syahrulhid
Syahrul H Ubaidallah

Something I didn't realize before is that public scrutiny is an antidote to my tendency to flip between over-cautiousness and smugness, which could be seen as manifestations of the same problem under the hood: my inferiority complex.

2023-12-06 06:23:51

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masih terlalu sepi wkwk

2023-12-06 05:36:22

Still very early

2023-12-06 05:26:06

#nevent1q…pm9e

2023-11-30 04:52:08

Well, my first post here Iguess? Bismillah.

2023-10-06 06:47:54

wkwk setuju sih sama poin-poinnya https://pbs.twimg.com/media/F7vL7PFaQAAg2V3.jpg

2023-10-06 05:29:16

ugly encounter https://t.co/LXycmBlbpA

2023-10-05 15:26:33

this path necessitates some degree of isolation and alienation from the generality of people.

2023-10-05 13:35:43

gua perlu hiburan

2023-10-05 12:46:18

tbh gua skeptis dgn laporan spt ini
klopun emang bener, wahabi tu jumlahnya minuscule dibanding aswaja trad, maulid diadain di mana2 & rame, biasa aja. cari perkara doang klo bener gitu mah. https://t.co/bXBnvqXyIG

2023-10-05 12:19:15

ngamatin perilaku anak majelis alay/jamet yg lagi naik krl lah yang jadi jalan gua mendengar nm a*bidin k*usno, g*eger r*iyanto, a*ndi r*ahman a*lamsyah, v*edi h*adiz, i*smail a*latas, dsb.
termasuk bertemu orang keren spt @ZTahrus @ahmadinojan (yg pgn ke yues & yukey) https://t.co/F11n1ccZ0S

2023-10-05 12:04:29

malam jum‘at

2023-10-05 11:40:51

suburban ini maksudnya kawasan perumahan di pinggiran jakarta? https://t.co/NBZ1F9ZbHp

2023-10-05 10:54:23

gue punya perasaan aneh yg sulit buat diartikulasikan dalam kata-kata

2023-10-05 09:22:36

The situation could be different in some parts of the world eg Southeast Asia where traces of premodern Islamic culture are still very much active and have influence on political life of the states especially in the countryside. https://t.co/UmO0YyILoA

2023-10-05 09:10:09

IT's works were transmitted by, among others, Sūfīs of Hijaz, such as Sh Ibrāhīm al-Kūrānī, who also believed in Wahda al-Wujūd. He was part of a trend called ‘neo-Sufism’ by the late Indonesian historian Azyumardi Azra & he was the teacher of Jāwī students in the Hijaz back then https://t.co/wqUwnUMG9z

2023-10-05 04:57:20

wkwk niat sih ini https://t.co/NouO3X9v8D

2023-10-04 20:51:37

jadi gue mesti belajar data science, terus lanjut ke S2 sosiologi urban, terus lagi sosiologi politik, setelah itu ke mesir buat belajar di al-azhar, kalau perlu talaqqi di masjidnya. kalau perlu sekalian ke zaytuna dan qarawiyin juga mampir. terus ikut majelis syekh said kamali,

2023-10-04 20:33:55

i need to read charles taylor (udah ada pdf-nya) https://t.co/VOnpNraPJl

2023-10-04 20:02:32

it's nice i rediscover silly part of muslim twitter since i really need it rn

2023-10-04 19:49:34

it's muslim twitter https://t.co/CWgRvCz7Ir

2023-10-04 18:26:45

jd inget pernah ke puskesmas, pas lagi cek tekanan darah ada ibu-ibu nimbang bayi timbangannya persis sebelah gue, gue liatin bentar bayinya terus petugas cek darahnya tanya, “dah berapa bulan mas?”
ngeselin wkwkwk https://t.co/yf6ZvkRWw9

2023-10-04 17:45:28

sabiah/sabeans ini menarik ya, sering dibahas di diskursus kalam
pernah baca mereka (terutama sabiah harran) ini dihubungkan dengan hermetisme, ajaran filsafat yang diasosiasikan dengan figur helenistik hermes trismegistus, really interesting stuff https://t.co/WKqBvE4A27

2023-10-04 17:13:21

من وافق اختياره باختيار الله فهو سعيد

2023-10-04 15:20:05

kagum dengan resiliensi orang-orang

2023-10-04 14:22:19

kepikiran buat belajar data science, tapi ntar gue kemanain ya sosiologinya wkwk

2023-10-04 12:54:29

mungkin gue mesti ngekos

2023-10-04 08:20:34

waw, interesting https://t.co/2zmg3fzZ3m

2023-10-04 04:02:42

Well, ‘Aqīda al-Awām seems simplified enough for me 🤷🏻‍♂️ https://t.co/s3Ppwkm2RZ

