recxufvvjkujkwc3kdgqynnet&#39;&gt;nevent1q…nnet&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;they have no history in discussion where they themselves may have to realise they are wrong. No one was ever going to bring them proof that god exists.
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    <updated>2025-05-01T16:29:56Z</updated>
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    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs8rvqmksepnj9khuy9pg838s35csmgr705recxufvvjkujkwc3kdgzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncx56ccn</id>
    
      <title type="html">a lot of people who try to debate trans people on their existence ...</title>
    
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      a lot of people who try to debate trans people on their existence come from the skeptic / new atheist movement - its why the uk is especially shit.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;the skeptic movement is the worst for a lot of reasons but especially they are devoid of the ability to actually engage in good faith. Their entire growth as a movement was always from a position of using &amp;#39;debate&amp;#39; as a bad faith action to try and convince religious people to give up religion.
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    <updated>2025-05-01T16:28:37Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqstkqssedpkwenz3erja7y7z7vt3vqk577x2jdev3h2dxcn52su5rgzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncj5uuek</id>
    
      <title type="html">People grow and change, and trans people can grow and change even ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqstkqssedpkwenz3erja7y7z7vt3vqk577x2jdev3h2dxcn52su5rgzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncj5uuek" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsrkhdqafjlnrzfnrxlklk6m4k7thu4cmvfsdytrh3tqa3cu0k87cca789j8&#39;&gt;nevent1q…89j8&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;People grow and change, and trans people can grow and change even more. There&amp;#39;s nothing wrong with you for knowing that you want full breasts, or a thick ass, or admitting that you want your crotch to be different.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Think of it as customization.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;And those women are beautiful too. Those women who you might be a little afraid of becoming. Cis girls go through this earlier and differently but they go through it too. Because of course you&amp;#39;re afraid of becoming a woman in a world that hates women.&lt;br/&gt;8
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    <updated>2025-04-28T11:22:19Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsrkhdqafjlnrzfnrxlklk6m4k7thu4cmvfsdytrh3tqa3cu0k87cczyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knc2zgmpy</id>
    
      <title type="html">You&amp;#39;re not going to stop seeing the differences between you ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsrkhdqafjlnrzfnrxlklk6m4k7thu4cmvfsdytrh3tqa3cu0k87cczyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knc2zgmpy" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs825ehq966h9grp9gjm0s6d6h0hf5j0sn08jd66yjdvdyz0lvvd6qzw7lxa&#39;&gt;nevent1q…7lxa&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;You&amp;#39;re not going to stop seeing the differences between you and cis women. But if you let yourself, you can START to see the beauty in your own kind. And that has the potential to be one of the most powerful and beautiful revelations in your life.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;But don&amp;#39;t let anyone tell you that you have to accept the hand you were dealt and love it forever, and that means never changing. You can trade in one or two of your cards and still love yourself, other trans women, and cis women too.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;7/
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    <updated>2025-04-28T11:21:55Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs825ehq966h9grp9gjm0s6d6h0hf5j0sn08jd66yjdvdyz0lvvd6qzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knceevewm</id>
    
      <title type="html">..strange to look at other trans women and SEE our beauty. There ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs825ehq966h9grp9gjm0s6d6h0hf5j0sn08jd66yjdvdyz0lvvd6qzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knceevewm" />
    <content type="html">
      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs0jwqvkezya00en37aj4n48983055rrmlvlkt9ejnfsahff904mmgfwtyvr&#39;&gt;nevent1q…tyvr&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;..strange to look at other trans women and SEE our beauty.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;There are so many fears: am I becoming deluded? Why didn&amp;#39;t I see this before? What does it say about me? Am I a chaser now?! (You&amp;#39;re not, please let that worry go ASAP.)&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;What&amp;#39;s happening is that your mind is broadening, to put it simply. Raised in a sexist and misogynist world, we&amp;#39;re taught that seeing beauty in women outside of a very narrow bandwidth is shameful, wrong, even suspicious.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;6/
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    <updated>2025-04-28T11:21:41Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs0jwqvkezya00en37aj4n48983055rrmlvlkt9ejnfsahff904mmgzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncshkw7f</id>
    
      <title type="html">Once you get there, REALLY get there, looking back is hard ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs0jwqvkezya00en37aj4n48983055rrmlvlkt9ejnfsahff904mmgzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncshkw7f" />
    <content type="html">
      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsryu86at2gkfd8qcqljmdehsdyuae5ns7gwlz00qk4zyqnd8pd45s4ek6l6&#39;&gt;nevent1q…k6l6&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Once you get there, REALLY get there, looking back is hard sometimes because you remember what it felt like to constantly compare yourself unfavorably to both cis men AND cis women. And because you remember only being able to see cis beauty as beautiful.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;You don&amp;#39;t know HOW to appreciate a swan even if you&amp;#39;re starting to suspect that you are one. No one taught that to you socially or otherwise, and it feels awkward to be learning it so late. It can feel unfamiliar and..&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;5/
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    <updated>2025-04-28T11:21:18Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsryu86at2gkfd8qcqljmdehsdyuae5ns7gwlz00qk4zyqnd8pd45szyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncjxh9cn</id>
    
