AutistiCritic on Nostr: I know this is my ableism kicking my arse but I just want to be capable, you know? ...

I know this is my ableism kicking my arse but I just want to be capable, you know? Since my autism diagnosis, I’m coming to realise that my worst fears are coming true - that I am not like everyone else, that I’m not able to “adult” and I will seemingly never have my shit together. I’ve always been envious of people who seem to go through life, coping with its trial and curveballs with relative ease and wonder why can’t I do that? (3/5)