2023-10-03 20:08:28

Ok https://t.co/qR9Fiv0EjW

2023-10-03 19:32:43

but... in-depth analyses and explorations of many issues certainly can't be found on X https://t.co/fonkp7LxE0

2023-10-03 19:11:35

this is literal craziness, may God guide all of us https://t.co/3Rqb24kpGW

2023-10-03 14:58:20

Khasoggi ini liberal (walau dulu ketika masih kuliah pro-IM) jadi ketika dibilang ngungkapin bobroknya ya ini ga bisa lepas dari underlying ideology-nya. yg ‘bobrok’ bagi liberal belum tentu bobrok bagi yg lain mis. Islamis atau muslim neotrad.
mknya penting bgt paham ginian https://t.co/ZOUxGRhfUy

2023-10-03 14:31:54

biasanya gue doa kalau sesuatu itu baik buat gue semoga didekatkan, kalau buruk semoga dijauhkan, ini berlaku buat apa aja. beberapa kali pernah dijauhkan dari sesuatu dgn cara yang sangat dramatis wkwk, dan ternyata belakangan gue tau kalau itu buruk buat gue.

2023-10-03 14:28:13

ga perlu profesor asing, orang kalau paham teladan Nabi ﷺ juga bakal menanyakan hal yang sama https://t.co/e0zh7GGzOt

2023-10-03 14:25:21

ketiduran sebentar terus mimpi rada aneh, berenang di kolam renang depan tangga menuju semacam komplek makam keramat

2023-10-03 11:48:04

kembali ke tabiat awal

2023-10-03 11:08:14

saya inget bang https://t.co/g2HCKEVvpk

2023-10-03 07:16:41

tanyain aja kira-kira maulid itu bid‘ah yg baik atau bukan https://t.co/TCAJBguatK

2023-10-03 06:55:55

bisa jd ada najis mughallazah yg ikut tertempel https://t.co/isK4cGEDl6

2023-10-03 06:29:55

“Muhammad ﷺ adalah manusia, namun bukan seperti manusia biasa, melainkan ia bagai yaqut (rubi merah delima) di antara batu-batuan biasa.” https://t.co/tT0dvRaF3S

2023-10-03 06:25:29

محمد بشر لا كالبشر :: بل هو كالياقوت بين الحجر

2023-10-03 05:40:25

hehe https://t.co/9WlijAEk84

2023-10-03 05:01:47

eyang (ayah dari mbah dari mbah) gue dulu saudagar di kasunanan surakarta, tapi terus melarikan diri pas perang jawa. nama anaknya dlm bhs arab semua jd gue duga beliau muslim taat & pendukung dipanegara (byk pendukung dipanegara yg lari pd masa itu). https://t.co/os7xff2YEB

2023-10-02 18:24:03

i hope here in indonesia we will have physicists (or natural scientists generally) with deep understanding of islamic scholarly tradition since i still see none esp among the gen Zs. https://t.co/nFkg5t7Heq

2023-10-02 18:09:38

مولاي صل وسلم دائما أبدا على حبيبك خير الخلق كلهم
ثم الرضا عن أبي بكر وعن عمر وعن علي وعن عثمان ذي الكرم
🌹❤️

2023-10-02 17:51:55

berhubung scr natural gue mengatakan apa yg ada di pikiran gue & gue dah males terseret konflik baik di medsos atau di real life krn hal-hal spt ini (it affects me personally *including mentally & financially*), gue rasa gue bakal tutup akun ini https://t.co/LXsRc4iHJ8

2023-10-02 17:10:26

i think there are some nuances, even if we are excluding Ikhwani scholars such as al-Qaradawi. but yeah personally i refrain from any invitation to demonstrations. there's only 1 protest i have participated (20 thn reformasi if i'm not wrong), and i don't think i'll do it again. https://t.co/vcnxPUsOfx

2023-10-02 16:54:54

efek suaranya woy https://t.co/JimphcWHI8

2023-10-02 16:25:12

jadi inget tulisan cak nur tentang konvergensi nasional https://t.co/RO2fy7vF3O

2023-10-02 13:55:09

ohh post lama https://t.co/52QElf4hm4

2023-10-02 13:08:35

tariqah (jalan) masyayikh kita ketika terjadi fitnah terutama fitnah politik menolak sama sekali terlibat, walaupun dengan slogan-slogan seperti melawan penguasa zalim atau semacamnya, jgn sampai fatwa menyebabkan pertumpahan darah
- ustaz ridha

2023-10-02 12:55:16

benci bgt dah gue dengan bahasa media nasional ini, "memperebutkan suara nahdliyin", as if nahdliyin cm matters dlm masalah pemilu doang (ya utk rangorang ini mungkin emang spt itu yah)