      <title type="html">As you get used to the company of your kind, you start to ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsryu86at2gkfd8qcqljmdehsdyuae5ns7gwlz00qk4zyqnd8pd45szyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncjxh9cn" />
    <content type="html">
      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsfjcz0mhsh3aap5exgfzcp2am88ec62t9zzgeavgdty83yccc8r2g6w6lfw&#39;&gt;nevent1q…6lfw&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;As you get used to the company of your kind, you start to understand in your heart that you are a kind. It&amp;#39;s a LOT like &amp;#34;the ugly duckling.&amp;#34;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;It goes against some of the most conventional and bad advice about love out there, that love begins with loving yourself. It doesn&amp;#39;t, it begins with loving others and then accepting that you deserve that love too.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;4/
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    <updated>2025-04-28T11:20:36Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsfjcz0mhsh3aap5exgfzcp2am88ec62t9zzgeavgdty83yccc8r2gzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knchl7jtm</id>
    
      <title type="html">Trans girls who have been out for not long spend a lot of time ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsfjcz0mhsh3aap5exgfzcp2am88ec62t9zzgeavgdty83yccc8r2gzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knchl7jtm" />
    <content type="html">
      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsvfuwaxrxvyhtyk7dwcdyg7wjy4qyyp94pm8khhz3lgd27zqqh5rgxadqhe&#39;&gt;nevent1q…dqhe&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Trans girls who have been out for not long spend a lot of time obsessing over perceived &amp;#34;failures&amp;#34; that are really just differences between us and cis women. That&amp;#39;s painful because we were never taught that there were other ways to be a woman, just &amp;#34;failure.&amp;#34;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;But when we start spending time around each other this beautiful thing happens. The realization dawns, sooner or later, that the women you&amp;#39;re spending time with are truly and incredibly beautiful.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;3/
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    <updated>2025-04-28T11:20:17Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsvfuwaxrxvyhtyk7dwcdyg7wjy4qyyp94pm8khhz3lgd27zqqh5rgzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knc0kzfva</id>
    
      <title type="html">..compare your everyday experience. In other words your lungs ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsvfuwaxrxvyhtyk7dwcdyg7wjy4qyyp94pm8khhz3lgd27zqqh5rgzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knc0kzfva" />
    <content type="html">
      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsdxtjkjqc3j6xndxsveqqyaqz68maa774hfvalm9gpkpewx6kxgcc95de0q&#39;&gt;nevent1q…de0q&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;..compare your everyday experience.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;In other words your lungs started to hurt when you stopped running from the truth, but the pain is from the decades of running.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I was talking to my sister today about the trauma that often comes of the first few years of transitioning. So much of it is really reckoning with and facing a lifetime of being taught that what you are - a trans person - is a terrible thing to be.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;2/
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    <updated>2025-04-28T11:19:58Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsdxtjkjqc3j6xndxsveqqyaqz68maa774hfvalm9gpkpewx6kxgcczyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knct0ul5t</id>
    
      <title type="html">Mira Bellwether - Dec 29 / 2019 If you have had to put off trauma ...</title>
    
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      Mira Bellwether - Dec 29 / 2019&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;If you have had to put off trauma for decades just to survive in a kind of perpetual crisis mode, you may find that when you stop doing that it suddenly feels like pain is coming from nowhere. You were just kicking it down the road.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;This is what I am pretty sure is up with transitioning and then realizing how incredibly awful it feels to be treated like something you&amp;#39;re not: you probably didn&amp;#39;t have a point of contrast before with which to..&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;1/
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    <updated>2025-04-28T11:19:34Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs9w4yanjgxfp6uf9yypka4mnj45enf4qp9aklpmyxxe8sc37ezkxgzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncu28rsj</id>
    
      <title>Nostr event nevent1qqs9w4yanjgxfp6uf9yypka4mnj45enf4qp9aklpmyxxe8sc37ezkxgzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncu28rsj</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs9w4yanjgxfp6uf9yypka4mnj45enf4qp9aklpmyxxe8sc37ezkxgzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncu28rsj" />
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       &lt;img src=&#34;https://cdn.masto.host/mastohackerstown/media_attachments/files/114/386/151/347/537/793/original/45b450aca43d877f.webp&#34;&gt; &lt;br/&gt;
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    <updated>2025-04-23T07:42:54Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqspq6ayn00s2ccqwfu3pdvjj9epr490rn80q88hrh5h40d64exshuqzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncmrawmy</id>
    
