That's the thing. Most of the time it's just you being a pain in the ass with all the non sense. "Just enjoy life", "everything and everyone isn't bad or broken" blah blah.
Well yeah ok, I want to enjoy life, but like a real one where I'm not just a tool man. 🤷
The way I get by with my most of my friends, who I love anyway, is focusing on trivial things which don't matter like sports or music. But they know what I think anyway and sometimes, when they get angry because some event in their life makes them realize that something's wrong, they are more open and curious. It doesn't necessarily last but that's something I guess.
And then I keep the real talk for the couple of persons that I know I can really engage with.
And more than anything, I have Nostr...