2023-10-02 12:54:04

"wali beneran ini, ikut karnaval masih sempet salat sunnah dulu," killing me inside https://t.co/qBJyxUsBgd

2023-10-02 12:51:05

wkwk gue barusan denger joke pinjam dulu seratus dari ustaz majelis

2023-10-02 09:50:21

bener https://t.co/AiABgqrvrv

2023-10-02 08:09:08

i'm always interested in this kind of discourse which clearly shows the islamic roots of these javanese keratons, in spite of attempts by colonialist and their native imitators to bury it.
(notwithstanding their sometimes heterodox articulations of islamic precepts or ideas) https://t.co/FYMO3NQK09

2023-10-02 07:17:11

klo ini mah lebih ke nyablak ya. betawi kota bahasanya lebih mendayu-dayu kayak melayu (emang melayu sih betawi itu).
nyablak mirip-mirip sunda kasar bekasi klo ngomong. https://t.co/0MXLhbEeFw

2023-10-02 07:14:26

mungkin lebih pas betawi ora ya. kalo gue baca klasifikasinya tenabang menteng betawi kota, jaktim betawi pinggir. betawi ora tuh pinggirnya lagi wkwk. tp semuanya betawi.
real experience gue pas ngekos di kober dengerin orang kampung ngomong, lah ini mah mirip kampung gua wkwk. https://t.co/xIu8BVe6lX

2023-10-01 21:00:27

1 contoh yg sepele: ga terhitung berapa kl gue terseret dlm debat sampah entah dgn rekan di himpunan/sirkel/dosen/musuh politik (biasanya tarbi)/pergerakan/magang. mostly itu ego si yg main wkwk walau mungkin emang ada poin bagus yg dibahas (dan bs dibahas dgn lebih baik wkwk) https://t.co/dolQRSozid

2023-10-01 20:35:33

satu hal yg gue pelajari emang ortu seringkali punya masalah-masalah terpendam (yg sgt mungkin dr puluhan tahun lalu) yg lalu diproyeksikan ke anak-anaknya, kadang dgn disguise ‘buat ngedidik’. kt mesti bs ngidentifikasi hal-hal problematik spt itu utk kemudian melepaskan diri. https://t.co/6Ch2Jo79oi

2023-10-01 19:55:05

gedek banget sebetulnya kenapa tiap malam tv disetel ftv sct*v sampe jam 3 malam sm bokap wkwk dah ganggu tidur klise lagi ceritanya, jd malu sendiri gue liatnya

2023-10-01 18:01:24

RT @Hadith_Notes: To be fair, "Dallāṣ" is also the resting place of Imām Mālik's student, Abū al-Qāsim (d. 223 AH), and potentially where a…

2023-10-01 15:54:54

RT @fahd_ibn_ala: @Evollaqi We have many religious scholars who do not even have a high high school level understanding of science, economi…

2023-10-01 15:54:47

Replying to https://twitter.com/fahd_ibn_ala/status/1708501517265784900:
@fahd_ibn_ala @Evollaqi very much the case in indonesia. on the other hand here we have many practicing professionals and academics educated on secular universities but with little to no understanding of islamic intellectual tradition.

2023-10-01 15:44:40

RT @fahd_ibn_ala: Standing to honor one’s country may make some uncomfortable, and imposing it may also have its issues, but to generically…

2023-10-01 15:16:47

RT @CintaRasulAllah: Ya Rabb ubahlah keadaan kami dari yang tidak baik menjadi sebaik-baiknya. https://t.co/3tBuuWqHhT

2023-10-01 15:15:27

RT @ulat_bulu_bulu: 🤣🤣🤣 https://pbs.twimg.com/ext_tw_video_thumb/1708494149857746944/pu/img/eMb0SAWzMQXnzTQT.jpg

2023-10-01 15:07:06

Ya Allah https://t.co/kFSnbgqDnQ

2023-10-01 15:06:25

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..utilizing rich islamic intellectual heritage while engaging with the latest developments in science & technology. academia already has a term for this trend, ‘neotraditionalism’. it will require some decades, probably 1/2/3 generations to come, but i'm convinced we'll be there.

2023-10-01 15:06:23

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... attending majālis, and traditional islamic education, won't disappear just because of ‘modernity’. instead, it's more likely that true and genuine islamic critiques in their most sophisticated forms of current condition of modernity will emerge from this demographic,...

2023-10-01 15:06:22

connecting with anglophone muslims on twitter (and keeping up through watching YT sermons/discussions, reading academic writings, etc, essentially became part of their community) makes me convinced that traditions such as mawlid, reading litanies (awrad, hizb, ratib, etc),..