      <title type="html">and that effect was because the artists saw how fast the ai slop ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqspq6ayn00s2ccqwfu3pdvjj9epr490rn80q88hrh5h40d64exshuqzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncmrawmy" />
    <content type="html">
      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsxdm00f7066nj6e9erwwsk3rg48px4n57eeus64tl0d83c6wfujkcmlw0h7&#39;&gt;nevent1q…w0h7&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;and that effect was because the artists saw how fast the ai slop was produced compared to them spending several hours to make each image.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Their own work was drowned out and often didnt get much comment, or was replied to with the same positive comments that the ai slop got which no longer encouraged them to make more or improve.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;It fully destroyed the space artistically. Pretty soon after the game itself replaced a lot of its own art with ai art, the community became a ghost town.
    </content>
    <updated>2025-04-18T23:41:22Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsxdm00f7066nj6e9erwwsk3rg48px4n57eeus64tl0d83c6wfujkczyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncn4ty93</id>
    
      <title type="html">For the last 20 years ive been part of a small online modding ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsxdm00f7066nj6e9erwwsk3rg48px4n57eeus64tl0d83c6wfujkczyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncn4ty93" />
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      For the last 20 years ive been part of a small online modding scene for a very niche sandbox video game where a large part of the communtiy is people of all art ability contributing to produce work for the game either in written, 3d or 2d art form.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;the introduction of ai generative image work into the community lead to 95% of the human designed 2d and 3d graphic art to stop being produced entirely.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;1/2
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    <updated>2025-04-18T23:38:21Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsyd7chuqzf5mg3l6jyzx6qgduvvlahxvsq4s9a50x3nzjycdpak2czyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knc6muuuz</id>
    
      <title type="html">not a threat of violence anyway - its a threat that you will be ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsyd7chuqzf5mg3l6jyzx6qgduvvlahxvsq4s9a50x3nzjycdpak2czyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306knc6muuuz" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs95qclk8tqmh8y3fgtgn4ldacegu4xtahw9xdj4axxca2e9nmetvqqarasd&#39;&gt;nevent1q…rasd&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;not a threat of violence anyway - its a threat that you will be pissing on a grave.
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    <updated>2025-04-18T14:26:33Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs95qclk8tqmh8y3fgtgn4ldacegu4xtahw9xdj4axxca2e9nmetvqzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncmdwzqc</id>
    
      <title type="html">love a terf dogpile</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs95qclk8tqmh8y3fgtgn4ldacegu4xtahw9xdj4axxca2e9nmetvqzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncmdwzqc" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsrzssrtc4us8vc5xevu55lvqwzs8jnk37uaze2ajsdknjtdwj9y2slsldfq&#39;&gt;nevent1q…ldfq&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;love a terf dogpile
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    <updated>2025-04-18T14:24:30Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsrzssrtc4us8vc5xevu55lvqwzs8jnk37uaze2ajsdknjtdwj9y2szyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncqxqnxh</id>
    
      <title type="html">today reddit admin got back to me and removed the warning strike ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsrzssrtc4us8vc5xevu55lvqwzs8jnk37uaze2ajsdknjtdwj9y2szyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncqxqnxh" />
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      today reddit admin got back to me and removed the warning strike - saying that you will piss on their graves is not a threat.
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    <updated>2025-04-18T14:23:16Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs00zye3prdv0gsahznfy27j2nyeaeypjzsgj66qd87yhw45zz5w7czyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncvnmfmf</id>
    
      <title type="html">where is it good for trans people to move to: the streets</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs00zye3prdv0gsahznfy27j2nyeaeypjzsgj66qd87yhw45zz5w7czyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncvnmfmf" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqs2fft7p53sltahe74kcak0w544pu72q5z4n2d9emqnsejmphgrm4g5snq4t&#39;&gt;nevent1q…nq4t&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;where is it good for trans people to move to: the streets
    </content>
    <updated>2025-04-16T09:48:20Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs2fft7p53sltahe74kcak0w544pu72q5z4n2d9emqnsejmphgrm4gzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncza4fya</id>
    
      <title type="html">the joke is that we now have to sit through several rounds from ...</title>
    
    <link rel="alternate" href="https://yabu.me/nevent1qqs2fft7p53sltahe74kcak0w544pu72q5z4n2d9emqnsejmphgrm4gzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncza4fya" />
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      In reply to &lt;a href=&#39;/nevent1qqsr9qh70vvptdhhrp8zkfll2vzaysf56muntl7mhwh3y78jgr7ph0glxg2vf&#39;&gt;nevent1q…g2vf&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;_________________________&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;the joke is that we now have to sit through several rounds from all media of people explaining that this is all fine and nothing has changed before the news that all institutions will be reading this ruling as time for full exclusion
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    <updated>2025-04-16T09:46:30Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>https://yabu.me/nevent1qqsr9qh70vvptdhhrp8zkfll2vzaysf56muntl7mhwh3y78jgr7ph0gzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncpsesj4</id>
    
      <title>Nostr event nevent1qqsr9qh70vvptdhhrp8zkfll2vzaysf56muntl7mhwh3y78jgr7ph0gzyre2t5e8dmeej9l0dvdna0zqk5tmf7equaddcex75s4uz50306kncpsesj4</title>
    
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      big up to all my legally unrecognised british dolls this morning.
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    <updated>2025-04-16T09:42:35Z</updated>
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