2023-10-01 14:12:46

RT @niconicewithit: @IAmMarkManson Boredom really is where all the dots connect of the bigger picture. You have to leave room for this to h…

2023-10-01 14:09:08

RT @TheUsuli: The more emotional & idealistic your interpretation of current events, the worse you become at realpolitik. The problem at th…

2023-10-01 13:59:14

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especially compared to the other proxy which involves IUMS, whose members include supreme leaders of islamist parties in indonesia & malaysia (PKS and PAS respectively).

2023-10-01 13:59:13

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indonesia will become the host to UAE-based MHM's conference on climate issues. the attendants include top-rank ID-MY ‘Ulema, SG's Mufti, and leaders of other religious communities. it's interesting to see from a geopolitical viewpoint, given the recent conflicts in MENA.

2023-10-01 13:50:27

i've seen some islamist intellectuals who adopt leftist theoretical frameworks. on the other side there are some entrepreneurs and business owners who join islamist movements or causes. but tbh i think mainstream indonesian muslim bussinesmen will incline towards UAE-Egypt proxy. https://t.co/ofaLKYLDcJ

2023-10-01 13:07:51

RT @rayhanburhan: “Dengan Nabī Muḥammad ﷺ, inshā Allāh, Allāh mengampuni semua dosa, Allāh tutup semua kesalahan, Allāh ganti dosa dengan p…

2023-10-01 12:45:37

((up to four wives)) https://t.co/qPmzpqU8Uu

2023-10-01 12:19:03

RT @Evollaqi: I actually believe that the "science - religion conflict thesis" is true.
It's not that religion and science are necessarily…

2023-10-01 05:22:00

haha, new pallapa loh https://t.co/i9DKvLzLqf

2023-10-01 05:18:13

😂 https://t.co/Cb7FWA6P0q

2023-09-30 20:08:58

RT @adam7867862: @AvdullahYousef Thank God twitter and modern cameras didn’t exist in the Muslim world between 800-1200

2023-09-30 20:04:17

Khaled Abu El-Fadl is still better than Robert Spencer.

2023-09-30 20:03:47

can't laugh since there are some my favorite scholars on this cart https://t.co/xan0lxour7

2023-09-30 19:55:00

Replying to https://twitter.com/AvdullahYousef/status/1708172573517717776:
@AvdullahYousef Is that Khaled Abu El-Fadl on the bottom right?

2023-09-30 19:15:03

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overall the situation when she said those things was weird and awkward. i can't blame her though.

2023-09-30 19:15:02

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the fact that the clinic didn't contact me to schedule the next appointment probably hinted at my psychologist's decision not to continue my counseling (despite what she said at the session). it's likely that she felt my skepticism on some things she said at that moment.

2023-09-30 18:59:53

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(this is a general contemplation, doesn't specifically refer to anyone or anything).

2023-09-30 18:59:35

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well i think it's unavoidable given the general circumstances i've found myself in. in an ideal world i'll only concern myself with subjects & ideas, learning & reading, just like great figures i always claim to admire, but that's simply not the case, at least internally.

2023-09-30 18:39:18

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but even if she's right then nothing will change since i will absolutely do nothing. the only solution i can approve of is to remove myself from the everyday life i have right now and spend my time in some isolated centers for learning, but that's practically impossible.

2023-09-30 18:39:16

i have every reason to doubt, reject or criticize her conclusion, esp given she's a secular christian (i have some reservation regarding psychologists generally, their conclusions couldn't be 100% free from their own worldviews), but i must admit she's probably right in this one. https://t.co/sH3sdEmpPR

2023-09-30 18:19:50

idk maybe my psychologist was right when she said that i repress my feelings and needs, especially my need for (wait for it) affection

2023-09-30 15:36:40

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mungkin konvoi jg sih wkwk

2023-09-30 15:36:39

mestinya ada kajian ttg efektivitas flyer sebagai media branding dan publisitas majelis-majelis taklim

2023-09-30 15:35:00

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tp pernah kepikiran jg utk bikin platform buat ‘menaungi’ majelis-majelis ini, artinya biar scr manajemen, fundraising, branding, dsb bisa lebih tertata dan akuntabel, cm entah gmn persisnya dan kapan eksekusinya masih belum bs dipastikan

2023-09-30 15:31:50

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padahal niat gue mau jd peneliti jejaring majelis scr akademis aja, bukan donatur apalagi pengajar 😅🙏🏻 jauh bgt. ya gpp walau backgroundnya akademik (dan scr adab sgt jauh) tp tetap bisa berkhidmat pada penerus ajaran Nabi ﷺ 🙇🏻‍♂️

2023-09-30 15:31:49

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padahal belum pernah ke sana wkwk tp mungkin di-notice krn sering share di IG, ya gue anggap penghargaan aja krn berarti dinilai berpotensi peduli pd kegiatan majelis